{"id":9790,"date":"2022-10-03T13:03:12","date_gmt":"2022-10-03T09:03:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=9790"},"modified":"2022-11-09T13:38:54","modified_gmt":"2022-11-09T09:38:54","slug":"basliq-alnima-yazilan-29","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=9790","title":{"rendered":"Aln\u0131ma yaz\u0131lan “29”"},"content":{"rendered":"

29 sentyabrda ba\u015flay\u0131b, “29”la bit\u0259n marafon…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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7 noyabr gec\u0259si. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin son akkordlar\u0131 vurulur. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n La\u00e7\u0131n yolu istiqam\u0259tind\u0259n olan giri\u015find\u0259yik. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r art\u0131q azad edilib. X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rimiz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni son \u0259sg\u0259rin\u0259d\u0259k \u015eu\u015fadan qovub. Ancaq proqram\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n diliyl\u0259 des\u0259k, b\u0259zi “a\u00e7\u0131q”lar var. H\u0259min n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bizim tabor o \u0259razil\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilib. Bir saat olard\u0131 ki, Da\u015falt\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259n ard-arda y\u00fcks\u0259klikl\u0259ri a\u015f\u0131b, m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n s\u0259rt soyu\u011fu i\u00e7imizd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi ke\u00e7irdi. K\u00f6hn\u0259 elektrik stansiyas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda t\u0259rli-t\u0259rli dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. O an \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulay\u0131rd\u0131m. On iki saatd\u0131r ki, acam. Bir udum su da yoxdur. B\u0259d\u0259nimiz k\u0259skin ayazdan titr\u0259yir, di\u015fl\u0259rimiz bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda tamam islanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Yer pal\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131mdan qoruyucu d\u0259bilq\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b yer\u0259 atd\u0131m, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdum. El\u0259 bu vaxt “Ya\u015fma”n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan ke\u00e7irdi. On metr ir\u0259lid\u0259 “ba\u015fniya”s\u0131 xarab olmu\u015f “T-72” tank\u0131 vard\u0131. Bunun bizim ya erm\u0259nil\u0259rin vurulmu\u015f tank\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

“Ya\u015fma”n\u0131n d\u00f6rd giziri ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, biri yan cibind\u0259n yar\u0131m \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 viski (y\u0259qin ki, \u015eu\u015fadak\u0131 ma\u011fazalardan g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r) \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b biz\u0259 tullad\u0131, “\u0130\u00e7in, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir az q\u0131z\u0131nars\u0131n\u0131z”, – dedi. St\u0259kan\u0131m\u0131z yox idi. Viskini n\u00f6vb\u0259yl\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0259kdik. H\u0259min vaxt erm\u0259nil\u0259r qumbaraatanlarla sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fimizd\u0259ki me\u015f\u0259lik \u0259raziy\u0259 dayanmadan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131qda orada n\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini bilmirdim. G\u00fcman ki, n\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259f vard\u0131. X\u00fcsusi t\u0259yinatl\u0131lara \u201cora getm\u0259yin, qumbaraatanla vururlar” dedik. Qulaq asmad\u0131lar. Dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 metr ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, h\u0259min n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 daha bir at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Onlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, qa\u00e7araq geri g\u0259ldikl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Q\u0259z\u0259bli halda dumanl\u0131 havada \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n o biri ba\u015f\u0131na getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f qatma\u011fa n\u0259 is\u0259 yox idi. Bir-birimiz\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b oturmu\u015fduq. Yan\u0131mda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n g\u0259nc\u0259li Elnur m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Elnur ya\u015fca m\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck idi, m\u0259\u015fhur market \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259sinin birind\u0259 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Orduya k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Di\u015fl\u0259rimiz ayaz\u0131n t\u0259siril\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. El\u0259 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q:<\/p>\n

– Ay m\u00fc\u0259llim, n\u0259 olacaq ax\u0131r\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Ay imam\u0131na qurban olum, n\u0259 olacaq, donaca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 dem\u0259.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ki saat da bu \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259 qalsaq, heyk\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

– M\u00fc\u0259llim, deyir\u0259m, \u015eu\u015faya kimi g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Deyirs\u0259n, bir erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259n donaq?<\/p>\n

– Dar\u0131xma, bizi bura bo\u015f-bo\u015funa g\u0259tirm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Sabah y\u0259qin ki, a\u00e7\u0131q d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259, ay m\u00fc\u0259llim, g\u00f6r\u0259k. Ka\u015f bir lo\u011fma yem\u0259k olayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Biz m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259rin yiy\u0259siz qalm\u0131\u015f iti quyruq bulaya-bulaya \u0259traf\u0131m\u0131zda dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Artilleriya s\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259n kimi qorxudan v\u0259ngild\u0259yir, gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 yer axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Biz is\u0259 hiyl\u0259g\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin h\u0259min it\u0259 h\u0259r hans\u0131 partlay\u0131c\u0131 madd\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdik. Qaranl\u0131qda i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131r\u0131b baxma\u011fa da qorxurduq. Bel\u0259 anlarda \u0259n x\u0131rda ehtiyats\u0131zl\u0131q bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 bizim yerimizi m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259k f\u00fcrs\u0259ti yarada bil\u0259rdi. H\u0259min an b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxmayaraq o k\u00f6p\u0259yi h\u0259r v\u0259chl\u0259 oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdik.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259nin bir i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259ri olsa da…<\/em><\/p>\n

Gec\u0259ni bel\u0259c\u0259 yola verdik. 8 noyabr s\u0259h\u0259r saat 11:30-dur. Me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 girmi\u015fik. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n oldu\u011fumuz yer\u0259 minaatanlarla at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131r. He\u00e7 kim oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmir. Amma qism\u0259t deyil\u0259n bir \u015fey var. \u018fg\u0259r b\u0259xtin yoxdursa, m\u0259rmi d\u00fcz yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n orada \u015f\u0259hid v\u0259 yaralanan olmad\u0131. H\u0259min vaxt q\u0259rargah r\u0259isimiz d\u0259rhal d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259mr verdi. Daha da ir\u0259li ged\u0259c\u0259kdik. Od-alovun i\u00e7in\u0259 gir\u0259c\u0259k, m\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259n q\u0259ddar \u00fcz\u00fcyl\u0259 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f olacaqd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018flli metr ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015fdik ki, minaatan m\u0259rmisi arxam\u0131zdak\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu z\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259 Maddi Texniki T\u0259minat b\u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn iki \u0259sg\u0259ri \u015f\u0259hid oldu. Onlar taborumuzun ilk \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri idil\u0259r. Can\u0131m\u0131 vahim\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. H\u0259r an tik\u0259-tik\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, m\u0259rminin qorxulu v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rhal yer\u0259 uzanaraq sip\u0259r al\u0131r\u0131q. Bir anl\u0131q ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n yal\u00e7\u0131n qayalar\u0131na bax\u0131ram. Ora eyni anda iki-\u00fc\u00e7 m\u0259rmi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. T\u0259sir g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n qayal\u0131qdan da\u015f par\u00e7alar\u0131 qopub t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u0130ndi d\u0259rk edir\u0259m ki, b\u0259li, m\u0259n \u0259sl m\u00fcharib\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m. Bundan o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Durub yenid\u0259n ir\u0259lil\u0259yirik. A\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131qdan iki t\u0259p\u0259nin aras\u0131na daxil oluruq. Asfalt yolun sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 erm\u0259ni \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259ri s\u0131ralan\u0131b. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, onlar\u0131n donmu\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 \u201c\u0259l-\u0259l\u0259\u201d uzand\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. C\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259r\u0259 soyuqdan \u015feh d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 q\u0131rov ba\u011flay\u0131b. Meyitl\u0259rin bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m. Dilimin alt\u0131nda “Sizin pay\u0131n\u0131z el\u0259 bu idi”, – dey\u0259-dey\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Daxilimd\u0259 xof var. H\u0259r an bizim d\u0259 bu c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimizi d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. K\u00f6lg\u0259likd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli \u0259raziy\u0259 daxil oluruq. Buradak\u0131 erm\u0259ni meyitl\u0259ri k\u0259sif qoxu verir. Bu el\u0259 bir qoxudur ki, insan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259tirir. Qolumu burun d\u0259likl\u0259rim\u0259 s\u0259dd kimi \u00e7\u0259kib yeriyir\u0259m. V\u0259 bird\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

Onlar bizi g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 “salamlay\u0131rlar”. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259nib pusqu quran \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259ri bizi avtomat v\u0259 pulemyotlardan at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutur. Biz t\u0259p\u0259nin erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 dolu oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn edirik. “Bismillah”, – deyib m\u0259n d\u0259 onlar olan istiqam\u0259t\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ram. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m snayperl\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n birini aln\u0131ndan vurur. Sevinc\u0259k “vurdum, vurdum”, – dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r. Q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 bu pusqudan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u0131q. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qorxuya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259min m\u00f6vqed\u0259n geri \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n

Onlar Xank\u0259ndi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 yol alanda biz ir\u0259lil\u0259yirik. T\u0259xmin\u0259n iki y\u00fcz metr qar\u015f\u0131da, t\u0259p\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131nda l\u00fcl\u0259si biz\u0259 tu\u015flanm\u0131\u015f tank g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Yox, bu tank biz\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7mayacaq. \u00c7\u00fcnki “cans\u0131z”d\u0131r, maketdir. Bu tank\u0131 internetd\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu, o tankd\u0131r ki, 1992-ci ild\u0259 Xank\u0259ndid\u0259n \u015eu\u015faya h\u00fccum edil\u0259rk\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirirdi. Qaqik Av\u015faryan\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc oldu\u011fu bu “T-72″ni Milli Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131z Albert Aqarunov el\u0259 h\u0259min model tankdan a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0259rrast at\u0259\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259hv etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259min vaxtdan bu tank erm\u0259nil\u0259rin ziyar\u0259tgah yeridir. H\u0259r il may\u0131n 8-d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00f6lk\u0259nin prezidenti h\u0259min tank\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 memorial kompleksi ziyar\u0259t edir, \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Hikk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n tank\u0131 el\u0259 l\u00fcl\u0259si \u015eu\u015faya tu\u015flanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 vuruldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 “\u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdil\u0259r”.\u00a0 Bu tank\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qeyri-ixtiyari q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131ram.\u00a0 Albert Aqarunovun xatir\u0259sin\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m Feysbuk s\u0259hif\u0259md\u0259 bu m\u0259lumat\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 payla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Qism\u0259t\u0259 bax ki, h\u0259min tank\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 monitor arxas\u0131ndan yox, lap yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Tam ora \u00e7atanda minaatan m\u0259rmisi qorxunc s\u0259sl\u0259 yan\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r q\u0259lp\u0259 yaralar\u0131ndan \u015f\u0259hid oldu. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131mdan biri is\u0259 a\u011f divar\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc halda dayan\u0131b. S\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259nn edir\u0259m.\u00a0 \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, bu, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 edir?! M\u0259g\u0259r g\u00fclm\u0259k vaxt\u0131d\u0131r? Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n be\u015f metrliyin\u0259 \u00e7atanda onun h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sezdim. \u018fn yax\u0131n dostu g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu. \u0130lahi, bu n\u0259dir ax\u0131? \u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr, can\u0131mdan can gedir. \u00c7ar\u0259siz halda ona baxa-baxa ir\u0259li gedir\u0259m. Bird\u0259n havadan u\u011fultu e\u015fidilir. Sanki quduz it ulay\u0131r. Bu, el\u0259 quduzla\u015fm\u0131\u015f erm\u0259nil\u0259rin Xank\u0259ndi \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 verdiyi h\u0259y\u0259can siqnal\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fultusu idi. Bizim m\u00f6vqed\u0259 oldu\u011fumuzdan x\u0259b\u0259rdard\u0131rlar. H\u0259min siqnal\u0131n ard\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n zirehli texnikalar v\u0259 piyada qo\u015funla \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lir. Uzaqdan m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 ed\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131 yuvadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259trafa dara\u015fan qar\u0131\u015fqalara b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Minaatan m\u0259rmil\u0259ri g\u00f6yd\u0259n, tank m\u0259rmil\u0259ri is\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131dan ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q aram\u0131zdan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259ri t\u0259yin edib yaral\u0131lar\u0131 t\u0259xliy\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q. H\u0259min t\u0259xliy\u0259 qrupunun i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 varam. A\u011fstafadan olan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259r\u0259kl\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q. A\u011f\u0131r yaral\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7ox qan itirib. Ar\u0131q, \u00e7\u0259limsiz biridir, amma g\u0259l ki, yaman a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b. Yoruldu\u011fumuzdan x\u0259r\u0259yi yer\u0259 qoyub bir balaca n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirik. Bu an h\u0259min yaral\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 s\u0259rm\u0259yimizi ist\u0259yir. M\u0259n be\u015f metrliyimizd\u0259 olan erm\u0259ni “pu\u015flat”\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb onun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 atanda \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min an sanki b\u0259d\u0259nimin sol nahiy\u0259sind\u0259n m\u00f6hk\u0259m t\u0259pik z\u0259rb\u0259si ald\u0131m. Hiss edir\u0259m ki, qan ax\u0131r, amma \u00fcr\u0259k edib yaraya baxa bilmir\u0259m. B\u0259d\u0259nimin bir hiss\u0259sinin par\u00e7aland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edir\u0259m. D\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131ma dolan\u0131r. 26 ya\u015f\u0131mda h\u0259yatla vidala\u015f\u0131ram? Do\u011frusu, h\u0259min an n\u0259 ata, n\u0259 d\u0259 anam\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. Sad\u0259c\u0259 k\u0259lmeyi-\u015f\u0259had\u0259ti dem\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu azm\u0131\u015f kimi, yan\u0131ma minaatan m\u0259rmisi d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O anda ehtiyatl\u0131 davran\u0131b yer\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan q\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n yan ke\u00e7di. Dal\u011fan\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259n burnumdan qan a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Aman Allah, qan, bar\u0131t iyi, yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri, \u00f6z yaram. H\u0259r \u015fey bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b. A\u011fstafal\u0131 yaral\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 is\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, oradan \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131blar. T\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fam. G\u00fcc toplay\u0131b aya\u011fa durdum. “Kitel”imi qald\u0131r\u0131b yarama bax\u0131ram. G\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259yib, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 qan ax\u0131r. \u018fsas odur ki, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dura bilir\u0259m. \u0130ndilik bu da b\u0259sdir. Avtomat\u0131m\u0131 qoruyucusu a\u00e7\u0131q v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 \u00e7iynim\u0259 al\u0131b birt\u0259h\u0259r yeriyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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“Cin at\u0131na minmi\u015f” XTD leytenant\u0131 v\u0259 can \u00fcst\u0259 olan \u0259sg\u0259r…<\/em><\/p>\n

Yar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k, yar\u0131 ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 magistral yolun k\u0259nar\u0131 il\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdim. M\u0259nd\u0259n t\u0259xmin\u0259n otuz metr o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b, iki \u0259li il\u0259 avtomat\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b dayanan birini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. G\u00f6z\u00fcm yax\u015f\u0131 se\u00e7mirdi, birt\u0259h\u0259r “kaska”s\u0131ndan bizim u\u015faqlardan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sezdim. \u015e\u0259v\u0259 kimi saqqal\u0131 vard\u0131. Bu o\u011flan “tez ol da, bir az c\u0259ld h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259”, – deyib \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259mkirdi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n biri oldu\u011funu, m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Uca s\u0259sl\u0259 m\u0259xfi parolumuzu verdim. O da qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ver\u0259nd\u0259 rahatla\u015fd\u0131m. Ona yax\u0131nla\u015fanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki q\u0259z\u0259b, \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259ki hidd\u0259t diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bir saniy\u0259 bel\u0259 vaxt verm\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n c\u0259ld \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 da\u011fa qalxma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b etdi. Ona yaral\u0131yam deyib etiraz etm\u0259kd\u0259n, l\u0259ng davranmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kindim. O v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 da\u011f\u0131 qalx\u0131rd\u0131m, bir balaca n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 yen\u0259\u00a0 “tez ol demir\u0259m, s\u0259n\u0259?!”,- dey\u0259 t\u0259pinirdi.<\/p>\n

Baho, ay Allah m\u0259n n\u0259 edim? \u0130\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dik?!<\/p>\n

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“K\u0259l\u0259nt\u0259r day\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r ax\u0131”<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu hal\u0259timd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidimizin snayperini d\u0259 \u00e7iynimd\u0259n asd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Apar, \u015eu\u015fa qalas\u0131n\u0131n dibind\u0259 XTQ u\u015faqlar\u0131na ver, laz\u0131md\u0131r onlara.<\/p>\n

Apar-apar da. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 qalx\u0131ram. \u0130lahi, bunda he\u00e7mi insaf yoxdur? Da\u011f\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atanda, sakitc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 tutub dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

– On metr sonra g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxma.<\/p>\n

\u018f\u015fi, m\u0259nd\u0259 qorxu qal\u0131b?! C\u0259mi iki saat qabaq o d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u0259ldim d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Onun dediyi yer\u0259 \u00e7atanda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f komandirimizi v\u0259 iki \u0259sg\u0259r yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox yox, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat \u0259vv\u0259l komandirimiz sa\u011f idi, biz\u0259 \u0259mr verirdi. Quruyub qaxaca d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flamaq tutdu m\u0259ni. Bu yolda\u015f\u0131n is\u0259 t\u00fck\u00fc t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi, he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi m\u0259ni m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259 uzun s\u00fckutu pozdu:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6rd\u00fcn, pis olma. Onlar \u0259n uca zirv\u0259d\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t \u015eu\u015fa qalas\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131m. Snayperi ba\u015fqa bir XTQ m\u0259nsubuna verdim. N\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etdi. Yaral\u0131lar\u0131n yan\u0131nda uzand\u0131m. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131mdan biri qat\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131. S\u00fcd\u00fc acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 i\u00e7dim. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259d\u0259m\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nl\u0259 buraya q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0259z\u0259bli o\u011flan is\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. XTQ-nin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259ri a\u011f\u0131r yaral\u0131lar\u0131 bir-bir, iki-iki ma\u015f\u0131nlara mindir\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259xliy\u0259 edirdi. Hava qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259nim yaram\u0131n y\u00fcng\u00fcl oldu\u011funu deyib g\u00f6st\u0259rdikl\u0259ri c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259dil\u0259r. “Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259”, – deyib g\u00f6st\u0259rdikl\u0259ri istiqam\u0259td\u0259 getdim.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 bir otel vard\u0131. F\u0259q\u0259t oteld\u0259 otellik qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Binan\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri, fasad\u0131 m\u0259rmi partlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan yarars\u0131z hala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Tikilinin dam\u0131na bir ne\u00e7\u0259 qat beton d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015fdi v\u0259 minaatan m\u0259rmil\u0259ri onu da\u011f\u0131da bilmirdi. Bu m\u0259kana yerl\u0259\u015fdirildim. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 xeyli yaral\u0131 vard\u0131. Otaq z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131qd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 yerimizi ni\u015fan verm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siqaret yand\u0131rmaqdan da \u00e7\u0259kinirdik.<\/p>\n

D\u0259hlizd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 zar\u0131y\u0131r. Art\u0131q b\u0259d\u0259nimin g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n hiss\u0259si \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131ma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. XTQ gizirl\u0259rinin birind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131k\u0259sici iyn\u0259 vurmas\u0131n\u0131 xahi\u015f edir\u0259m. O qar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131qda ist\u0259yimi n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131r. Bir az rahatla\u015f\u0131ram. \u0130yn\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ya\u011fan m\u0259rmil\u0259rin yoxsa a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259li oldu\u011fumu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259 saat 11 olard\u0131. Yuxuya getmi\u015fdim. Hiss etdim ki, kims\u0259 m\u0259ni silk\u0259l\u0259yir:<\/p>\n

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– \u018fsg\u0259r, ay \u0259sg\u0259r!<\/p>\n

Cavab verm\u0259diyimd\u0259n silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 davam edir:<\/p>\n

– A ki\u015fi, oyan g\u00f6r\u0259k!<\/p>\n

H\u00f6vlnak g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7d\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, buyur.<\/p>\n

– Harandan yaralanm\u0131san?<\/p>\n

– B\u00f6yr\u00fcmd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259yib, komandir.<\/p>\n

– A\u00e7, yaraya bax\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Paltar\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yaram\u0131 ona g\u00f6st\u0259rir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li bel\u0259, bunun da yaras\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 marker verin.<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131qda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc se\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim bir \u0259sg\u0259r markeri ona uzad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min XTQ ba\u015f leytenant\u0131 aln\u0131ma q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngli markerl\u0259 29 r\u0259q\u0259mini yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu “29” o dem\u0259k idi ki, m\u0259n t\u0259xliy\u0259 olunacaq iyirmi doqquzuncu adamam. M\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n iyirmi s\u0259kkiz yaral\u0131 var. G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u0259limd\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259lir? Art\u0131q rahatla\u015f\u0131ram. D\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kib bir siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Sentyabr\u0131n 29-da ba\u015flayan \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolu noyabr\u0131n 9-da aln\u0131ma yaz\u0131lan 29 r\u0259q\u0259miyl\u0259 bitdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n o d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, a\u011f\u0131r s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259svir ed\u0259nd\u0259, yaz\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r c\u00fcml\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb-dirilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O da\u011flar\u0131n bir daha d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259si \u00fcmidi il\u0259…<\/p>\n

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DA\u015eQIN \u018fZ\u0130Z<\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259si i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

29 sentyabrda ba\u015flay\u0131b, “29”la bit\u0259n marafon…   7 noyabr gec\u0259si. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin son akkordlar\u0131 vurulur. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n La\u00e7\u0131n yolu istiqam\u0259tind\u0259n olan giri\u015find\u0259yik. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r art\u0131q azad edilib. X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rimiz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni son \u0259sg\u0259rin\u0259d\u0259k… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9792,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[65],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9790","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-qarabag"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9790","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9790"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9790\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9813,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9790\/revisions\/9813"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9792"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9790"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9790"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9790"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}