amma ana \u015f\u0259hid olur,<\/em><\/p>\n sevgid\u0259n yazanda at\u0131lan o\u011fland\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iztirabdan h\u0259lak ed\u0259n anad\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n ataya h\u0259sr etdiyi n\u0259zmd\u0259 d\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 anadan s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedir –<\/em><\/p>\n dualar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 cavab at\u0259\u015fiyl\u0259 susduran anadan!<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Vasif anas\u0131n\u0131 erk\u0259n itirib, onu bu yaz\u0131lar\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015fatmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi g\u0259ldi m\u0259n\u0259. “\u018fn \u00e7ox bir il davam edir XX \u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131” – deyirdi\u00a0 Nazim Hikm\u0259t. XXI \u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259 Vasif \u018flih\u00fcseyn bel\u0259 demir…<\/p>\n Saytdak\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131na baxanda s\u0259liq\u0259sizliyin\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015firdim, kitab\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lyazmas\u0131 ondan da pintiymi\u015f, n\u00f6qt\u0259-verg\u00fcl\u00fc g\u0259r\u0259k d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131b yerin\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259s\u0259n. Vasifin yaz\u0131-pozusu anas\u0131z evi xat\u0131rlatd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259. Bunu kitab\u0131 oxuyanda anlad\u0131m. T\u00f6r-t\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fc evd\u0259 yerb\u0259yerind\u0259 olanlar da az deyil:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, iztirab,<\/em><\/p>\n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, …<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m sizi qorxutmas\u0131n, kitabda oxunacaq ba\u015fqa m\u0259tl\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ksiniz:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Metro ke\u00e7idind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n u\u015faq kimi<\/em><\/p>\n \u0259yilib \u00f6mr\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m<\/em><\/p>\n qocalmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n H\u0259tta yumora da:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n K\u0259ndimizd\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r ged\u0259n o\u011flanlar\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zlardan daha \u00e7oxdu<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 universitet oxuyan q\u0131zlar\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n o\u011flanlar;<\/em><\/p>\n Oturub fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m,<\/em><\/p>\n n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 sevdiyim q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n m\u0259ni bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin tinind\u0259n<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 qovdu…<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n 2022-ci ild\u0259 “Ulduz” jurnal\u0131 “M\u00fccr\u00fc” n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131yla birg\u0259 yeni layih\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u00e7in H\u00fcseynb\u0259ylinin hekay\u0259l\u0259ri yanvarda, \u018fflatun Ama\u015fovun roman\u0131 martda i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu ay \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Vasif \u018flih\u00fcseynin “Azm\u0131\u015f kimi…” \u015feir v\u0259 essel\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131 planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Vasif \u018flih\u00fcseyn bu kitab\u0131 iki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda macal tap\u0131b yaz\u0131b. Sayt i\u015fini bilir\u0259m, n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermir. “Azm\u0131\u015f kimi…” istedadl\u0131 g\u0259ncin “diz\u00fcst\u00fc” yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131. Oturub yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 oxumaq \u00fcmidi il\u0259.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n 12 aprel 2022<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n P.S.<\/em><\/strong> Niy\u0259 “Azm\u0131\u015f kimi…”? Q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131n\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 azar\u0131 var, n\u0259 g\u0259zir -azm\u0131\u015f kimi? O m\u0259nadam\u0131? Ya insan niy\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 yazs\u0131n – al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 azm\u0131\u015f kimi? B\u0259lk\u0259 bu m\u0259nada? S\u0259n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, Oxucu?..\u00a0 edebiyyatqazeti.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" …H\u0259tta q\u0259zetd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 (!) el\u0259 bilirdim ki, radiodak\u0131lar s\u0259sdi, adam deyill\u0259r. Ora d\u0259v\u0259t alanda \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmi\u015fdim, fikirl\u0259\u015fdim, y\u0259qin, \u00f6z\u00fcm i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259r\u0259m, hardansa x\u0259tt\u0259 qo\u015fulub dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yam… Vasif \u018flih\u00fcseyni h\u0259yatda g\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6rm\u0259diyimi… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6196,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6192"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6192\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6195,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6192\/revisions\/6195"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"\"](\"http:\/\/mecra.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/vasif-el-1-300x338.jpg\")
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