{"id":5316,"date":"2022-09-09T16:05:45","date_gmt":"2022-09-09T12:05:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=5316"},"modified":"2022-09-09T16:05:45","modified_gmt":"2022-09-09T12:05:45","slug":"qonsumuzun-m%c9%99n%c9%99-qarsi-olan-cirkin-niyy%c9%99tind%c9%99n-x%c9%99b%c9%99rsizdim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=5316","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Qon\u015fumuzun m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 olan \u00e7irkin niyy\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizdim&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div><strong>M\u0259cra.az-\u0131n<\/strong> \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131 \u201cQad\u0131n taleyi\u201d rubrikas\u0131nda daha bir qad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 sizi G\u00fclt\u0259kinin (ad\u0131 \u015f\u0259rtidir) h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u201cAil\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 bac\u0131 v\u0259 bir qarda\u015f\u0131q. K\u0259nd yerind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 bir \u00e7oxu kimi \u0259kin \u0259km\u0259kl\u0259 dolan\u0131r\u0131q. Bir g\u00fcn uzaq qohumlar\u0131mdan m\u0259n\u0259 el\u00e7i d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Evd\u0259kil\u0259rin d\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcm. M\u0259n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n birinci ail\u0259si deyildim. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n birinci ail\u0259si d\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 qad\u0131n olmu\u015fdu. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t Rusiyada ya\u015fay\u0131blar. Amma, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, xan\u0131m ona x\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bo\u015fan\u0131blar. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131mla ke\u00e7mi\u015f xan\u0131m\u0131 il\u0259 eyni k\u0259ntd\u0259n idil\u0259r. Bir q\u0131z v\u0259 bir o\u011flan u\u015faqlar\u0131 var idi.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>M\u0259n birinci h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ata evin\u0259 g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, evd\u0259 s\u0131xl\u0131q oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n Rusiyada ya\u015fayan qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n evind\u0259 ya\u015famal\u0131 olduq. Bu ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, qon\u015fularla da tan\u0131\u015f oldum. Ham\u0131s\u0131yla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim var idi. Amma, biz\u0259 g\u0259lib \u201d\u201c ged\u0259n qon\u015fu qad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olan El\u00e7inin m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fqa g\u00f6zl\u0259 baxmas\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdim. S\u0259n dem\u0259 El\u00e7in m\u0259ni ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r ki, izl\u0259yirmi\u015f.<\/div>\n<div><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/div>\n<div><b>\u201cOnda bildim ki, El\u00e7in ev\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n daxil olub&#8230;\u201d<\/b><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fam vaxt\u0131 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m dostlar\u0131yla harasa yeyib \u201d\u201c i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 getdi. M\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, narahat olma tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. G\u0259nc ail\u0259 idik, evd\u0259 ikimiz oldu\u011fumuza g\u00f6r\u0259, t\u0259k qalanda qorxurdum. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b divanda uzan\u0131b televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Bird\u0259n hiss etdim ki, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 kims\u0259 dayan\u0131b. Divandan dik at\u0131ld\u0131m v\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, ev\u0259 gir\u0259n El\u00e7indir. Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, El\u00e7in \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 cumdu v\u0259 m\u0259n onunla \u0259lb\u0259yaxa oldum. O, m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rib zorlamaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n ona imkan verm\u0259dim. Boyu balaca biri oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc biri deyildi. M\u0259n El\u00e7inin \u0259lind\u0259n qurax\u0131l\u0131b qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131m v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259yl\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131qda ya\u015fayan bald\u0131z\u0131mgil\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Onda bildim ki, El\u00e7in ev\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n daxil olub.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u201c<b>X\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n El\u00e7inin atas\u0131n\u0131n da \u00fcr\u0259yi partlay\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fc&#8230;\u201d<\/b><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>El\u00e7in d\u0259 yar\u0131 yola kimi arxamca qa\u00e7d\u0131. Amma, yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 d\u00fckan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda adamlar oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn geri qay\u0131td\u0131. Tez \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bald\u0131z\u0131mgil\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn qohum &#8211; \u0259qrabam topla\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0259m bir \u201d\u201c birin\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sora, Polisl\u0259r El\u00e7ini be\u015f il m\u00fcdd\u0259tin\u0259 azadlq\u0131dan m\u0259hurum etdil\u0259r. X\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n El\u00e7inin atas\u0131n\u0131n da \u00fcr\u0259yi partlay\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fc. Anas\u0131, x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259liyin\u0259 tutuldu v\u0259 \u00e7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, o da r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. El\u00e7in bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti il\u0259 \u00f6z ail\u0259sini k\u0259ntd\u0259 biab\u0131r el\u0259di. El\u00e7inin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131 var idi. Bel\u0259 qon\u015fu\u00e7uluqda El\u00e7in m\u0259nim d\u0259 ail\u0259mi da\u011f\u0131td\u0131.<\/div>\n<div><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/div>\n<div><b>\u201cBu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m Rusiyaya, \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131&#8230;\u201d<\/b><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259niml\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan imtina etdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 kor \u201d\u201c pe\u015fiman ata evimiz\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m bununla s\u00fcbut etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, guya m\u0259n zorlanm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 bel\u0259 qad\u0131n ona laz\u0131m deyil. Birincisi m\u0259n\u0259 El\u00e7in he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di, ikincisi d\u0259 m\u0259n bir xan\u0131m olaraq evd\u0259 oturmu\u015fam v\u0259 El\u00e7in kimi bir adaml\u0131qdan uzaq biri ev\u0259 daxil olub m\u0259n\u0259 zor t\u0259tbiq edirs\u0259, m\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? M\u0259n bir qad\u0131n olaraq \u00f6z namusumu qorudum. Bundan sonra intihar etm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. Amma, sonradan yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 bu fikird\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fi olsayd\u0131, \u00f6z xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 bu hadis\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 atmazd\u0131. Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m Rusiyaya, \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 o vaxtdan ata evimizd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram\u201d.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259cra.az-\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131 \u201cQad\u0131n taleyi\u201d rubrikas\u0131nda daha bir qad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat hekay\u0259sini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 sizi G\u00fclt\u0259kinin (ad\u0131 \u015f\u0259rtidir) h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259yik. \u201cAil\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 bac\u0131 v\u0259 bir qarda\u015f\u0131q. 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