{"id":52420,"date":"2025-09-27T10:32:00","date_gmt":"2025-09-27T06:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=52420"},"modified":"2025-09-27T10:36:54","modified_gmt":"2025-09-27T06:36:54","slug":"tarix-mu%c9%99lliminin-etirafi-meyxos-abdullahin-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=52420","title":{"rendered":"Tarix m\u00fc\u0259lliminin etiraf\u0131 – Meyxo\u015f Abdullah\u0131n hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"
Mecra.az<\/strong> <\/a>yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Meyxo\u015f Abdullah\u0131n “Tarix m\u00fc\u0259lliminin etiraf\u0131…” adl\u0131 hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/div>\n
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Ar\u0131q, taq\u0259ti k\u0259silmi\u015f a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla k\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Bir-iki g\u00fcn olard\u0131 ki, can\u0131ndak\u0131 o m\u00fcdhi\u015f a\u011fr\u0131lar birazca azlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015fqa vaxt olsayd\u0131, bu uzun yolu x\u0259st\u0259 can\u0131yla piyada getm\u0259k ona a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259l\u0259rdi. Amma bu g\u00fcn, o, q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, k\u0259nd q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na gedib, vaxtil\u0259 d\u0259rs dediyi, indi is\u0259 el-oban\u0131n sevimlisi olan \u015f\u0259hid \u0259sg\u0259r, \u0130brahim L\u0259l\u0259yevin m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etsin.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259lliminin \u015fagirdin\u0259 deyil\u0259si \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259ri vard\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn idi ki, o, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259ri ona el\u0259 \u0259zab verirdi ki…<\/p>\n

Q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atanda, bir azca dayan\u0131b n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rdi. Ayaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lar ona \u015fidd\u0259tli \u0259zab verdiyind\u0259n, can\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fin\u0259 tutub birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018flind\u0259ki \u0259sa, el\u0259 bil, onun son \u00fcmid yeri idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu \u0259saya etibar edirmi\u015f kimi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk ona s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 q\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girib, sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259, qara m\u0259rm\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259hat\u0259 olunmu\u015f m\u0259zara sar\u0131 ir\u0259lil\u0259di. H\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, soyuq d\u0259ymi\u015f adamlar kimi tir-tir titr\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

O, q\u0259brin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atanda dayand\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 astaca qald\u0131r\u0131b, qocal\u0131qdan heyd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259 olan bulan\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, m\u0259rm\u0259r da\u015f\u0131na h\u0259kk olunmu\u015f \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 dikdi. \u015e\u0259kild\u0259ki h\u0259rbi geyimd\u0259 olan cavan o\u011flan\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259ri o d\u0259qiq\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliminin g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 toqqu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u2013 H\u0259… S\u0259ns\u0259n, \u0130brahim, o\u011flum? \u2013 dey\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, uzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi \u015fagirdini \u015f\u0259klind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 sevindi.<\/p>\n

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\u0130brahim onun ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r bundan qabaq tarix f\u0259nnind\u0259n d\u0259rs ke\u00e7diyi \u015fagirdi idi. \u0130ll\u0259r, onun boy-buxununun, sir-sif\u0259tinin cizgil\u0259rini d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259min g\u00f6zl\u0259r idi, lap u\u015faql\u0131qda oldu\u011fu kimi, saf, m\u0259sum.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rm\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 igid \u0259sg\u0259rin \u00e7\u00f6hvr\u0259sini bir az da i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, oradan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n nur at\u0259\u015fin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r \u015f\u00fcalar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck s\u0259ni, o\u011flum… \u015e\u0259hid ad\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!..<\/p>\n

Sonra o, titr\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 qara m\u0259rm\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259kk olunmu\u015f \u015f\u0259kili s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Da\u015f\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fu, el\u0259 bil, onun x\u0259st\u0259 can\u0131na i\u015fl\u0259di, b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n soyuq bir gizilti ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qaldlr\u0131b \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 baxanda, yen\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, qara m\u0259rm\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259kk olunmu\u015f \u015fagirdinin g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 toqqu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259r bir anl\u0131q da olsun n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini m\u00fc\u0259llimind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 hans\u0131 s\u0259mt\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcs\u0259, o g\u00f6zl\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259 onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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– O\u011ful, bilirs\u0259n niy\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m?! \u2013 dey\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi. – \u015e\u0259had\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011funu bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bundan qabaq e\u015fitdim. Onda b\u0259rk x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdim, yataqdan qalxma\u011fa h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tim yox idi. Bir azca \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, eviniz\u0259 g\u0259lib, ata-anana ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, fikrimd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m. Q\u0259rara g\u0259ldim ki, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 g\u0259lim s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ziyar\u0259t edim, sonra onlar\u0131. Ax\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 deyil\u0259si \u00e7ox s\u00f6zl\u0259rim var. X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 Allah\u0131ma yalvar\u0131rd\u0131m ki, tanr\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bir az da m\u00f6hl\u0259t versin, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilim. – \u018fziz o\u011flum, xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram ki, o vaxtlar m\u0259n siz\u0259 tarix f\u0259nnind\u0259n d\u0259rs ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u0259rsl\u0259rimi o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxumurdun. H\u0259tta, bir az da nadinclik ed\u0259rdin, el\u0259 deyilmi?! – dey\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, n\u0259mli g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qara m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259ki \u015f\u0259klin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 dikdi.<\/p>\n

Qara m\u0259rm\u0259rd\u0259ki \u015f\u0259kil yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. Sanki a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259sinin fikrini t\u0259sdiq edirmi\u015f kimi; – h\u0259, el\u0259dir m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259!… – dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

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– M\u0259n onda \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015firdim. S\u0259ni v\u0259 sinifd\u0259 z\u0259if oxuyan u\u015faqlar\u0131 danlard\u0131m, – dey\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 astaca s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 davam etdi. \u018fla\u00e7\u0131 \u015fagirdl\u0259ri is\u0259 siz\u0259 n\u00fcm\u00fcun\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rib: – Bunlara bax\u0131n v\u0259 onlardan ibr\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn! \u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdim. Dey\u0259rdim ki, bu yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyan \u015fagirdl\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 u\u015faqlard\u0131rlar. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 namusla xidm\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insanlar\u00e7\u00fcn xeyirli i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n ad-sanlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r yerind\u0259n e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259kdir. Biz onlarla f\u0259xr ed\u0259c\u0259yik! \u2013 dey\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyan u\u015faqlar\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259rdim. – Amma siz t\u0259nb\u0259ll\u0259r, b\u0259s sizd\u0259n n\u0259 olacaq?! \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, sizi b\u0259rk q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131m. – Yad\u0131ndad\u0131rm\u0131, o\u011flum? \u2013 dey\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. M\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, o\u011flum, bir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi, bir ana kimi sizin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yinizd\u0259n \u00e7ox narahat idim, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 edirdim. Sizl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, bu u\u015faqlar h\u0259yatda n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqlar, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?! Geyim-keciminiz\u0259, p\u0131rtla\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131za, d\u0259li-dolu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259riniz\u0259 bax\u0131b yaman fikir edirdim. Fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdim ki, bizim g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimiz olan siz g\u0259ncl\u0259r, ax\u0131, v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 g\u00fcn a\u011flayacaqs\u0131n\u0131z?!<\/p>\n

Bu fikirl\u0259r m\u0259ni yaman narahat edirdi. Bir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi, bir ziyal\u0131 kimi gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz bu bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fib, b\u0259rk narahat olurdum. Amma g\u00f6r, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam, o\u011ful. S\u0259n dem\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 oxumaq, ziyal\u0131 olmaq, h\u0259l\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcb\u00fc, v\u0259t\u0259n qeyr\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k deyilmi\u015f… Do\u011frudur, h\u0259min \u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259-\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259diyim \u0259la\u00e7\u0131 \u015fagirdl\u0259rim ali m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259bul olub t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ad\u0131 qazand\u0131lar. Oxuyub b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259zif\u0259 sahibi d\u0259 oldular. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda m\u0259nim davam\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131m da vard\u0131r. Amma fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, h\u0259yatda n\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdi, onlar bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hans\u0131 axar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bildil\u0259r? Onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri s\u0259nin kimi ad-san, \u015fan-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t qazan\u0131b ucalmad\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 olsa-olsa bu k\u0259nd, el-oba tan\u0131d\u0131. S\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z igidliyinl\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259nsev\u0259rliyinl\u0259 onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcn oldun. S\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid olma\u011f\u0131nla v\u0259t\u0259ni sevm\u0259yi, torpa\u011f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, n\u0259inki, dostlar\u0131na, h\u0259tta, m\u0259n a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdin.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi q\u0131z\u0131l medalla, universiteti is\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 diplomla bitirib, 40 il tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259n dem\u0259, h\u0259yatda savadl\u0131 olmaq, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn tarixini \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259k, \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin tarixi ke\u00e7mi\u015fini bir-bir sadalamaq, eralar\u0131; – buz d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc, da\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u0259mir d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 bilim daha n\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fagirdl\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131na yeritm\u0259k tarixi anlatmaq deyilmi\u015f. Bunlar yaln\u0131z kitabda yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin beynin\u0259 zorla yeritm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir i\u015f\u0259 yaram\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Tarixi \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259k yox, tarix yazmaq laz\u0131m\u0131\u015f, s\u0259nin kimi, o\u011ful.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni, o\u011flum, bilirs\u0259n, nec\u0259 pe\u015fimanam. Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 tarix d\u0259rsi ke\u00e7din, tarix d\u0259rsi \u00f6yr\u0259tdin, o\u011flum. Yad\u0131mdan he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7\u0131xmayan bir tarix d\u0259rsi.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f, bu h\u0259yata bir d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259 bil\u0259ydik… Onda, s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyim, s\u0259nin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n tarix d\u0259rsini, bilirs\u0259n \u015fagirdl\u0259rim\u0259 nec\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rdim?!<\/p>\n

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… M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bitirib bir azca rahatla\u015fd\u0131. Sonra o, cib d\u0259smal\u0131na b\u00fck\u00fcb g\u0259tirdiyi taba\u015firl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid \u015fagirdinin m\u0259rm\u0259r ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259, ona he\u00e7 vaxt verm\u0259diyi “5” (\u0259la) qiym\u0259tini yazaraq, taba\u015firli d\u0259smalla g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 asta-asta oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Soyuq m\u0259rm\u0259r da\u015flardan boylanan bir c\u00fct g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r bax\u0131\u015flar a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimini yola sal\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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