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<\/p>\nTelefonuma z\u0259ng g\u0259lir, ekrana yaz\u0131lan ad\u0131 oxuyuram: “Tamam Bayatl\u0131”. Z\u0259ng\u0259 cavab verir\u0259m:<\/p>\n
– Alo…<\/p>\n
– Atam\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n
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Telefonun o ba\u015f\u0131ndan Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259rin 6 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flu Od\u0259r Bayatl\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259n-\u015faqraq s\u0259si duyulur.<\/p>\n
– G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259ni, g\u0259l!<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011fz\u0131mda qal\u0131r. Od\u0259r \u0259f\u0259ndi d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli sa\u011folla\u015fmam\u0131\u015f telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llimin o\u011flu da \u00f6z\u00fc kimi \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259li-dolu v\u0259 son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259ssasd\u0131r. Ruhi duyumu el\u0259dir ki, indid\u0259n onu “insan s\u0259rraf\u0131” da adland\u0131rmaq olar. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259, Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259ri b\u0259s q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131y\u0131r…<\/p>\n
Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, qeyd edim ki, oktyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 1-d\u0259 g\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259rin 74 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam oldu.<\/p>\n
Bu m\u00fcbar\u0259k do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 tale dostum, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair \u015e\u0259hriyar del Gerani d\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259tli idi. Onunla H\u00fcseyn Cavid park\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairin t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcd tapma g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc qeyd etm\u0259y\u0259 yolland\u0131q. Ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib hal-\u0259hval tutandan d\u0259rhal sonra \u015e\u0259hriyar\u0131n ilk sual\u0131 bu oldu?<\/p>\n
– Ora n\u0259 al\u0131b aparaq?<\/p>\n
\u015eairin ani sual\u0131 m\u0259ni bir az da \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f sald\u0131, ax\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 o sual\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 az\u0131 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 cavab tapa bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259tta h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u018fl Oyunlar\u0131 Saray\u0131nda ke\u00e7iril\u0259n IV Milli Kitab S\u0259rgisind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259mkarla, dostla, sat\u0131c\u0131yla 74 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u015fair\u0259 n\u0259 ala bil\u0259c\u0259yim bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 edil\u0259n t\u0259klifl\u0259rin he\u00e7 biri \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 tam yatmad\u0131. Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 almaq olar, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n ona d\u0259ri \u00fczl\u00fckl\u00fc \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259ri almaq ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram ki, ax\u0131 o \u015feirl\u0259rini d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 yox, adi, oras\u0131-buras\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131q, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131r. Bu yay \u0259rzind\u0259 \u015fairin evind\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda iki cildd\u0259 kitab haz\u0131rlayark\u0259n, \u0259lyazmalar\u0131n\u0131 oxuduqca \u015fahid olmu\u015fam ki, \u015feirl\u0259ri adi v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131r… Bir \u015feirin onlarca variant\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rd\u0259 qaralay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259, Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 paltar alaq? D\u00fcz\u00fc, Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259r paltar\u0131 yara\u015fd\u0131rmaq olmur, sanki o paltarlar\u0131 geyinmir, \u0259ynind\u0259n as\u0131r. S\u0259hh\u0259ti d\u0259 el\u0259dir ki, \u0259vv\u0259lki q\u0259d\u0259r kitab da oxumur, ovqat\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 olanda da sevdiyi m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259r\u0259 yenid\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131r. Ona \u0259tir alma\u011fa da adam\u0131n \u0259li g\u0259lmir. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim cismini sanki ruhuna geyinib, bel\u0259 adam nec\u0259 \u0259tir vursun ax\u0131?!<\/p>\n
A\u011fl\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259ks\u0259r h\u0259diyy\u0259 ehtimallar\u0131n\u0131 saya-saya, sonra onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xda\u015f ed\u0259-ed\u0259 f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131r\u0131q ki, bu d\u00fcnyada, dey\u0259s\u0259n, Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil.<\/p>\n
Ad\u0259t\u0259n, h\u0259diyy\u0259ni o adama al\u0131rlar ki, ona n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k olur. Kor-kor, g\u00f6r-g\u00f6r, Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil. El\u0259 bil onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259kli ehtiyaclar yoxdur, z\u0259ruri ehtiyaclar var. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, d\u0259rmanlar\u0131…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox g\u00fcman, Az\u0259rbaycanda ikinci bel\u0259 bir \u015fair tapmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir ki, ona \u00e7ox zaman maddi m\u0259nada he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m olmas\u0131n. \u018fd\u0259bi m\u00fchitimizd\u0259 el\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r var ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131nla getdiyi yolu bir g\u00fcn avtobusla gets\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yi partlayar, yaxud t\u0259dbird\u0259 2-3-c\u00fc s\u0131rada oturmaq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn faci\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rdir, kimd\u0259n sonrasa onlara s\u00f6z verilm\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, amma bel\u0259l\u0259ri gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 yalan-palandan p\u00fcfl\u0259yir ki, guya onun n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 cahan fanidir, \u00f6l\u00fcm baqidir, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnya mal\u0131 bir he\u00e7dir… F\u0259q\u0259t Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259rin, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, d\u00fcnya mal\u0131nda z\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc yoxdur. V\u0259 bu n\u0259fsitoxluq, \u0259slind\u0259, bir \u015feirin\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fcmk\u00fcn edib. Uzun ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 yaz\u0131b ki: “D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n varl\u0131 adam\u0131 ola da bilm\u0259r\u0259m, olmaq da ist\u0259mir\u0259m”. N\u0259 olsun ki, Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n varl\u0131 adam\u0131 ola bilm\u0259di, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 bir s\u0131ra h\u0259mkarlar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259d\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn “\u0259n z\u0259ngin” \u015fairi oldu. Onun \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck var-d\u00f6vl\u0259ti is\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ehtiyacs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim evd\u0259 say\u011fac\u0131n yerini bel\u0259 bilmir, ill\u0259rdir d\u00fckan-bazara getmir, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rc\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 pul d\u0259ymir. Ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 \u015fairin v\u0259fal\u0131s\u0131 Tamam xan\u0131m\u0131n z\u0259rif \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Tamam xan\u0131m Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r il\u0259 maddi d\u00fcnya aras\u0131nda Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi “\u00c7in s\u0259ddi”dir. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015feirl\u0259ri ona g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 bunca t\u0259miz, pakd\u0131r ki, h\u0259min poetik n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n maddi d\u00fcnya, al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f ger\u00e7\u0259kliyi, umacaql\u0131l\u0131q, m\u0259qs\u0259dlilik, “bu g\u00fcn var, sabah yox” amallar\u0131 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim b\u0259z\u0259n maddi d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ancaq Tamam xan\u0131m\u0131n c\u0259fake\u015fliyi say\u0259sind\u0259 o d\u00fcnyaya he\u00e7 zaman ayaq basm\u0131r. Bel\u0259 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 maddi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n olan maraqlar toqqu\u015fmur, m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n m\u0259nalar\u0131 cul\u011fa\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Xatirimd\u0259dir, bir d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda Tamam xan\u0131mdan soru\u015fdum ki, siz olmasayd\u0131n\u0131z Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim bunca b\u00fct\u00f6v qala bil\u0259rdimi? Cavab\u0131nda s\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, b\u0259li. Sonra fikrini bel\u0259 izah el\u0259di ki, o, sad\u0259c\u0259 su il\u0259, yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k il\u0259 dolanar, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n dar\u0131sqal m\u0259nzild\u0259, \u015f\u0259raitsiz ya\u015fayar, ancaq yen\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259zdi, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, ona indikind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin olard\u0131 ya\u015famaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 bu q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015famazd\u0131, ancaq \u0259min\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 zaman he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u0259yilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n
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Qay\u0131daq h\u0259diyy\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259. Bu fani d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 n\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc olmayan Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259rin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259diyy\u0259 o g\u00f6z\u0259l y\u0131\u011f\u0131nca\u011fa \u0259libo\u015f getm\u0259k idi. Amma \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 pak sevincl\u0259, q\u0259lbind\u0259 sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 getm\u0259k. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u015feiri yazan v\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fckl\u0259 taleyind\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fayan \u015fair\u0259 ax\u0131 n\u0259 al\u0131b aparasan?<\/p>\n
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M\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnya var\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n qap\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131q<\/em><\/p>\n \u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259n bir ala\u00e7\u0131q!<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Biz bu \u015feirin dikt\u0259 etdiyi m\u0259nan\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259n anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015fairin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259libo\u015f getdik. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259libo\u015f getdik ki, \u015fairi qucaqlama\u011f\u0131m\u0131za he\u00e7 n\u0259 mane olmas\u0131n. Bo\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rimizi a\u00e7\u0131b Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259ri daha rahat, daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n qucaqlayaq, sin\u0259miz\u0259 s\u0131xaq…<\/p>\n Sonra is\u0259 bizi do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259n c\u0259ngav\u0259r\u0259 – \u015fairin o\u011flu Od\u0259r\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ki\u00e7ik h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rimizi verdik. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi ver \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k\u00e7iy\u0259, birini d\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik!<\/p>\n Y\u00fcz ya\u015fa, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fair, t\u0259krars\u0131z Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259r!<\/p>\n edebiyyatqazeti.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Telefonuma z\u0259ng g\u0259lir, ekrana yaz\u0131lan ad\u0131 oxuyuram: “Tamam Bayatl\u0131”. Z\u0259ng\u0259 cavab verir\u0259m: – Alo… – Atam\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Telefonun o ba\u015f\u0131ndan Vaqif Bayatl\u0131 Od\u0259rin 6 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flu Od\u0259r Bayatl\u0131n\u0131n… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8419,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8416","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8416"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8421,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416\/revisions\/8421"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8419"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8416"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8416"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8416"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}