{"id":45597,"date":"2025-06-07T11:22:43","date_gmt":"2025-06-07T07:22:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=45597"},"modified":"2025-06-07T11:22:43","modified_gmt":"2025-06-07T07:22:43","slug":"fotoqrafin-son-s%c9%99kli-meyxos-abdullah-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=45597","title":{"rendered":"Fotoqraf\u0131n son \u015f\u0259kli -Meyxo\u015f Abdullah yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fotoqraf\u0131n son \u015f\u0259kli… <\/strong><\/p>\n

(elegiya)<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tomar Zeynalov… C\u0259lilabad rayonunun X\u0259lilabad k\u0259ndind\u0259ndir, m\u0259nim do\u011fuldu\u011fum k\u0259ndd\u0259n. Onunla u\u015faql\u0131q v\u0259 g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimiz bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7ib. Qohum idik, atas\u0131 Turab ki\u015fiyl\u0259 do\u011fma xalao\u011fluyuq. Tomar\u0131n atas\u0131 Turab ki\u015fi o vaxtlar k\u0259ndd\u0259 d\u00fckan (maqazin) i\u015fl\u0259tdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, biz u\u015faqlar\u0131n Tomara tez-tez i\u015fimiz d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi. Bel\u0259 ki, atas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fckan\u0131ndan pe\u00e7enned\u0259n, konfetd\u0259n, no\u011fuldan o\u011furlay\u0131b biz\u0259 ver\u0259rdi. Tomar u\u015faql\u0131qda \u00e7ox sakit bir u\u015faq olub. Dava-dala\u015fla aras\u0131 yox idi. Biz ya\u015fda olan qonum-qon\u015funun u\u015faqlar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona h\u0259s\u0259d hissiyl\u0259 baxard\u0131q. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, onu evd\u0259 \u00e7ox ist\u0259dikl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l-bay\u0131ra, i\u015f-g\u00fcc dal\u0131s\u0131nca g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259zdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li v\u0259 t\u0259miz geyimd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t-bacada dola\u015fard\u0131. Sudan yaman qorxurdu. Yay vaxt\u0131 biz k\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7ayda\u00a0 \u00e7im\u0259nd\u0259, o q\u0131raqda oturub u\u015faqlara tama\u015fa ed\u0259rdi. 1984-c\u00fc ild\u0259 m\u0259n rayonda i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flayanda Tomar, art\u0131q fotoqraf kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Rayonda tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, fotoqraf olan S\u0259dulla il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 idi, yax\u015f\u0131 da h\u00f6rm\u0259ti vard\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 bir g\u0259lib, ax\u015famlarda da k\u0259nd\u0259 bir ged\u0259rdik. \u0130\u015f yerl\u0259rimiz yax\u0131n oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259, \u00e7ox vaxt da g\u00fcnortan\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 ed\u0259rdik. \u0130\u015fimiz \u00e7ox olanda avtobusun ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 reysin\u0259 \u00e7ata bilmirdik, b\u0259z\u0259n qarda, \u015faxtada k\u0259nd\u0259 piyada gedib g\u0259l\u0259rdik. O vaxtlar k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n otuz n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n adam rayonda m\u00fcxt\u0259lif v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259n rayona i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n 20 q\u0259piklik \u201csar\u0131 avtobus\u201d a\u011fz\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r adamla dolu olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn Tomarla q\u0259rara g\u0259ldik ki, ev n\u00f6vb\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b rayondan ev al\u0131b k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq. \u00c7\u00fcnki k\u0259nd h\u0259yat\u0131 bizi s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lm\u0259k adama \u00e7ox \u0259zabl\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. O vaxtlar bu he\u00e7 k\u0259sin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki v\u0259ziyy\u0259t yax\u015f\u0131 idi, i\u015f yerl\u0259ri \u00e7ox idi, h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 avtobus i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin, bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259rgin olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, i\u015fsizliyin ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259yini\u00a0 kim a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259rdi ki? N\u0259 bilim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu Tomarla m\u0259nim uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259nliyim idi. H\u0259m d\u0259, o vaxtlar rayonda ev almaq o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyildi. Ev n\u00f6vb\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131ld\u0131q. B\u0259xtim g\u0259tirdi ki, i\u015fl\u0259diyim idar\u0259nin i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev tikilirdi. Subay oldu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 1 otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzilin orderini verdil\u0259r. El\u0259 sevinirdim ki. Rayonda ev almaq, \u0259lb\u0259\u0259td\u0259, bir k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma sevincim \u00e7ox uzun s\u00fcrm\u0259di. Atam x\u0259b\u0259r tutan kimi g\u0259lib orderi l\u0259\u011fv etdirdi. S\u0259b\u0259b d\u0259, bu oldu ki, guya m\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n birt\u0259f\u0259lik \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m. Atama da\u00a0 ac\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259n o idi ki, guya, o qocalanda ona baxan olmayacaqd\u0131r. N\u0259 dem\u0259k olard\u0131, o vaxt \u00e7ox valideyn bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu da, guya \u00f6vlad ist\u0259m\u0259yin bir n\u00f6v\u00fc idi. H\u00f6kum\u0259t evinin \u0259limd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox pis t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi, amma valideynl\u0259rimd\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Tomar is\u0259 rayonun \u201csilsil\u0259\u201d deyil\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li k\u00f6hn\u0259 binadan iki otaql\u0131 bir m\u0259nzil ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu hesabla m\u0259n 6 il Tomars\u0131z k\u0259ndd\u0259n rayona, rayondan da k\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 g\u0259lib, getdim. \u00c7ox \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdim. Onu da deyim ki, 6 ild\u0259n sonra rayonda ev alanda, qorxumdan atama bu bar\u0259d\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259dim. O vaxt dedim ki, art\u0131q i\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Sonradan atam da, dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6z s\u0259hvini anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tomar sonradan toy \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rind\u0259 vidieo \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u015fl\u0259ri, dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 idi. Ham\u0131 onu tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, h\u00f6rm\u0259t edirdi. Dostlar\u0131, tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 art\u0131b, \u00e7oxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dem\u0259k olar ki, rayonda ham\u0131 onu \u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tinin ustas\u0131 kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Tomar\u0131n o vaxtlar bir s\u0131x\u0131nnt\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131, \u00f6vlad\u0131 olmurdu. Onun \u00f6vlads\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 narahat edirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ke\u00e7irirdi. S\u0259hv etmir\u0259ms\u0259, 15 il\u0259 yax\u0131n onun \u00f6vlad\u0131 olmad\u0131. N\u0259alac qal\u0131b qohumlardan birinin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Allah\u0131n qism\u0259tin\u0259 bir bax, bir ild\u0259n sonra onun \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131 da dunyaya g\u0259ldi. D\u00f6\u011furdan da, bu bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 idi. Tomar h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131larla \u00fczl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Ail\u0259l\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fck idi. Ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fc onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 \u0130ki cavan qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131, bir bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 vaxts\u0131z itirmi\u015fdi. Sonradan anas\u0131n\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131 da itirdi. \u00c7ox \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi. He\u00e7 yad\u0131mdam \u00e7\u0131xmaz, bir d\u0259f\u0259 bir qohum toyunda qol a\u00e7\u0131b oynay\u0131rd\u0131q. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm Tomar yaman bikefdir. Dedim, Tomar n\u0259 olub, niy\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz oynay\u0131rsan? \u018fyilib qula\u011f\u0131ma dedi ki, qarda\u015f, ax\u0131 m\u0259n hans\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 oynay\u0131ram. S\u0259n ki\u00a0 m\u0259nim v\u0259ziyy\u0259timi g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n. T\u0259skinlik verdim, dedim ki, bir az s\u0259brli ol, d\u00f6z h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaqd\u0131r.
\n\"Bir<\/p>\n

Tomar d\u0259y\u0259rli insan, g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259tkar idi. Dostlar\u0131 onun xatirini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. El-obada, rayonda onu sev\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 \u00e7ox idi. K\u0259ndin xeyir-\u015f\u0259rind\u0259n qalmazd\u0131. Son vaxtlar gec-gec g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. Rayonda evi olsa da, ail\u0259si il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, dey\u0259s\u0259n, orada kiray\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Rayona, k\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 xeyir\u0259-\u015f\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm rayonda oldu. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 avtova\u011fzal\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu, Bak\u0131ya gedirdi. \u00c7ox yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, ged\u0259k ev\u0259, bizd\u0259 bir gec\u0259 qal, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k. N\u0259yis\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k, t\u0259cili \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yini dedi. … V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn e\u015fitdim ki, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib. El\u0259 bir ciddi x\u0259st\u0259liyi d\u0259 yox idi. Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, h\u0259min g\u00fcn h\u0259kim q\u0259bulunda olub.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra divanda oturub h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ay ist\u0259yib. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ki, oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259c\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fibdir. Da\u011f boyda adam idin… Allah s\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin Tomar. Rayonda el\u0259 ev, el\u0259 ail\u0259 olmas\u0131n ki, s\u0259nin \u00e7\u0259kdiyin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n, vidieolardan o evd\u0259 olmas\u0131n. S\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131nda, fikrind\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqsan. \u00c7\u0259kdiyin a\u011f-qara \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r kimi…<\/p>\n

11 iyun 2025-ci il Tomar\u0131n 40 m\u0259rasimidir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fotoqraf\u0131n son \u015f\u0259kli… (elegiya) Tomar Zeynalov… C\u0259lilabad rayonunun X\u0259lilabad k\u0259ndind\u0259ndir, m\u0259nim do\u011fuldu\u011fum k\u0259ndd\u0259n. Onunla u\u015faql\u0131q v\u0259 g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimiz bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7ib. Qohum idik, atas\u0131 Turab ki\u015fiyl\u0259 do\u011fma xalao\u011fluyuq. Tomar\u0131n atas\u0131… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33409,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45597","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45597","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45597"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45597\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45598,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45597\/revisions\/45598"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/33409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45597"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45597"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45597"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}