{"id":6815,"date":"2022-10-01T23:17:04","date_gmt":"2022-10-01T19:17:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=6815"},"modified":"2022-10-01T23:17:04","modified_gmt":"2022-10-01T19:17:04","slug":"ayagi-surusk%c9%99n-qadinlarin-qeyb%c9%99ti-qilinir-kuc%c9%99-tinl%c9%99rind%c9%99-vasif-%c9%99lihuseynin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=6815","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Aya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n  qeyb\u0259ti q\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tinl\u0259rind\u0259&#8230;&#8221;-Vasif \u018flih\u00fcseynin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Divarda bir \u015f\u0259kil yeri saxla<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131x sar\u0131lmal\u0131yd\u0131n ki, m\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n<p>arxaya boylanma\u011fa<\/p>\n<p>boynum d\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 baxd\u0131qca<\/p>\n<p>daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat\u0131mdan ged\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259<\/p>\n<p>\u0259n \u00e7ox anam\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram<\/p>\n<p>bu d\u00fcnyada g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n anam\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015fey yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259<\/p>\n<p>g\u00fclm\u0259yim d\u0259, ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m da.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n hardasa<\/p>\n<p>yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131qlar\u0131 doldurmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yollar d\u0259mir barmaql\u0131qlar kimidi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131qca kimis\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Divarda bir \u015f\u0259kil yeri saxla<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131qca, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm,<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa qorxuram \u00fcz\u00fcm yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xa.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gedirs\u0259n&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir yad o\u011flunun qoluna<\/p>\n<p>girib gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131 deyir gedirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>amma birc\u0259 m\u0259n bilir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>nec\u0259 gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Evinizd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259yin\u0259<\/p>\n<p>a\u011flay\u0131r anan.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 var, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259yin\u0259<\/p>\n<p>a\u011flay\u0131r adam.<\/p>\n<p>Asta-asta at\u0131rsan add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n<p>atd\u0131qca add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>el\u0259 at\u0131rsan add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>sanki aram\u0131zdak\u0131<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259saf\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Yall\u0131 gedir adamlar<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259n d\u0259 qolunu qald\u0131r, yell\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>qoy bilsinl\u0259r olanlar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yana\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil, dill\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>bu &#8220;Va\u011fzal\u0131&#8221; havas\u0131na<\/p>\n<p>el\u0259 yat\u0131r ayaqlar\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>qo\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n z\u0259r kimi,<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259t\u0259n mar\u015f\u0131 havas\u0131na<\/p>\n<p>yeriy\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r kimi<\/p>\n<p>gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rs\u0259 gey\u0259n u\u015faqlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n<p>t\u0259rs\u0259 gey\u0259n k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131<\/p>\n<p>burnunu qoluna sil\u0259r soyuqda,<\/p>\n<p>\u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131na kimi \u00e7\u0259kib<\/p>\n<p>\u0259lind\u0259ki q\u0259nd-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259<\/p>\n<p>\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r acl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259biristanl\u0131qdak\u0131 taxta ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131lar<\/p>\n<p>o\u011flan u\u015faqlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259f olan<\/p>\n<p>q\u0131z q\u0259birl\u0259ridi.<\/p>\n<p>Bu k\u0259ndin i\u00e7ind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131 var ki,<\/p>\n<p>aya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>qeyb\u0259ti q\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tinl\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Evimizd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdur&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259ni bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzundu, dar\u0131xsan da,<\/p>\n<p>\u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259lc\u0259k, a\u011fz\u0131na maska,<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 eyn\u0259k taxsan da.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yoxlu\u011fumu hiss edib dar\u0131xacaqsan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n, k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n<p>amma evimizd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p>Atam Rusiyaya, anam o d\u00fcnyaya,<\/p>\n<p>bac\u0131m da bir ail\u0259y\u0259 gedib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yaz g\u00f6r\u00fcm m\u0259nsiz nec\u0259di<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Koro\u011flu&#8221; metrosunun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0259qin, o l\u0259p\u0259satan qad\u0131n\u0131n da yeri bo\u015fdu,<\/p>\n<p>el\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin g\u0259zdiyimiz h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si d\u0259 bo\u015fdu<\/p>\n<p>biz yoxuqsa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259s kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yan\u0131r i\u015f\u0131qforlar?<\/p>\n<p>Kiml\u0259r ayaqlay\u0131r qo\u015fa x\u0259tl\u0259ri?<\/p>\n<p>Kiml\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar c\u0259rim\u0259l\u0259ri?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>O\u011flumuz U\u011fur \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f-ba\u015fa s\u00f6yk\u0259nirik<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259n olanda sa\u011f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259f\u0259sin m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259yir<\/p>\n<p>o isti yata\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnl\u0259<\/p>\n<p>g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k baxma\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131rsan<\/p>\n<p>bal dadan barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hava qaralmam\u0131\u015fdan<\/p>\n<p>durub ev\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Qula\u011f\u0131mla sin\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259n\u0259 qulaq as\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259 anan kimis\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259l\u0259ri Allahdan<\/p>\n<p>hey a\u011f\u0131l ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015firin o\u011flan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n<p>kim yara\u015fd\u0131rar pisi.<\/p>\n<p>Deyirs\u0259n ki, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259m evin r\u0259isi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n qad\u0131n\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu k\u00fcl\u0259kli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n<p>sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da da\u011f\u0131lar,<\/p>\n<p>\u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>soyuq suda hardasa.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran olma,<\/p>\n<p>\u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 t\u0259k qalacaqsan,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7al\u0131\u015f, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Harda uzaqda olsan<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6rs\u0259m t\u0259ks\u0259n, yet\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n sil,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sevdiyim \u015feir kimi<\/p>\n<p>\u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259dim ad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n g\u0259ldin, t\u0259k qalmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n qad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Divarda bir \u015f\u0259kil yeri saxla S\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131x sar\u0131lmal\u0131yd\u0131n ki, m\u0259n\u0259 arxaya boylanma\u011fa boynum d\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259liydi. Yoxsa ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 baxd\u0131qca daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131ram. &nbsp; H\u0259yat\u0131mdan ged\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox anam\u0131&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6820,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6815","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6815","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6815"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6815\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6821,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6815\/revisions\/6821"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6820"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6815"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6815"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6815"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}