{"id":68412,"date":"2026-11-03T22:34:05","date_gmt":"2026-11-03T18:34:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=68412"},"modified":"2026-11-03T22:34:05","modified_gmt":"2026-11-03T18:34:05","slug":"qulu-ags%c9%99s-evd%c9%99-yegan%c9%99-gorduyum-is-cor%c9%99k-almaq-v%c9%99-zibil-atmaqdir-musahib%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=68412","title":{"rendered":"Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s: “Evd\u0259 yegan\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm i\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almaq v\u0259 zibil atmaqd\u0131r…” – M\u00fcsahib\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Kulis.az Sevinc M\u00fcrv\u0259tq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u201cKi\u015fiyana\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sl\u0259 m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cKi\u015fiyana\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 – bu k\u0259lm\u0259nin \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi sosial q\u0259libl\u0259rd\u0259n, pafoslu t\u0259yinat v\u0259 zahiri stereotipl\u0259rind\u0259n uzaqda – m\u0259n\u0259vi m\u0259suliyy\u0259t, daxili l\u0259yaq\u0259t v\u0259 insan\u0131n \u00f6z vicdan\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 hesabat\u0131 aspektind\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r t\u0259qdim olunur.<\/em><\/p>\n

Layih\u0259nin bud\u0259f\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259ki k\u00f6vr\u0259kliyi ki\u015fi q\u00fcruru il\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n, nisgilini, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kinay\u0259 v\u0259 yumora b\u0259l\u0259yib t\u0259qdim etm\u0259yi bacaran \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sdir.<\/em><\/p>\n

Onunla G\u00fclabl\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nd qayalar\u0131ndan Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259d\u0259bi bohemas\u0131na uzanan \u00f6m\u00fcr yolu, Leninl\u0259 ba\u015flayan ilk poeziya mac\u0259ras\u0131, gizl\u0259dil\u0259n \u0259lyazmalar\u0131, \u201ck\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u201din yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f \u0259xlaq kodeksi, qad\u0131na b\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n ehtiram, t\u0259nha insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qucaqlamaq z\u0259rur\u0259ti, 90-c\u0131 ill\u0259rin g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f g\u0259ncliyi v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n bug\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eairin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus k\u0259d\u0259ri, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n ironiyas\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bu m\u00fcsahib\u0259nin d\u0259 sevil\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259ri kimi d\u00f6rd g\u00f6zl\u0259 oxunaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131r\u0131q.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259 lap \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n ba\u015flayaq \u2013 Lenind\u0259n\u2026 \u00c7ap olunan ilk \u015feiriniz Lenin haqq\u0131nda olub, \u201cPioner\u201d jurnal\u0131nda \u00e7ap olunub\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 d\u0259rsimi oxuyub haz\u0131rla\u015fandan sonra evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq kimi bir \u015fak\u0259rim vard\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirdi, anam qal\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259rsimi oxuyub evd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fandan sonra bo\u015f vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda qarda\u015f\u0131mla bel\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldik ki, dama oynayaq, uduzan \u015feir yazs\u0131n. T\u0259klif m\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onda 7-8 ya\u015f\u0131m olard\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131m oynaya bilirdi, m\u0259ns\u0259 yox. Uduzdum v\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 onda \u015feir yazd\u0131m. Sonra m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 u\u015faqlar bunu bildil\u0259r. \u015eeir yazan u\u015fa\u011fa neyl\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r? B\u00fct\u00fcn sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259ni \u0259l\u0259 salma\u011fa. \u0130lk yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feir Moskvaya aid idi. Ondan sonra ana, ata, m\u0259kt\u0259b haqq\u0131nda xeyli \u015feir yazd\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcm utancaq idim, \u00e7ap etdirm\u0259y\u0259 utan\u0131rd\u0131m, g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz \u015feirl\u0259rimi redaksiyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, 1980-ci ild\u0259 \u201cPioner\u201d jurnal\u0131nda \u015feirim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Alt\u0131nda da ad\u0131m v\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b qeyd olunmu\u015fdu: Qurban Pirimov ad\u0131na G\u00fclabl\u0131 k\u0259nd orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi. G\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259n m\u0259hz Lenin\u0259 aid olan\u0131 se\u00e7ib vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, ilk \u00e7ap olunan \u015feirim \u201cLenin\u201d oldu. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Leninl\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnki o, proletariat\u0131 birl\u0259\u015fdirdi-birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259di bilmir\u0259m, amma m\u0259ni poeziya il\u0259 dostla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u011furlu oldu.<\/p>\n

O \u015feirin d\u0259rcind\u0259n sonra Erm\u0259nistandan, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan, Baltikyan\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n 500-d\u0259n \u00e7ox m\u0259ktub ald\u0131m: SSR\u0130 m\u0259kan\u0131nda dostluq klublar\u0131 vard\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259ni \u00fczv se\u00e7irdi. Po\u00e7talyon h\u0259r g\u00fcn qucaq-qucaq m\u0259ktub g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 anam \u00fcz\u0259rlik yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, cibim\u0259 dualar qoyurdu. Bu ilk populyarl\u0131qdan sonra g\u00fcnd\u0259 10\u201315 \u015feir yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Ax\u0131rda anam m\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb mollaya apard\u0131 ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b. Qohum-qon\u015fu da deyirdi ki, art\u0131q Bak\u0131da \u00e7ap olunmusan, m\u0259ktublar g\u0259lir, dayanma, yaz. Bir d\u0259 o d\u00f6vrd\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir xasiyy\u0259t yarand\u0131: yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259dirdim. Bu bir kompleks\u0259 \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 \u0259lli ildir m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir. \u0130ndi d\u0259 yazandan sonra el\u0259 yerd\u0259 gizl\u0259dir\u0259m ki, evd\u0259kil\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259sin. Q\u0131z\u0131m h\u0259rd\u0259n deyir: \u201cAta, s\u0259n do\u011frudan \u015feir yaz\u0131rsan? Bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m oturub yazasan\u201d. Ham\u0131 yatanda, he\u00e7 k\u0259s olmayanda x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259 yaz\u0131ram v\u0259 sonra gizl\u0259dir\u0259m. X\u0259ttim d\u0259 \u00e7ox pisdir, b\u0259z\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 oxuya bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n uzun ill\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bu g\u00fcn h\u0259min misralar\u0131n\u0131za m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Onun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tind\u0259n n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k, n\u0259 g\u00f6z doyur,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bizim h\u0259r i\u015fimiz\u0259 Lenin baba g\u00f6z qoyur\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Yeddi ya\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 bir u\u015fa\u011fa m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim nec\u0259 munis, saf v\u0259 t\u0259mizdirs\u0259, el\u0259dir, he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib. M\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n imtina ed\u0259n adam deyil\u0259m: n\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fimd\u0259n, n\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n, n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n. N\u0259 olubsa, olub, yazm\u0131\u015fam. O vaxt atamdan, anamdan, a\u011facdan, qu\u015fdan, Ha\u00e7ada\u011fdan, novruzg\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n, k\u0259hrizd\u0259n d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Amma d\u00f6vr\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259bi kimi onu se\u00e7ib qoymu\u015fdular. V\u0259 m\u0259n o yeddi ya\u015f\u0131mda bu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131ma sidq-\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131m, yalandan yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2013 A\u011fdam\u0131n G\u00fclabl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz. Oradak\u0131 k\u0259nd ki\u015fisinin kodeksl\u0259ri il\u0259 Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u0259d\u0259bi bohemas\u0131nda formala\u015fan ki\u015fi anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131nda f\u0259rql\u0259r varm\u0131? \u201cK\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u201d deyirl\u0259r – kim idi bu \u0259fsan\u0259vi k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r v\u0259 o m\u00fchitd\u0259n g\u0259lib burada nec\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00c7oxdan bir esse yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 bulvarda qa\u011fay\u0131lar \u00e7ox idi, sonralar is\u0259 qar\u011falar peyda oldu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bu qa\u011fay\u0131lar ke\u00e7id d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015f qu\u015flard\u0131r, oradan qar\u011falar kimi qay\u0131d\u0131blar. M\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox pis t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259min essed\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bulvarda s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bildim k\u0259ndd\u0259n m\u0259nim arxamca g\u0259lib. Qa\u011fay\u0131 da, qar\u011fa da m\u0259n\u0259 dogma deyil, amma s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 evimizin qaba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, h\u0259min s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ni k\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r ki, get, d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda onu t\u0259k qoyma, g\u00f6z-qulaq ol.<\/p>\n

U\u015faq olanda yuxuda \u00e7ox u\u00e7ard\u0131m. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n bir anama deyirdim ki, u\u00e7uram. Anam dey\u0259rdi: \u201c\u0130nsan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r pakd\u0131r, t\u0259mizdir, u\u015faqd\u0131r, u\u00e7ur. Sonra b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr dey\u0259, u\u00e7a bilmir\u201d.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259linc\u0259, 2003-c\u00fc ild\u0259 AzTV-d\u0259 \u201cYurd yeri\u201d adl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dli film haz\u0131rlayanda bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bizim t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s at belind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 salam verm\u0259zdi. At\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011far, dayand\u0131rard\u0131lar. At dayanmasayd\u0131 bel\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atdan yer\u0259 atar, piyada salam verib ke\u00e7\u0259rdil\u0259r. Ma\u015f\u0131n siqnal\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 salam verilm\u0259zdi. \u0130nanc vard\u0131: ev tik\u0259n usta \u015faqulu he\u00e7 vaxt divardan as\u0131l\u0131 qoyub yatmazd\u0131, dey\u0259rdil\u0259r, \u015feytan s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onu i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259r. Y\u0259ni he\u00e7 bir i\u015f yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalmamal\u0131 idi. Yata\u011f\u0131ndan duranda d\u0259rhal yerini y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmal\u0131yd\u0131n, a\u00e7\u0131q qala bilm\u0259zdi…<\/p>\n

…M\u0259n \u015feir dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qayaya \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m. \u018fn rahat yer orayd\u0131: kims\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, he\u00e7 kim f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r, k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir, da\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ilanlar… K\u0259nd a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da qal\u0131r, s\u0259n qayan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda \u015feir deyirs\u0259n. \u0130ndi d\u0259 dar\u0131xanda, n\u0259f\u0259sim \u00e7atmayanda el\u0259 bilir\u0259m G\u00fclabl\u0131dak\u0131 Ma\u015fabbas qayas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. Bu yax\u0131nlarda e\u015fitdim ki, o qayan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmaq, karyer a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Ona bir \u015feir yazd\u0131m v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n i\u015f dayand\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u015feir yazanda v\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bilir\u0259m qayaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u201cKi\u015fiyanal\u0131q\u201d Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259z\u0259n deyirl\u0259r ki, filank\u0259s ki\u015fi kimi qad\u0131nd\u0131r. Bu s\u00f6z he\u00e7 vaxt \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yatm\u0131r. Qad\u0131n niy\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi olmal\u0131d\u0131r? Qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn l\u0259taf\u0259ti, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi onun z\u0259rifliyind\u0259dir. Qad\u0131n el\u0259 qad\u0131n kimi olsun. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n ki\u015fi kimi qad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, m\u0259ni o c\u00fcr qad\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb. He\u00e7 bir qad\u0131na arzulam\u0131ram ki, h\u0259yatda h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f \u0259rinin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 da\u015f\u0131s\u0131n. Qad\u0131n kimi ki\u015fi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r naqisdirs\u0259, ki\u015fi kimi qad\u0131n da m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o q\u0259d\u0259r arzuedilm\u0259zdir.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015filikl\u0259 qad\u0131nl\u0131qdan \u0259vv\u0259l bir insan amili dayan\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 bir xeyri d\u0259ymirs\u0259, ziyan\u0131 da d\u0259ym\u0259sin. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki pi\u015fiy\u0259 yem vermirs\u0259ns\u0259, aya\u011f\u0131nla da vurma. \u00d6z\u00fcn ya\u015fa v\u0259 imkan ver ba\u015fqalar\u0131 da ya\u015fas\u0131n. Naqis adam odur ki, n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r, n\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131na imkan verir. Neqativini ham\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, amma pozitivini he\u00e7 kim\u0259 demir. B\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259n sevinc m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259d\u0259rdir. \u018fg\u0259r insan \u00f6z tik\u0259sini payla\u015fm\u0131rsa, dem\u0259li, o h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 acd\u0131r. Ki\u015fiyanal\u0131q h\u0259m d\u0259 sahib oldu\u011funu payla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacarmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u015eairlik b\u0259z\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259klikl\u0259 assosiasiya olunur, Az\u0259rbaycandak\u0131 ki\u015fi is\u0259 stereotipl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc, s\u0259rt v\u0259 susqun olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7inizd\u0259ki \u015fairl\u0259 ki\u015finin \u201cdavas\u0131\u201d olurmu? Kim qalib g\u0259lir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259nim sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qad\u0131na yalvar\u0131\u015f olmur. \u015eeirl\u0259rim q\u0131z dal\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6lm\u00fcr. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki q\u00fcrur b\u00fct\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda dola\u015f\u0131r:<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259din nahaqdan m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi mat qalm\u0131san\u2026 Bu Qulu m\u0259n\u0259m?<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259r g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan Allah da m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi deyill\u0259mmi? N\u0259 olub m\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 h\u0259r n\u0259 olsa, s\u0259n\u0259 olacaq,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni tan\u0131 indi, bunu bil bar\u0131!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 birc\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazarsan ancaq \u2013<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259: \u2013 \u201cUtan, \u00f6l bar\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n da getm\u0259z, \u0259lin g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u0259sib aral\u0131\u011f\u0131 be\u015f add\u0131m\u2026 hay\u0131f!<\/p>\n

Bir at\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yin varm\u0131\u015f\u2026 n\u0259 is\u0259,<\/p>\n

Onu da havaya bo\u015faltd\u0131n\u2026 hay\u0131f!<\/p>\n

Unut tamam m\u0259ni, yad\u0131r\u011fa t\u0259ki,<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q qism\u0259tmi\u015f biz\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 uzaqdan da baxma, inan ki,<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259k insanam, amma \u015feirimi he\u00e7 kimin arxas\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Yeniyetm\u0259likd\u0259, g\u0259nclikd\u0259 dost-tan\u0131\u015f\u0131n xahi\u015fi il\u0259 onlar\u0131n dilind\u0259n q\u0131zlara \u00fcnvanlanan \u015feirl\u0259r yazm\u0131\u015fam, o \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 tovlay\u0131blar. Amma onlar\u0131 el\u0259 o vaxt da \u0259d\u0259biyyat hesab etmirdim.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qad\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00f6lm\u0259k ay\u0131bd\u0131r, sizc\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Qad\u0131n yolunda \u00f6lm\u0259k d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr. H\u0259m d\u0259 bir yol yox, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n o ba\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni<\/p>\n

ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fahlar sat\u0131b, Qad\u0131n,<\/p>\n

nec\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni<\/p>\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fil\u0259r<\/p>\n

sevib, aldad\u0131b, Qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu ba\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259 ancaq \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259k qal\u0131r<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131nda!..<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox v\u0259t\u0259ndir. Bizim ilk v\u0259t\u0259nimiz ana b\u0259tnidir. D\u00fcnya da v\u0259t\u0259ndir, amma ana b\u0259tni bir k\u00f6rp\u0259lik v\u0259t\u0259ndir. K\u0259miyy\u0259t v\u0259 keyfiyy\u0259t f\u0259rqi buradad\u0131r: \u0259n ki\u00e7ik olan \u0259n qutsald\u0131r. Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yetmi\u015f-s\u0259ks\u0259n faizi sudur, amma c\u0259mi \u00fc\u00e7 faizi i\u00e7m\u0259lidir. Poeziya da o az tap\u0131lan su kimi qiym\u0259tlidir. Q\u0131z \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran, ucuz hissl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259n\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r d\u0259niz suyu kimidir, \u00e7oxdur, i\u00e7ilmir, onunla h\u0259tta ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yusan, boyas\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Qad\u0131nlardan s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n, m\u00fcasir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 onlar daha g\u00fccl\u00fc, daha m\u00fcst\u0259qildirl\u0259r. Sizc\u0259, bu reall\u0131q ki\u015fi eqosunu z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yir, yoxsa \u00e7iynind\u0259n y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130ndi bir \u00e7ox qad\u0131nlar h\u0259m ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u201cail\u0259 ba\u015fs\u0131z\u0131\u201d olma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bacar\u0131rlar. B\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fc t\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r. Bu, \u0259slind\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcr\u0259ka\u011fr\u0131d\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r. Qad\u0131n g\u00fcld\u00fcr, amma gedib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 vedr\u0259yl\u0259 su da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b dibin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcr, dibini bell\u0259yir. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulluq ed\u0259n g\u00fcl g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz? G\u00fcl \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulluq etm\u0259m\u0259lidir, g\u00fcl\u0259 qulluq olunmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6z aya\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 duran, qazanan \u00e7ox l\u0259yaq\u0259tli xan\u0131mlar tan\u0131y\u0131ram. \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr, oxudurlar. Zahir\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r, amma bu, yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259rin, h\u0259dsiz yor\u011funlu\u011fun hesab\u0131nad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Allah bizi qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi yarad\u0131b. Ki\u015finin \u201c\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kpulum yoxdur\u201d, \u201c\u00e7aypulum yoxdur\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131r. Ki\u015fi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 olsa da, \u201ced\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, yoxumdur\u201d dem\u0259m\u0259lidir, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapmal\u0131d\u0131r, z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259lidir, qazanmal\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259tta he\u00e7 vaxt evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n subay bir ki\u015finin d\u0259 bir qad\u0131na borcu var, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 he\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131na. He\u00e7 olmasa, bir d\u0259f\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir qad\u0131na g\u00fcl almal\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259nbilini qap\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r da\u015f\u0131mal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin \u015feirind\u0259ki qad\u0131n kimdir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259nim \u015feirimd\u0259ki qad\u0131n \u015feirimin sevdiyi qad\u0131nd\u0131r. Orada konkret \u015f\u0259xs yoxdur. O, m\u0259nim g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim qad\u0131nd\u0131r. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onu yenid\u0259n k\u0259\u015ff edir\u0259m. O, qulluq olunan, sevil\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00fcl kimi qad\u0131nd\u0131r. M\u0259nc\u0259, ki\u015fil\u0259r z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib sevm\u0259li, qad\u0131nlar is\u0259 naz edib sevilm\u0259lidir. Sevm\u0259yin can\u0131nda sevilm\u0259k, sevilm\u0259yin mayas\u0131nda is\u0259 sevm\u0259k var. Sevm\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fck c\u0259sar\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b edir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 o, ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259, ki\u015fiy\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 M\u0259\u015fhur bir el deyimimiz var: \u201cKi\u015fi a\u011flamaz\u201d. Bununla raz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131? \u018fn son n\u0259 vaxt v\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Nec\u0259 ki deyirl\u0259r n\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r iki \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259lir, bax, a\u011flamaq da m\u0259nim h\u0259r iki g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n g\u0259lir, eyn\u0259k taxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6rd g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n g\u0259lir. A\u011flayanda eyn\u0259yim d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 qo\u015fulur. \u201cKi\u015fi a\u011flamaz\u201d deyiminin m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259xli yoxdur. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259qiq xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu, tez-tez ba\u015f verir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bu yax\u0131nlarda Nigerin d\u00f6vl\u0259t himnin\u0259 qulaq asanda a\u011flam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259nim hobbim var: s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r YouTube-da hans\u0131sa az bilin\u0259n \u0259n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif melodiyalar\u0131 dinl\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, qara\u00e7\u0131, monqol musiqil\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin himnl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131ram. Niger himnind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 deyilir:<\/p>\n

“Niger sahill\u0259rind\u0259n<\/p>\n

Tenere \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Biz qarda\u015f v\u0259 bac\u0131lar\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Eyni V\u0259t\u0259nin \u2013 Nigerin \u00f6vladlar\u0131y\u0131q\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Himni dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, o xorun s\u0259sind\u0259 ac insanlar\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 var. Masam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259, soyuducumdak\u0131 \u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131b utand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ri etiraf etm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxursunuz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259yi etiraf etm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuramsa, m\u0259hz onlar\u0131 yaz\u0131ram. M\u0259n ancaq yazanda c\u0259sar\u0259tli oluram. Bir \u015feirimd\u0259 deyildiyi kimi: \u201cAllahdan ba\u015fqa ham\u0131dan qorxurdu yaz\u0131q\u201d. O m\u0259n\u0259m. M\u0259n Allaha inan\u0131ram, amma ba\u015fqalar\u0131 kimi \u201cAllah m\u0259ni c\u0259zaland\u0131racaq\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m; h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ni m\u00fckafatland\u0131raca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m v\u0259 m\u00fckafatland\u0131r\u0131r. H\u0259yatda olmaq, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq el\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fckafatd\u0131r. Biz xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi \u00e7ox uzaqlarda, \u0259l\u00e7atmaz m\u0259fhumlarda axtar\u0131r\u0131q, halbuki o, x\u0131rdal\u0131qlardad\u0131r. K\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259sm\u0259si, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131, havan\u0131n ax\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etmirs\u0259, ba\u015fqa n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r? H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 futbol oynayan otuza yax\u0131n u\u015faq var. Blokdan \u00e7\u0131xanda ham\u0131s\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u201cQulu \u0259mi, salam!\u201d q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r. Ham\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. 30 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 sevgiyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259s etmirmi? S\u0259n h\u0259min g\u00fcn niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmayasan? 5 g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn bel\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldun, \u0259lad\u0131 da!..<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat bil\u0259nl\u0259rin yad\u0131na daha \u00e7ox \u201cG\u00f6rs\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259n\u2026 yand\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026\u201d misran\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00c7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m… \u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam b\u0259z\u0259n\u2026 Bir d\u0259f\u0259 di\u015fim a\u011fr\u0131yanda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259nim var, amma he\u00e7 kim gedib m\u0259nim yerim\u0259 h\u0259min a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259, di\u015fini \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259 bilm\u0259z. \u0130ndi motivasiya kou\u00e7lar\u0131 da deyirl\u0259r ki, insan\u0131n xilas\u0131 yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259dir. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259ns\u0259, iki \u0259lin var, qucaqla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 \u0130nsan t\u0259nha olanda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qucaqlama\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130randa \u00e7\u0131xan kitab\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 \u201cYor\u011fun a\u011fac\u201d idi. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc o yorulmu\u015f a\u011fac kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m: alt\u0131nda skamyas\u0131, buda\u011f\u0131nda qu\u015fu, k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 insan\u0131 olan bir a\u011fac. K\u00fclli-al\u0259m onun ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b! Bir s\u0259n\u0259dli filmd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, b\u00f6y\u00fck me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259h\u0259ng bir a\u011fac b\u00fct\u00f6v me\u015f\u0259ni sar\u0131b, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc tapa bilmirl\u0259r. O a\u011fac m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin atas\u0131 Ad\u0259min metaforu idi. Ham\u0131m\u0131z bir k\u00f6kd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fik, b\u0259s onda niy\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n k\u0259silirik?<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcm Tanr\u0131 taxt\u0131ndad\u0131r\u2026\u201d yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z bir \u015feirinizd\u0259. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda Allaha y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259n, i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcsyan\u0131n da, k\u0259d\u0259rin d\u0259 oldu\u011fu xeyli \u015feirl\u0259r var\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Doxsan\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n v\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin \u0259n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn dialoqlar\u0131m Allahla idi. \u018fn \u00e7\u0259tin ill\u0259rd\u0259 ancaq Onunla dan\u0131\u015fa bilirdim. 1997-ci ild\u0259 \u201cS\u0259ns\u0259n h\u0259r yer\u201d \u015feiri il\u0259 bu dialoqa son qoydum:<\/p>\n

Gedib t\u00f6vb\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yer ver, \u0130lahi,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 yer ki, bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcm, S\u0259ns\u0259n h\u0259r yer, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

Bununla da o silsil\u0259 bitdi. 1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 bizim g\u0259ncliyimiz olmad\u0131. Qaraba\u011fda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n tay-tu\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za at\u0131lan g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r Bak\u0131da bizim g\u0259ncliyimiz\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. Yolda\u015flar\u0131m, dostlar\u0131m \u015f\u0259hid olurdu, itkin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u015e\u0259hid dostum Xaliq\u0259 \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:<\/p>\n

Allaha baxmasayd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

girm\u0259zdin yuxuma da!<\/p>\n

Torpaq kimi soyuyur \u2013<\/p>\n

\u0259n isti, yax\u0131n adam…<\/p>\n

Harda itib-batm\u0131san,<\/p>\n

hay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim.<\/p>\n

Toyuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131n,<\/p>\n

vay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 bir vaxtda hans\u0131 g\u0259nclikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq olard\u0131? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn etiraz\u0131m, \u00fcsyan\u0131m g\u00f6y\u0259 idi: ax\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 olur, niy\u0259? Sonra ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, bu m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259rimdir, bu d\u00f6vr\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259nim taleyim\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Taley\u0259 inan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130nan\u0131ram, amma h\u0259m d\u0259 insan\u0131n taleyinin \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, r\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, x\u0259tke\u015fl\u0259 d\u00fcz x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 qabiliyy\u0259tim yoxdur; bilir\u0259m ki, bu sah\u0259 m\u0259nlik deyil. \u015eairlik is\u0259 bir taledir. \u00d6vlad\u0131m Alsu ingilisdilli \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 t\u0259dqiq edir, 94 ya\u015fl\u0131 amerikal\u0131 feminist yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rini dilimiz\u0259 \u00e7evirib. Bu da onun taleyidir v\u0259 haradasa, m\u0259nim yolumun davam\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n ancaq o adamlara m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 edir\u0259m ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m jurnalistikada, \u0259d\u0259biyyatda u\u011fursuzdur; onlar\u0131 biznes\u0259, d\u00f6vl\u0259t qullu\u011funa y\u00f6n\u0259ldir\u0259m. \u0130ndi rayonlar\u0131n birind\u0259 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n dostum var, m\u0259nim m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259timl\u0259 getdi v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir. Saat be\u015fd\u0259 yaz\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayan adamdan yazar olmaz, yaz\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259ti 24 saat s\u0259ninl\u0259 ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u015eeir yazmaq sizi ar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131? Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q prosesiniz nec\u0259dir, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259n yazmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn variantlara \u0259l at\u0131ram: h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, g\u0259zir\u0259m, yeyir\u0259m, \u00e7ay i\u00e7ir\u0259m, televizora bax\u0131ram, telefonda kommunal borclar\u0131 yoxlay\u0131ram… T\u0259ki yazmay\u0131m. Amma gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, yox, qa\u00e7maq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, o s\u00f6z s\u0259ni m\u0259cbur edir ki, durub yazasan. \u015eeirl\u0259rimi q\u0131sa yazma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bir s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 vaxtil\u0259 \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201dnd\u0259, \u201cUlduz\u201dda \u00e7ap olunanda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259tni ixtisar etm\u0259l\u0259ri olub. M\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m q\u0131saltma\u011fa ki, onsuz da k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, qoy el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm do\u011fray\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Evd\u0259ki Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s nec\u0259 bir ki\u015fidir \u2013 \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn \u015fair, yoxsa bazarl\u0131q ed\u0259n, zibil atan adi ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alan v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 zibil atan adi bir adam. \u018frk\u00f6y\u00fcnl\u00fck-filan yoxdur. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bazarl\u0131q edir\u0259m, qalan n\u0259 alsam, zibil\u0259 atd\u0131r\u0131rlar ki, d\u00fczg\u00fcn almam\u0131san. Evd\u0259 yegan\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm i\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almaq v\u0259 zibil atmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bir m\u00fcsahib\u0259nizd\u0259 demisiniz: \u201cA\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri \u015fair v\u0259 ya yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t probleml\u0259ri bar\u0259d\u0259 soru\u015fmaz\u201d. Sizc\u0259, \u015fairl\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurmaq qad\u0131ndan x\u00fcsusi f\u0259dakarl\u0131qm\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Qad\u0131ndan birm\u0259nal\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 f\u0259dakarl\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259b edir. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n pullu t\u0259klifl\u0259r, b\u00f6y\u00fck layih\u0259l\u0259r olur, amma hiss edir\u0259m ki, \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259 deyil, imtina edir\u0259m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m bunu anlay\u0131\u015fla qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydi, dey\u0259rdi ki, get otur, pulunu qazan. Bu qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015f insana rahatl\u0131q v\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259n verir. M\u0259nim el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259rim yoxdur; bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yimiz olsun, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dam\u0131m\u0131z olsun, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda i\u00e7\u0259ri su dammas\u0131n, b\u0259s edir.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130ll\u0259rdir \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131na r\u0259hb\u0259rlik edirsiniz, AYB-d\u0259siniz. R\u0259smi kreslo, ba\u015f redaktorluq m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti i\u00e7inizd\u0259ki \u015fairi ram edirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Redakt\u0259 v\u0259 senzura ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 yazar\u0131n \u00f6z daxilind\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Redakt\u0259 n\u0259dir? S\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan duranda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyursan, t\u0259ra\u015f olursan, s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinirs\u0259n; ev paltar\u0131nda bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rsan ki… Redakt\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n yaz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k, onu s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salmaqd\u0131r. Ba\u015f redaktorun inqilabi borcu ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ap etm\u0259k deyil, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00e7ap etm\u0259m\u0259kdir. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n borcu h\u0259r \u015feyi yazmamaq oldu\u011fu kimi. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131 bizim jurnalda gedirs\u0259, bu, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim imzam dem\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Xaqani \u015eirvani il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 x\u00fcsusi n\u00f6mr\u0259 haz\u0131rlay\u0131r\u0131q. Farsca orijinal m\u0259tnl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis tapm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Jurnal\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, r\u0259ngli \u00e7ap olunmur, amma dost-tan\u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 v\u0259sait tap\u0131b n\u0259fis \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, r\u0259ngli s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcged\u0259n yubiley burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131r\u0131q. Hadiy\u0259, F\u00fczuliy\u0259, Nizamiy\u0259 borcumuzu bu c\u00fcr x\u00fcsusi n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 vermi\u015fik, indi d\u0259 Xaqaniy\u0259 borcumuzu \u00f6d\u0259yirik.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 \u201c\u0130n\u015fa yaza bilm\u0259y\u0259n roman yaz\u0131r\u201d demisiniz. Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259sr m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 baxanda h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 eyni fikird\u0259sinizmi? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, sizc\u0259, bu g\u00fcn poeziya v\u0259 proza n\u0259 durumdad\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018fd\u0259bi m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin havas\u0131 kimidir; s\u0259h\u0259r qar ya\u011f\u0131r, g\u00fcnorta g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ax\u015fam dolu t\u00f6k\u00fcr v\u0259 yaxud \u0259ksin\u0259. \u00c7ox tez-tez d\u0259yi\u015fir, h\u0259r an istedadl\u0131 bir hekay\u0259 v\u0259 ya \u015feir yarana bil\u0259r. O fikrim is\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib: \u00f6lk\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 in\u015fa yaza bilm\u0259yib roman qura\u015fd\u0131ran, \u201cme\u015f\u0259q\u0131ran\u201d yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131larla doludur. O g\u00fcn oxudum – Litvan\u0131n \u0259razisinin \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259 biri me\u015f\u0259likdir, bizd\u0259 is\u0259 me\u015f\u0259 sah\u0259si ondan 11 d\u0259f\u0259 azd\u0131r. T\u0259bi\u0259t boz olanda c\u0259miyy\u0259t d\u0259, \u0259d\u0259biyyat da bozar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n redaktor kimi daha \u00e7ox \u00e7ap olunmayan z\u0259if yaz\u0131lar\u0131 oxumaq m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qal\u0131ram, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirl\u0259r, onlara cavab verm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131 onsuz da h\u0259r k\u0259s oxuyur. Onlara daha \u00e7ox h\u0259r ay \u201cUlduz\u201dda \u201c\u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u201d rubrikas\u0131nda yer veririk. G\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 izl\u0259diyim, b\u0259y\u0259ndiyim imzalar \u00e7oxdur.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 xalqa etibar el\u0259m\u0259k olmaz…\u201d fikrini s\u0259sl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdiniz. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bu fikird\u0259siniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. B\u0259zil\u0259ri el\u0259 bilir ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat koronavirus kimi ham\u0131n\u0131 bird\u0259n yoluxdurmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fd\u0259biyyat teatr v\u0259 kino kimi elitar, k\u00fcbar s\u0259n\u0259tdir – ham\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ola bilm\u0259z. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchiti sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n daha y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirir\u0259m. Sovet vaxt\u0131 yazara d\u00f6vl\u0259t h\u0259r \u015feyi verirdi. \u0130ndiki yazarlar is\u0259 bilirl\u0259r ki, bu s\u0259n\u0259t onlara n\u0259 var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fan-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t v\u0259d edir, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar. \u018fsl f\u0259dakarl\u0131q v\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q budur.<\/p>\n

Xalqla \u0259d\u0259biyyat \u00e7oxdan bir-birind\u0259n qopub. Xalq o vaxtk\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki poeziya corab\u0131n qiym\u0259tin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 edirdi, sosial sifari\u015f da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi \u015feirin \u0259lin\u0259 z\u0259nbil verib bazara g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k olmur. \u018fd\u0259biyyat k\u00fctl\u0259vi h\u00fccum silah\u0131 deyil, o, insan\u0131 t\u0259klikd\u0259 yaxalay\u0131b m\u0259\u011flub edir.<\/p>\n

\u2013 XII Bak\u0131 Beyn\u0259lxalq Kitab S\u0259rgisind\u0259 f\u0259al i\u015ftirak etdiniz, imza g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz ke\u00e7irildi. \u00dcmumi t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n\u0131z nec\u0259dir, kitaba maraq varm\u0131, art\u0131bm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Kitab s\u0259rgisin\u0259 maraq kitaba olan maraq boydad\u0131r. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259k, kitaba maraq yoxdur, s\u0259rgiy\u0259 tama\u015fa etm\u0259y\u0259 maraq var. T\u0259qvim d\u0259yi\u015fir, amma m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmir. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz yaz\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz oxuyub, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz sat\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 al\u0131r\u0131q. S\u0259rgiy\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu sad\u0259c\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirirdi, m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259r, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r tan\u0131d\u0131lar-tan\u0131mad\u0131lar, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirib gedirdil\u0259r. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, kitab alan azsayl\u0131 oxucular da vard\u0131, sa\u011f olsunlar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259rgi \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259sverm\u0259 ke\u00e7irildi, n\u0259\u015friyyat 50 m\u00fc\u0259llifin ad\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259nim bundan gec x\u0259b\u0259rim oldu, Sumqay\u0131tda \u015f\u0259hid t\u0259dbirind\u0259 idim. Sonradan bildim ki, \u201cM\u0130MTA\u201d n\u0259\u015frl\u0259ri m\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m\u0131 daxil edib. H\u0259r nec\u0259 olsa da, 20 mind\u0259n \u00e7ox insan s\u0259sverm\u0259y\u0259 qat\u0131ld\u0131, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n v\u0259 50 imzan\u0131n ad\u0131 halland\u0131. Pis-yax\u015f\u0131 bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tlilik yarand\u0131. \u018fd\u0259biyyat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259 etm\u0259k he\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 50 ya\u015fdan sonra zaman\u0131n s\u00fcr\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fir deyirl\u0259r. \u0130ndi g\u00fcnl\u0259r sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir: n\u0259yis\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq t\u0259la\u015f\u0131 il\u0259, yoxsa t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015famaq arzusu il\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130nsan qocalanda axsam\u0131r, sad\u0259c\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 son m\u0259nzil\u0259 do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yava\u015f yeris\u0259n, vaxt bir o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ke\u00e7ir. H\u0259r \u015fey aya\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyatda ham\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xilas edir\u201d deyirdiniz bir zaman. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc xilas ed\u0259 bildinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Yox, xilas ed\u0259 bildiyimi dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Xilas olmaq odur ki, s\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n, tam ist\u0259diyin m\u0259tni yaza bil\u0259s\u0259n. M\u0259hz o s\u0259ni xilas ed\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018fg\u0259r bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 bir \u015feirinizl\u0259 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259li olsan\u0131z, o hans\u0131 \u015feir olard\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu, zamanla d\u0259yi\u015fir. Amma bu ya\u015f\u0131m, indiki durumum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0259qin ki, \u201cBirc\u0259 r\u0259ng var – A\u011f\u201d \u015feirim olard\u0131\u2026 Bu misralar:<\/p>\n

Bunu da qeyd el\u0259 bir k\u0259nara<\/p>\n

yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00e7ox h\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131\u015fam<\/p>\n

g\u00fcll\u0259 alt\u0131nda yatanlara…<\/p>\n

Uzun, ya q\u0131sa<\/p>\n

\u015feirl\u0259rim\u0259 tarix yazm\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6zl\u0259ri tarix yaza…<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Bu yax\u0131nlarda \u201cSaat 6-n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d essel\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131z i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb. Maraql\u0131 ad\u0131 var, \u00e7oxumuzun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki i\u015fd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f ist\u0259yini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu kitab\u0131 \u00e7ap etm\u0259yi \u201cM\u0130MTA\u201d n\u0259\u015frl\u0259ri t\u0259klif etdi, m\u0259nim d\u0259 essel\u0259rim haz\u0131r idi. Amma aylarla kitab\u0131n ad\u0131na q\u0259rar ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dik. M\u0259n \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, m\u0259qs\u0259dli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 kitab yazm\u0131ram, \u015feirl\u0259r, essel\u0259r yaz\u0131ram, sonra onlar\u0131 bir yer\u0259 toplayanda \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxuma bir ad girirdi, s\u0259h\u0259r durub ba\u015fqa ad d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. N\u0259hay\u0259t, n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda x\u0259cal\u0259tli qalmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn essel\u0259rd\u0259n birinin ad\u0131n\u0131 kitaba verdik: \u201cSaat 6-n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d. Kitab\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131n\u0131 \u201cLitera\u201d v\u0259 festival \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 ke\u00e7irdik.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Haz\u0131rda n\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirsiniz, yeni \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259li, yeni bir silsil\u0259 var. \u015eeirimin ad\u0131 el\u0259 \u015feirdir. Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7apa verm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259smir\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n \u015feiri 5-10 il saxlay\u0131ram. Nec\u0259 ki, k\u0259ndd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t evi tik\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rhal i\u00e7in\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fcrs\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, bina torpa\u011fa otursun. \u015eeir d\u0259 \u015fairin evidir; g\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, 10-20 santimetr a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6ks\u00fcn, oturu\u015fsun, sonra baxasan ki, i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Layih\u0259d\u0259 son olaraq ki\u015fiyana mesaj\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 olard\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130st\u0259rdim ki, qad\u0131nl\u0131-ki\u015fili b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar bu n\u0259h\u0259ng d\u00fcnyada t\u0259k v\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk etsinl\u0259r. S\u0259kkiz milyard insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259, h\u0259r birimizin t\u0259krarolunmaz bir nax\u0131\u015f\u0131 var. Ruslar\u0131n bir s\u00f6z\u00fc var: ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na burnunu soxma, yoxsa \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259rbad oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki, insanlar ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yaln\u0131z \u00f6z h\u0259yatlar\u0131na y\u00f6n\u0259ltsinl\u0259r, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n taleyini qurdalamas\u0131nlar. \u00d6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131nlar, ba\u015fqalar\u0131na da ya\u015fama\u011fa imkan versinl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 iki qap\u0131 oldu\u011funu unutmas\u0131nlar: biri c\u0259hal\u0259t\u0259, biri m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. C\u0259hal\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r, ora girm\u0259k \u00e7ox asand\u0131r. M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259k, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. O a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131ya deyil, ba\u011fl\u0131ya \u00fcz tutsunlar\u2026<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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