{"id":69358,"date":"2026-11-12T18:17:17","date_gmt":"2026-11-12T14:17:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=69358"},"modified":"2026-11-12T18:28:17","modified_gmt":"2026-11-12T14:28:17","slug":"op%c9%99r%c9%99k-cantani-%c9%99linn%c9%99n-alim-vahid-ezizin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=69358","title":{"rendered":"“\u00d6p\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7antan\u0131 \u0259linn\u0259n al\u0131m…” – Vahid \u018fzizin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

X\u0131nas\u0131z da\u015f idim –<\/strong><\/p>\n

qonmad\u0131 k\u0259klik<\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimd\u0259 Qara\u00e7\u0131 bir q\u0131z<\/p>\n

yolumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 – baxd\u0131,<\/p>\n

(b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u015fair\u0259m, inanmazs\u0131n\u0131z)<\/p>\n

q\u0259lbimi ovcunda s\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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(Sonralar – o c\u00fcr\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tutmu\u015fdu – o sayaq nax\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,<\/em><\/p>\n

ya\u011fmur olmasayd\u0131 – yana bil\u0259rdim!)<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130ndi d\u0259 arabir yuxuma g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n

uzaqdan boylan\u0131r, yax\u0131na g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n

dediyi – d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b – baxt\u0131ma g\u0259lir;<\/p>\n

siz Allah, bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn – h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131!<\/p>\n

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Yad\u0131mda h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 “o selim” qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n

ovcunda sa\u011f \u00fcz\u00fcm, sol \u0259lim qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Qara\u00e7\u0131 dey\u0259n\u0259 – “Be\u015f ilim” qal\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt – h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bitdiyi vaxtd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259dim o c\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u0259llik,<\/p>\n

x\u0131nas\u0131z da\u015f idim, qonmad\u0131 k\u0259klik,<\/p>\n

insan\u0131n D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259yi – \u015f\u0259nlik,<\/p>\n

getm\u0259yi – murada yetdiyi vaxtd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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10.04.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ya\u015fa, firavan ol, v\u00fcqarl\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr an\u0131nda vard\u0131 B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n

pay\u0131z ba\u011flar\u0131nda Fironluq ed\u0259n<\/p>\n

q\u0131\u015fdak\u0131 \u00e7iskindi, qard\u0131 B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n, deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n vasvas\u0131,<\/p>\n

qanla da yuyulmaz q\u0259lbinin pas\u0131,<\/p>\n

ab\u0131rl\u0131 insanda – \u015eahl\u0131q libas\u0131,<\/p>\n

ism\u0259tsiz \u0259ynin\u0259 dard\u0131 B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n

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\u0130smini duymu\u015fdum Haqq a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r an s\u00f6z salard\u0131 yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

ba\u015flay\u0131b, adic\u0259 \u015fam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

ocaqda alovdu, qordu B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n

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O, el\u0259 varl\u0131q ki, a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fand\u0131,<\/p>\n

sevincdi, q\u00fcrurdu, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tdi-\u015fand\u0131,<\/p>\n

nur g\u0259z\u0259n insana g\u00f6zl\u0259r a\u00e7and\u0131,<\/p>\n

q\u0259lbiqaralara kordu B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n

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Yurdum, ill\u0259r boyu daval\u0131 oldun,<\/p>\n

qa\u00e7q\u0131n-did\u0259rginli yuval\u0131 oldun,<\/p>\n

\u00e7ox ba\u011fban sevincd\u0259n haval\u0131 oldu –<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u00fcnki budaqlar\u0131 q\u0131rd\u0131 B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n

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Q\u00fcrurlu mill\u0259tim – \u00e7a\u011flayan d\u0259niz,<\/p>\n

\u00e7o\u015fan bir dal\u011fas\u0131 m\u0259n –<\/p>\n

Vahid \u018fziz,<\/p>\n

sava\u015f meydan\u0131nda – V\u0259t\u0259n sevgimiz,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259nlikd\u0259 kamand\u0131-tard\u0131 B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t…<\/p>\n

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26.12.2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaylaqda bir g\u00fcn…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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A\u011fz\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131layd\u0131 k\u0259r\u0259ntil\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcl m\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259yir, onu s\u0259sl\u0259mir,<\/p>\n

yoluna da\u015f ya\u011fs\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k yar g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, onu g\u00f6zl\u0259mir.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259f\u0259sim qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 b\u0259yaz buluda,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u0259n, yar tan\u0131y\u0131b, bil\u0259rmi sa\u011fam?<\/p>\n

ala\u00e7\u0131q \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yanan quruda<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcm qama\u015fmaya – doyunca baxam.<\/p>\n

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Bir \u00e7oban t\u00fct\u0259yi n\u0259 c\u00fcr \u00e7al\u0131rsa,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259 s\u0259mayam, n\u0259 yerl\u0259 yer\u0259m,<\/p>\n

yaylaqlar a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259 al\u0131rsa,<\/p>\n

q\u0131\u015fad\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6yn\u0259yim \u015fehl\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 bat\u0131b ki,<\/p>\n

h\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k n\u0259m, \u0259ynimd\u0259di!<\/p>\n

Bir duman qayada el\u0259 yat\u0131b ki,<\/p>\n

boynu el\u0259 bil ki, yar \u00e7iynind\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r k\u0259s bir c\u00fcr tap\u0131r h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7\u0259min,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n is\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259c\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 kimi,<\/p>\n

a\u011fz\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131q qals\u0131n k\u0259r\u0259ntil\u0259rin<\/p>\n

g\u0259l\u0259n yaz m\u0259n bura g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi…<\/p>\n

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12.05.2019<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00d6z aram\u0131zd\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lib-g\u00fcnd\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u00fcleymana deyirl\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n

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S\u00fcleyman R\u00fcst\u0259m<\/em><\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u00fcm, \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131na s\u0131nm\u0131r havalar,<\/p>\n

Onu biz soyutduq – (\u00f6z aram\u0131zd\u0131).<\/p>\n

Arada n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n, n\u0259 yaban\u00e7\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

arada olan da – \u00f6z aram\u0131zd\u0131!<\/p>\n

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Sevgimiz olubsa bu q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0131l\u0131z,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259n lap ad\u0131m\u0131 c\u0131z!<\/p>\n

\u0130ki b\u0259db\u0259xt \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u0131r c\u0131zhac\u0131z,<\/p>\n

t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcz, dumans\u0131z k\u00f6z – aram\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Daha tuta bilmir \u00fcr\u0259yi sin\u0259,<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc d\u0259li kimi e\u015fq h\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 deyir, m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259;<\/p>\n

arada dola\u015fan s\u00f6z – aram\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Tale e\u015fqi verdi biz\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t,<\/p>\n

oca\u011fa \u0259man\u0259t, k\u00f6z\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t,<\/p>\n

dedil\u0259r -“G\u00f6z d\u0259yib, n\u0259z\u0259rdi h\u0259lb\u0259t?”<\/p>\n

Vallah, n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6z – aram\u0131zd\u0131!<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6nl\u00fcn, inanm\u0131ram, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr h\u0259v\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259lbiml\u0259 ver\u0259 s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n

Od tutar, yanarlar \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259?<\/p>\n

H\u0259yadan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcz aram\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ninl\u0259 olsaq da bir e\u015fq\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik,<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, bir araya g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirik,<\/p>\n

bir az\u0131 s\u0259nlikdir, bir az\u0131 m\u0259nlik;<\/p>\n

azaldaq; ara ki – \u00f6z aram\u0131zd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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06.03.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u0259tirm\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015fad g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc girov qoymu\u015fam,<\/em><\/p>\n

bir \u015fair \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/em><\/p>\n

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N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u0259tirm\u0259 \u015fad g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259,<\/p>\n

bu sayaq el\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0259z\u0259li \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlik, sonlu\u011fu g\u00fcldan –<\/p>\n

yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q bitirm\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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T\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00fcnahkarlar olmur m\u00fctt\u0259him;<\/p>\n

kim var ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 x\u0259ta etm\u0259sin?<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fdir, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k olsam, o yerd\u0259 bitim –<\/p>\n

insan \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 ora yetm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u0259tirm\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 –<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rk\u0259mi solanda pisim\u0259 g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n

quca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcl dolu insan g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00e7a\u015f\u0131ram – el\u0259 bil, yas\u0131ma g\u0259lir!<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m – oxuyub bu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

niy\u0259 dodaq b\u00fcz\u00fcr, niy\u0259 \u0259sirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

M\u0259yus el\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ar\u0131 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

p\u0259t\u0259yi bo\u015f qoyur, bal\u0131 k\u0259sirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram m\u0259n –<\/p>\n

birg\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259nim k\u0259silm\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r m\u0259kan\u0131 – yamaclar, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259r q\u0131rma\u011fa buraya g\u0259lm\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Do\u011fum g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u0259tirm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

yet\u0259r – a\u00e7\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259k, nurlu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

q\u0131ymaram, bir anl\u0131q b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rliyim<\/p>\n

ba\u015fqa \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259nim k\u0259silsin…<\/p>\n

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08.01.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcn\u0259r…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Aran\u0131-da\u011flara, da\u011f\u0131-arana<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ricas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl yaz\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0259zmim can atd\u0131qca ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xartma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

q\u0131sqanan z\u0259man\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131mdan bas\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259kri q\u0259rib\u0259ymi\u015f yana bil\u0259nin;<\/p>\n

candan \u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n

nahaq aya\u011f\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

g\u0259lm\u0259yin m\u0259\u011fzini bil\u0259-bilm\u0259d\u0259n!<\/p>\n

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Ay\u0131ran, bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011fan da \u00e7omaq –<\/p>\n

yatan\u0131 oyatmaq – b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcn\u0259rdi!<\/p>\n

Asan i\u015f olsayd\u0131 bina ucaltmaq,<\/p>\n

z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f qar\u0131\u015fqa Saray h\u00f6r\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 arabir da\u011fda-aranda<\/p>\n

ist\u0259dim qoyunlu-quzulu olam,<\/p>\n

c\u0131z\u0131l\u0131b Qobustan qayalar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

tarix\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259mma yaz\u0131l\u0131 qalam.<\/p>\n

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\u0130\u00e7imin qaranl\u0131q “sand\u0131q\u00e7as\u0131”ndan<\/p>\n

bu g\u00fcn oxunanlar boyun vurdurar,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyaya qay\u0131tsam ba\u015fqa bir zaman –<\/p>\n

duyan Yeni n\u0259sil fara\u011fat durar…<\/p>\n

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13.04.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yolunu bizl\u0259rd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 salm\u0131san,<\/p>\n

gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu eld\u0259 h\u0259r kimin qona\u011f\u0131 olsan<\/p>\n

ya dastan yazand\u0131, ya \u015feir dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox evd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6nm\u0259z gec\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

a\u015f\u0131qlar g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n enm\u0259z gec\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

com\u0259rdl\u0259r diyar\u0131 – ulu K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r –<\/p>\n

h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc oynad\u0131b yerind\u0259 dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r yeri –<\/p>\n

da\u011flar da unutmaz D\u0259d\u0259 \u015e\u0259m\u015firi,<\/p>\n

Vur\u011funla Ustad\u0131n deyi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r\u0131,<\/p>\n

dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ridir – Ell\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Hans\u0131 diyarda var bir bel\u0259 s\u0259rv\u0259t;<\/p>\n

B\u0259hm\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259no\u011flu, Q\u0259md\u0259r, S\u00fccay\u0259t;<\/p>\n

bu eld\u0259 – Ba\u015f tac\u0131 – namusla qeyr\u0259t,<\/p>\n

(biri d\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm – bu \u015feiri dey\u0259n).<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnya “Da\u015f muzeyi” – q\u0259dim K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r,<\/p>\n

bura Tanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r,<\/p>\n

torpaq \u00f6z\u00fc oldu zirehli \u0259sg\u0259r,<\/p>\n

qanl\u0131 k\u0259f\u0259nini \u0259ynin\u0259 gey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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F\u0259rq etm\u0259z, bizl\u0259rd\u0259 “q\u0131\u015fd\u0131”, ya “yayd\u0131”,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r ev s\u0259ni bu c\u00fcr qar\u015f\u0131layard\u0131,<\/p>\n

hesab et: bac\u0131nd\u0131, ya qarda\u015f\u0131nd\u0131,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r k\u0259s – gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n…<\/p>\n

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14.04.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Balaban<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Qarda\u015f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ustad, balaban ifa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018flihan S\u0259m\u0259dova<\/em><\/p>\n

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Duyub milyon-milyon s\u0259sl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n

h\u0259m\u0259n tan\u0131yram – hank\u0131 Balaban!<\/p>\n

Sonuncu \u00fcmidi s\u00f6n\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259 –<\/p>\n

a\u011flayan ki\u015fidir sanki Balaban.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259k tar kimidir, ciy\u0259rl\u0259r – Kaman,<\/p>\n

Zurna – co\u015fan seldir, Sazlar – asiman,<\/p>\n

T\u00fct\u0259k – s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259ri qoruyan duman,<\/p>\n

Davul – Ordu z\u0259hmi, c\u0259ngi\u00a0 – Balaban.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 \u0259hval pozand\u0131r, n\u0259 qulaq yorar,<\/p>\n

adam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n b\u0259dbinlik qovar,<\/p>\n

k\u00fcbard\u0131r – \u00e7\u0259kilib k\u0259narda durar,<\/p>\n

Zurnalar \u00e7alanda “C\u0259ngi” – Balaban.<\/p>\n

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O – uca g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 durna qatar\u0131,<\/p>\n

a\u011fac g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 bal y\u0131\u011fan ar\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n Yeddi \u00e7alar\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00fcst\u0259lik, Yeddi min r\u0259ngi – Balaban!<\/p>\n

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\u00c7oxdan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcn Vahid \u018fzizn\u0259n,<\/p>\n

ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n – D\u0259r\u0259l\u0259y\u0259zd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

m\u0259ni k\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n b\u0259yaz b\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00f6p\u00fcb-ox\u015fayard\u0131n, s\u0259n ki, Balaban,<\/p>\n

dindirin – n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r, s\u0259sl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n

h\u0259m\u0259n tan\u0131yaram – hank\u0131 Balaban…<\/p>\n

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08.04.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Anam\u0131n boyu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ad\u0131 h\u0259m dilimd\u0259, h\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259,<\/p>\n

q\u0259lbimd\u0259 – yaxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131raqd\u0131r yanan,<\/p>\n

boyu nec\u0259ydis\u0259 m\u0259n ilk g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

el\u0259 o boyda da k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc D\u00fcnyadan.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131zlar sa\u00e7 burax\u0131r, s\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r kimi,<\/p>\n

“Koro\u011flu” o\u011flanlar b\u0131\u011f saxlay\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n

artmaqda olsa da sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Onu \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcmt\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259liyimd\u0259,<\/p>\n

(Anam da lap el\u0259-qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda)<\/p>\n

m\u0259ni eyni c\u00fcr\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Dola\u015f\u0131b n\u0259yins\u0259 axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r \u015feyi yerin\u0259 vaxt qaytar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi anlay\u0131ram, ah\u0131l ya\u015f\u0131mda,<\/p>\n

insan qocald\u0131qca – u\u015faqla\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u00fcr d\u0259r\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259, s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m, yar\u011fan,<\/p>\n

ke\u00e7\u0259rik taleyin k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259riyl\u0259,<\/p>\n

q\u0131zlar boy atmazlar Ana olandan,<\/p>\n

boyu payla\u015farlar k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Qalar ke\u00e7mi\u015fiml\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259;<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim – yaxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131raqd\u0131r yanan,<\/p>\n

O n\u0259 boydayd\u0131sa m\u0259n ilk g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Anam o boyda da k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc D\u00fcnyadan…<\/p>\n

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21.03.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0130nanmasan…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Do\u011fula bilm\u0259zdim niyy\u0259ti \u00e7irkin –<\/p>\n

a\u00e7\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 bax, inanmasan,<\/p>\n

qonmu\u015f eyvan\u0131ma b\u0259yaz g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in,<\/p>\n

bu da ki, \u015f\u0259klidir – “a\u011f!” – inanmasan,<\/p>\n

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K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7ox oldu – \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n

el\u0259 g\u00fcman etm\u0259, t\u0259k el\u0259 – s\u0259ns\u0259n!<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u015fma, min il sonra tap\u0131b-g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n;<\/p>\n

bu da ki, o \u015f\u0259klim, “sa\u011f” – inanmasan.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n – sevgi yolunda h\u0259m da\u011f, h\u0259m aran,<\/p>\n

\u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 havalar, hey, xarab olan,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nsiz \u00f6m\u00fcr soyuq, can perik-p\u0259r\u0259n,<\/p>\n

buyur, \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 y\u0131\u011f, inanmasan.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259niml\u0259 t\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259z – sevs\u0259n h\u0259r kimi,<\/p>\n

q\u0259lbim “a\u011f\u0131larda” s\u0259tirl\u0259r kimi,<\/p>\n

duyub s\u0259n\u0259 olan m\u0259\u011frur e\u015fqimi,<\/p>\n

g\u0259l\u0259r aya\u011f\u0131ma da\u011f, inanmasan…<\/p>\n

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19.02.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u0259llikp\u0259r\u0259st<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Giley el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 yoxdur ad\u0259tim –<\/p>\n

(sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 d\u0259rdimi b\u00f6ld\u00fcm)<\/p>\n

h\u0259m \u015eair, h\u0259m R\u0259ssam ola bil\u0259rdim;<\/p>\n

amma inanm\u0131ram g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini<\/p>\n

v\u0259sf ed\u0259 bilm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn bir boya yetsin,<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n – mavi g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259n qa\u011fay\u0131,<\/p>\n

tap\u0131lmaz, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn tay\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcqs\u0259n; “Laciv\u0259rd”, “Ya\u015f\u0131l”, “\u00c7\u0259hray\u0131”-<\/p>\n

qatsam bir-birin\u0259 Min ili-ay\u0131,<\/p>\n

yatsam, inanmaram, s\u0259nd\u0259n doyma\u011fa<\/p>\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn yuxular\u0131m b\u0259s ed\u0259 bilsin!<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ttar da “F\u0131r\u00e7adan” \u0259lini c\u0259kdi,<\/p>\n

(\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n \u00f6rt\u00fck \u00e7\u0259kildi),<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiq kimi “G\u00f6z\u0259llikp\u0259r\u0259st”;<\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259malar h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi,<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259tin, a\u011flama\u011fa El yas\u0131 yetsin!<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6yk\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini q\u0259lbd\u0259ki s\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n

e\u015fqinl\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131b-d\u00f6n\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n

ya\u015famaq, sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00f6m\u00fcr etm\u0259kdirs\u0259,<\/p>\n

f\u0259rq etm\u0259z, hans\u0131 bir an\u0131nda bitsin…<\/p>\n

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03.04.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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O yolnan…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bir g\u00fcn kor olarsan, g\u00f6z\u0259l, t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 –<\/p>\n

s\u0259n m\u0259ni yand\u0131rma g\u00fcl\u00fcm, o yolnan,<\/p>\n

k\u00f6lg\u0259m d\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

qol-qola getm\u0259s\u0259 bu qol o qolnan.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k, t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u00fc bax\u0131\u015fdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259klim varsa, yan\u0131nda g\u00fcl \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n-k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 telind\u0259n tel \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

s\u0259sl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilsinl\u0259r bir yol bu yolnan!<\/p>\n

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Arada, bilirs\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r il var?<\/p>\n

Baxma durulu\u011fa – \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259d\u0259 lil var!<\/p>\n

Bu kol – b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u00fcd\u00fcr, o kolda g\u00fcl var –<\/p>\n

n\u0259l\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015far bu kol o kolnan?<\/p>\n

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Yel \u0259sdi – ba\u011flarda \u00e7ox yuva u\u00e7du,<\/p>\n

p\u0259rvan\u0259 \u015famdak\u0131 alova u\u00e7du,<\/p>\n

b\u0259lk\u0259, sonalar\u0131 biv\u0259fa qu\u015fdu,<\/p>\n

n\u0259d\u0259n yola getmir bu g\u00f6l o g\u00f6ln\u0259n?<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015fam\u0131 – qaraqa\u015f, s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00f6yg\u00f6z,<\/p>\n

Bakinin i\u015fv\u0259li X\u0259z\u0259ri g\u00f6yg\u00f6z,<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131rar da\u011f\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6z,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ym\u0131\u015fd\u0131n bir yol o yolnan!<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kormu olursan?<\/p>\n

Donuram – sa\u00e7larda qarm\u0131 olursan?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259lbimi korlu\u011fa vursam,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259 anla\u015far bu “kor” o “kornan”?<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 q\u0259lbl\u0259rin \u00e7ox arzular\u0131,<\/p>\n

Davalar – \u015favalar, el q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Analar S\u00fclh \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fur onlar\u0131;<\/p>\n

sava\u015fa qalxmas\u0131n o\u011ful-o\u011fulnan;<\/p>\n

da\u011f\u0131lar D\u00fcnyam\u0131z, Tanr\u0131m, o yolnan…<\/p>\n

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25.03.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0259n\u0259 yanan m\u0259n olacam…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00c7oxmu qal\u0131r g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259?<\/p>\n

qar\u015f\u0131layan m\u0259n olacam!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z yumaraq h\u0259r i\u015fin\u0259,<\/p>\n

qar\u0131\u015fmayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fcn bir son bahar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

k\u00f6\u00e7s\u0259m durna qatar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

v\u0259fas\u0131zlar Divan\u0131nda<\/p>\n

q\u0131nanmayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131yma; h\u0259yat q\u0259fil s\u0131na,<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yimin v\u0259fas\u0131na,<\/p>\n

x\u0259cal\u0259tl\u0259r boyas\u0131na<\/p>\n

boyanmayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259kli ol, vaxta dir\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n

tacs\u0131z saman – adi k\u00fcl\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 Ay olsa, n\u0259 d\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n\u0259 yanan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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Duymazsan q\u0259lbin ah\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n

Adam danmaz Allah\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

\u00d6zg\u0259 etm\u0259z – g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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Qurban olum g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259,<\/p>\n

r\u0259hm el\u0259 bu s\u0259rs\u0259rin\u0259,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r d\u0259rdin\u0259, h\u0259r \u015f\u0259rin\u0259<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 \u015fayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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\u00c7oxmu tutum s\u0259ni dil\u0259,<\/p>\n

ya\u015flar t\u00f6k\u00fcm gil\u0259-gil\u0259?<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00f6ns\u0259 bel\u0259,<\/p>\n

xat\u0131rlayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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Yollar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc haradan?<\/p>\n

yerimi bilir Yaradan!<\/p>\n

B\u0259x\u015f etdiyin yaralardan<\/p>\n

sa\u011falmayan m\u0259n olacam,<\/p>\n

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Satmaqdayam g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcman qalm\u0131r g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259,<\/p>\n

el des\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6lm\u0259yin\u0259<\/p>\n

inanmayan m\u0259n olacam…<\/p>\n

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03.02.2024<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnya bizimdi…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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“D\u00fcnya s\u0259nin, d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim,<\/em><\/p>\n

d\u00fcnya he\u00e7 kimin”.<\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz<\/em><\/p>\n

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E\u015f\u0259l\u0259dim bu cahan\u0131 m\u0259n h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259;<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki: “\u00d6mr\u00fcn mehi birc\u0259 \u0259simdi”,<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc \u015f\u0259rik qo\u015fub bizi – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u0259g\u0259r bura g\u0259lmi\u015fiks\u0259, D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n

Biri – ayd\u0131n, biri – z\u00fclm\u0259t; Do\u011fu – Bat\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc, alt\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

\u0259l \u00e7atmayan s\u0259malar\u0131n yeddi qat\u0131 var –<\/p>\n

bilmi\u015fiks\u0259, kainatla – D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n

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Bezdirs\u0259k d\u0259, bir k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fsan da – tutar s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

d\u00fcnyam\u0131za basq\u0131n etmi\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n izini<\/p>\n

qan\u0131m\u0131zla silmi\u015fiks\u0259, D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n

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Saniy\u0259si, d\u0259qiq\u0259si, ay\u0131, ili var,<\/p>\n

ixtiyar\u0131 bizd\u0259 olan da\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc var,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz tox olarsa – ham\u0131 tox olar,<\/p>\n

z\u0259mil\u0259rd\u0259 bitmi\u015fiks\u0259 – D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n

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Ay\u0131rd etm\u0259k dad\u0131, duzu – dil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

h\u0259tta duru \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 lil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00f6gey bils\u0259, cismimizi saxlayarm\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n

Quca\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcks\u0259 – D\u00fcnya bizimdi…<\/p>\n

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12.12.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u0259lin axtarard\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

toyda analar…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Unuda bilm\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259yat\u0131m boyu,<\/p>\n

hardas\u0131z, sin\u0259si k\u00f6vr\u0259k sazl\u0131lar?<\/p>\n

Tozlu-tozanaql\u0131 “Palatqa toyu”<\/p>\n

b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ed\u0259nl\u0259r – bo\u015fanmazd\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u0259nliy\u0259 axard\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn el, mahal,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015ft\u0259k yanard\u0131 b\u0259yl\u0259r, g\u0259linl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

qo\u00e7lar – buynuzunda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259smal;<\/p>\n

izdivac yolunda qurban ged\u0259nl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259lin axtarard\u0131 toyda analar,<\/p>\n

b\u0259xtl\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u0259rdi subay q\u0131zlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259nin\u0259 uyard\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n durnalar<\/p>\n

toylar f\u0259sli olan son baharlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 toylar \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r –<\/p>\n

q\u0259ml\u0259r unudulur, d\u0259rdl\u0259r sovrulur,<\/p>\n

“Saray” toylar\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015fey tap\u0131l\u0131r,<\/p>\n

bir azca do\u011fmal\u0131q q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olur.<\/p>\n

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Bir azdan d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k pay\u0131z toylar\u0131,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u0259k – kim “b\u0259y” olur, kim “g\u0259lin” gedir?<\/p>\n

“\u00dcz\u0259rlik” yand\u0131r\u0131n, “Toy Saraylar\u0131”,<\/p>\n

d\u0259bd\u0259b\u0259 toylar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259tirir…<\/p>\n

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27.05.2017<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Paho, qatar\u0131m\u0131z<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00e7oxdan gedib ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259n o perrondasan, m\u0259n bu perronda,<\/p>\n

arada relsl\u0259rin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7rum,<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim, degin\u0259n: – “boranda-qarda,<\/p>\n

inciy\u0259n sonam\u0131 hara u\u00e7urdum?”<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Uzat \u0259ll\u0259rini, b\u0259lk\u0259 qovu\u015fdu<\/p>\n

sa\u00e7\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259tli bu \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259,<\/p>\n

indid\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m ovuc-ovucdu,<\/p>\n

ayr\u0131lma, sel olub ged\u0259r s\u0259ninl\u0259!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil ilk d\u0259f\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r\u0131q;<\/p>\n

s\u0259n o perrondayd\u0131n, m\u0259n bu perronda,<\/p>\n

el\u0259 bil s\u0131ram\u0131 sal\u0131b qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zucu s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k durdum yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259l, vurnux d\u00f6vr\u0259md\u0259, el\u0259 bil\u0259k ki:<\/p>\n

“Guya, d\u00fcym\u0259n qopub, s\u0131r\u011fan itibdi,”<\/p>\n

ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, gileyl\u0259n\u0259k ki:<\/p>\n

“Paho, qatar\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7oxdan gedib ki…”<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Arada he\u00e7 bir \u015fey olmay\u0131b kimi,<\/p>\n

\u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k, \u00e7antan\u0131 \u0259linn\u0259n al\u0131m,<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131xaraq s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

isti penc\u0259yimi \u00e7iynin\u0259 sal\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 gah co\u015faq, gah p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayaq:<\/p>\n

“Bir g\u00f6r, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 daval\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131q?”<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni, m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00fcnahkar sayaq:<\/p>\n

“H\u0259lb\u0259t, ikimiz d\u0259 haval\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131q!”<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n o perrondasan, m\u0259n bu perronda,<\/p>\n

arada relsl\u0259rin sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7rum,<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim, bir dayan, bu son baharda<\/p>\n

\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc hara u\u00e7urdum?..<\/p>\n

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01.02.2007<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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“Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra…<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 “Y\u00fcz il” arzulayan,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 olacaq “Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra,<\/p>\n

xat\u0131rlay\u0131b yada salan –<\/p>\n

n\u0259 salacaq “Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra?<\/p>\n

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Daha m\u0259n\u0259 dost, o zaman,<\/p>\n

f\u0259rq el\u0259m\u0259z, da\u011fla aran,<\/p>\n

qurudunsa – canlar alan<\/p>\n

n\u0259 alacaq “Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lap yerind\u0259 qals\u0131n hu\u015fun,<\/p>\n

ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131 ol kor bayqu\u015fun,<\/p>\n

h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259tin, ya tay-tu\u015fun<\/p>\n

kim olacaq “Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra?<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259kil, get \u00fcz\u00fc yumu\u015faq,<\/p>\n

inan m\u0259n\u0259; o\u011ful-u\u015faq<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n can\u0131n qurtarma\u011fa<\/p>\n

\u00e7al\u0131\u015facaq “Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra!<\/p>\n

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Cana h\u0259r c\u00fcr azar g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

son bahart\u0259k yazlar g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

tiftikl\u0259nmi\u015f astar g\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n

didikl\u0259nmi\u015f \u00fczd\u0259n sonra!<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 minm\u0259li belin qalar,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 pul ver\u0259n \u0259lin olar,<\/p>\n

ad\u0131n eld\u0259 b\u0259d hallanar,<\/p>\n

(k\u00fcl at\u0131lar k\u00f6zd\u0259n sonra)<\/p>\n

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Get…yans\u0131nlar bo\u015f yerin\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259kil, uzaqla\u015f Yerin\u0259,<\/p>\n

a\u011flayanda – ya\u015f yerin\u0259<\/p>\n

n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6zd\u0259n sonra;<\/p>\n

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Y\u00fczd\u0259n sonra<\/p>\n

ya\u015fananlar – qism\u0259timiz,<\/p>\n

qorunmal\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259timiz,<\/p>\n

ged\u0259k, ab\u0131r-ism\u0259timiz<\/p>\n

ged\u0259 bil\u0259r \u00fczd\u0259n sonra.<\/p>\n

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Alovlar dil-dil dan\u0131\u015far,<\/p>\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259r k\u00fcl dan\u0131\u015far?<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7\u0259yini El dan\u0131\u015far<\/p>\n

bar\u0259mizd\u0259 bizd\u0259n sonra.<\/p>\n

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Basa-basa s\u0259brimizi,<\/p>\n

q\u0259l\u0259m qazar q\u0259brimizi,<\/p>\n

Vahid \u018fziz,<\/p>\n

ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259ti<\/p>\n

“Y\u00fczd\u0259n” sonra?<\/p>\n

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16.04.2022<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

edebiyyatqazeti.az<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

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