{"id":53551,"date":"2025-10-19T14:10:41","date_gmt":"2025-10-19T10:10:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=53551"},"modified":"2025-10-19T14:10:41","modified_gmt":"2025-10-19T10:10:41","slug":"d%c9%99rdd%c9%99n-yazan-sair%c9%99-meyxos-abdullah-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=53551","title":{"rendered":"D\u0259rdd\u0259n yazan \u015fair\u0259 – Meyxo\u015f Abdullah yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

G\u0259nc \u015fair\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k u\u011furlar\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m Arzu \u018fyyarq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdiyi “\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s pay k\u0259la\u011fay” adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131 oxudum.
\n\u00c7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim. Arzu xan\u0131m g\u0259nc olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, istedadl\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0259dr-qiym\u0259tini bil\u0259n \u015fair\u0259dir. \u018fn \u00e7ox xo\u015fuma g\u0259l\u0259n Arzu xan\u0131m\u0131n bir \u015fair kimi, bir ziyal\u0131 kimi i\u00e7inin narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

“G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131yla yuyur \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr ruhumu, b\u00fck\u00fcr dizimi.
\n\u00c7\u0259kir iliyimd\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259kir d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nAl\u0131n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n m\u0259ni”.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, \u015fairl\u0259r d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, q\u0259m yo\u011furan olurlar. A\u011facdan vaxts\u0131z bir yarpaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 s\u0131zlayanda, vaxts\u0131z bir atan\u0131n qam\u0259ti \u0259yil\u0259nd\u0259, bir ana \u00f6vlad da\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u015fair \u00fcr\u0259yi parampar\u00e7a olmursa, o \u015fair deyil.
\nArzu xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri canl\u0131d\u0131r, diridir, bel\u0259 dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, h\u0259r bir \u015feirinin dupduru ruhu, qan\u0131 vard\u0131r. \u015eair\u0259 \u015ferl\u0259rini \u015feir xatirin\u0259, vaxt \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k, can\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u0259rdi, azar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131r, o, \u015feiri can\u0131ndan, qan\u0131ndan misqal-misqal, qram-q\u0131ram qopar\u0131b, s\u00fcz\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

“Safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ruhuma a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck oldu,
\nRuhumun a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 cismim\u0259 doldu.
\nA\u011faran sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ah-nal\u0259 yoldu,
\nA\u011f yalan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc \u00fczd\u0259n yoruldum”.<\/p>\n

Arzu xan\u0131ma yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda u\u011furlar arzulamaqla yana\u015f\u0131, ona nikbin \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259 d\u0259 arzulay\u0131ram. Arzu edir\u0259m ki, Arzu xan\u0131m bundan sonra V\u0259t\u0259nin t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm\u00fc, t\u0259bi\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rini v\u0259 q\u0259lbinin sevgisini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259ks etdir\u0259n \u00e7oxlu \u015feirl\u0259r yazs\u0131n.
\nU\u011furlar arzulay\u0131ram, s\u0259n\u0259 Arzu xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd
\nH\u0259r \u015fey \u00fczd\u0259n soyular,
\nM\u0259ni i\u00e7d\u0259n soydu d\u0259rd.
\nAgac i\u00e7d\u0259n oyular,
\nM\u0259ni sa\u00e7dan oydu d\u0259rd.<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259r damd\u0131 g\u00f6l oldu,
\nArzu muraz k\u00fcl oldu,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm q\u0259m\u0259 yol oldu,
\nM\u0259ni s\u0259ki qoydu d\u0259rd.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u0259tirdi,
\nAy\u0131m ili \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nYedi yedi bitirdi,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n doydu d\u0259rd?<\/p>\n

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G\u0259nc \u015fair\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k u\u011furlar\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m Arzu \u018fyyarq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdiyi “\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s pay k\u0259la\u011fay” adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131 oxudum. \u00c7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim. Arzu xan\u0131m g\u0259nc olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, istedadl\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0259dr-qiym\u0259tini bil\u0259n \u015fair\u0259dir.… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33409,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53551","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53551","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53551"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53551\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53554,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53551\/revisions\/53554"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/33409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53551"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53551"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53551"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}