{"id":40136,"date":"2025-02-22T10:34:24","date_gmt":"2025-02-22T06:34:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=40136"},"modified":"2025-02-22T10:36:48","modified_gmt":"2025-02-22T06:36:48","slug":"bir-cut-ayaq-heyk%c9%99li-meyxos-abdullahin-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=40136","title":{"rendered":"\u201cBir c\u00fct ayaq heyk\u0259li…\u201d \u2013 Meyxo\u015f Abdullah\u0131n hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olan soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur)<\/em><\/p>\n

… Fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n iyirmi be\u015fi, gec\u0259 saat onbir. Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131q i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 yor\u011fun v\u0259 heysiz adamlar kimi m\u00fcrg\u00fc vururdu. Uzaqdan baxanda gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki evl\u0259rin dam\u0131n\u0131n az qala g\u00f6y q\u00fcbb\u0259sin\u0259 dir\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k olurdu. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259nb\u0259ri ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flayan qar, onsuz da d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z olan v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti bir az da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n idi ki, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 veril\u0259n elektrik x\u0259tti d\u0259 k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Bird\u0259n q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259ni it s\u0259sl\u0259ri ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130tl\u0259r a\u011f\u0131z-a\u011f\u0131za verib el\u0259 ula\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, adam\u0131n qorxusundan \u0259ti \u00fcrp\u0259\u015firdi.<\/p>\n

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… H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Az ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f itl\u0259rin s\u0259sin\u0259 bo\u011fuq u\u011fultu s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u2013 Aman tanr\u0131m, bu n\u0259dir? – dey\u0259 \u0259trafa qulaq k\u0259sildim. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir az ke\u00e7mi\u015f q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259ni \u0259hat\u0259 ed\u0259n t\u0259p\u0259likl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qlar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u0131qlar o q\u0259d\u0259r gur v\u0259 parlaq idi ki, sanki q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259ni b\u00fctov bir alov a\u011fu\u015funa alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fccl\u00fc partlay\u0131\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130tl\u0259r bir anl\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259rini i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k, canlar\u0131n\u0131 qoyma\u011fa yer axtar\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259rmil\u0259rin gurultusundan qorxaraq evl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f insanlar\u0131n s\u0259si al\u0259mi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259r k\u0259s n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qonum-qon\u015fusunu haraylay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n d\u0259rhal ev\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm. Atam, anam v\u0259 bac\u0131m evin bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131naraq, qorxular\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qap\u0131ya dikmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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– Bu n\u0259dir, q\u0131z\u0131m? \u2013 dey\u0259, qoca v\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 atam m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dikdi.<\/p>\n

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– Ata, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rdir, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259ni at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutublar. Tez olun, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n evi vura bil\u0259rl\u0259r!- dey\u0259 onlar\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sdirdim.<\/p>\n

Anamla bac\u0131m qorxular\u0131ndan a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Vaxt itirm\u0259k olmazd\u0131, gurultular\u0131n say\u0131 get-ged\u0259 art\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yararaq evin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n od-alovun \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si \u0259trafda qorxunc bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 yarad\u0131rd\u0131. Atam d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk ets\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tox tutub dedi:<\/p>\n

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-Yubanmay\u0131n, geyinin!..<\/p>\n

Biz lampan\u0131n z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yar\u0131mqaranl\u0131q otaqlar\u0131 g\u0259zib, \u0259yinimiz\u0259 geyinm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn isti pal-paltar axtar\u0131rd\u0131q. Anam evin k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 sand\u0131qdan, \u0259ski par\u00e7as\u0131na b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00e7\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb belin\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yun \u015fal\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyanda, atam yava\u015fca dedi:<\/p>\n

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– G\u00f6zl\u0259 ki, sal\u0131b itirm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Atam anam\u0131n, m\u0259n d\u0259 iki ya\u015f m\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik olan, bu il yanvar\u0131n ikisind\u0259 onyeddi ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olmu\u015f bac\u0131m S\u0259bin\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq me\u015f\u0259y\u0259, camaat\u0131n getdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

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Yeriy\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n, qara bat\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin, qocalar\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, yalvar\u0131\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini g\u00f6yn\u0259ts\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z can\u0131n\u0131n hay\u0131ndayd\u0131. Q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yin yeri deyildi, h\u0259r an \u00fczl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yin \u00f6l\u00fcm kabusundan he\u00e7 k\u0259s s\u0131\u011fortalanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018ftrafdak\u0131 gurultu s\u0259sl\u0259ri get-ged\u0259, lap qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dibind\u0259 e\u015fidilirdi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin fikri, dey\u0259s\u0259n bizi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 alib diri tutmaq idi. Yoxsa, qar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qaralan silahs\u0131z adamlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131b, \u00e7atmaq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015f deyildi.<\/p>\n

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Me\u015f\u0259ni insan s\u0259sl\u0259ri ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Illahki, qad\u0131nlar\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131. Bu insan s\u0259sind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox v\u0259h\u015fi heyvanlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Me\u015f\u0259nin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259dikc\u0259, s\u0259sl\u0259r daha m\u00fcdhi\u015f v\u0259 qorxunc olurdu.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r get-ged\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ara-s\u0131ra onlar\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259rini d\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k olurdu. \u00d6z dill\u0259rind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faraq, n\u0259 is\u0259 qar\u011fa kimi qar\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir azdan avtomatlar \u201culama\u011fa\u201d ba\u015flad\u0131. Adamlar p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259rk yorulmu\u015fdiq. Qocalara v\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yerim\u0259k olduqca zor g\u0259lirdi. Ancaq he\u00e7 k\u0259s onlar\u0131 at\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Bayaq bizd\u0259n ayr\u0131laraq \u0259ks istiqam\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n\u0131\u0259r at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Y\u0259qin ki onlar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259ri bir az arxaya \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Amma s\u0259hv\u0259 yol verdil\u0259r, eyni vaxtda h\u0259m bizi, h\u0259m d\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rini zirehli texnikalardan at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 el\u0259 bir hay-k\u00fcy qopdu ki, sanki yer-g\u00f6y u\u00e7du. Tanklar\u0131n gurultusu, avtomat v\u0259 plamiyotlar\u0131n \u015faqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si yaratd\u0131. Bu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 adam\u0131n inanma\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi ki, bu boyda od-alovun i\u00e7ind\u0259n sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xan olsun. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r a\u011faclar\u0131n budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bi\u00e7ib ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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Bir xeyli yol q\u0259t etmi\u015fdik. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u00e7ilikd\u0259ndir, ya n\u0259d\u0259n ail\u0259mizd\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259lik he\u00e7 k\u0259sin burnu da qanamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma anam\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti tamam pisl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi, o g\u00fccl\u0259 yeriyirdi. Atam ona k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k iqtidar\u0131nda deyildi. \u00c7\u00fcnki o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb apar\u0131rd\u0131. Bac\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bir add\u0131m da olsun m\u0259nd\u0259n aralanm\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011fla\u015fma-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259 k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. \u0130nsanlar \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb hey-h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckc\u0259, el\u0259 bil a\u011flama\u011fa, haray-h\u0259\u015fir salma\u011fa g\u00fccl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bir qayal\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131b dayand\u0131q. Buran\u0131 qar tutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 daldalanmaq olard\u0131. Adamlar yor\u011funluqdan v\u0259 tyuxusuzluqdan ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 dayana bilm\u0259yib yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qar g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u0259lc\u0259-\u0259lc\u0259 \u0259l\u0259nirdi. El\u0259 bil allah\u0131n da ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu bizl\u0259r\u0259, bir q\u0131r\u0131q da olsun r\u0259hmi-zad\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti get-ged\u0259 daha da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. O, yerim\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. H\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259ba\u015f\u0131 dayanaraq biz\u0259 yalvar\u0131b deyirdi ki, onu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259k, qa\u00e7\u0131b can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qurtaraq. Atam is\u0259 ona t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

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– Bir az da d\u00f6z- deyirdi, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n

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Anam is\u0259 ona qulaq asmaq bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

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– Siz gedin, m\u0259niml\u0259 i\u015finiz olmas\u0131n, – deyirdi.<\/p>\n

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Biz is\u0259 onun qolundan tutaraq arxam\u0131zca apar\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Hava get-ged\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmaqdayd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni ayaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oldu\u011fumuza g\u00f6r\u0259, m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 yorulmu\u015fduq. Yan-y\u00f6r\u0259mizd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalan t\u0259k-t\u00fck insan meyidl\u0259ri gec\u0259d\u0259n ya\u011fan qar\u0131n alt\u0131nda g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n taq\u0259ti tamam k\u0259silm\u0259kd\u0259ydi. O, bir a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259nib:<\/p>\n

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– M\u0259n bir add\u0131m da olsun ir\u0259li ged\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. \u2013 Yox, daha bacarm\u0131ram, siz gedin, m\u0259nim son n\u0259f\u0259simdir \u2013 deyirdi.<\/p>\n

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Ham\u0131m\u0131z ayaq saxlay\u0131b, onun bir azca n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rib dinc\u0259lm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdik. Do\u011furdan da, arvad\u0131n son n\u0259f\u0259siydi. O, art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib, yava\u015f-yava\u015f yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 qar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Atam tez \u0259ynind\u0259ki paltosunu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b qar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdi v\u0259 biz k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib anam\u0131n hals\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nini paltonun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzatd\u0131q. Bac\u0131mla diz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb anam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini ovcumuza al\u0131b ovu\u015fdururduq. Anam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259li get-ged\u0259 soyuyaraq buza d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bac\u0131m anama yalvara-yalvara h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Anam da arada g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131raraq, m\u0259zlum-m\u0259zlum \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 bax\u0131b n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 dil-doda\u011f\u0131 \u0259sirdi. O, son d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini doland\u0131raraq, birc\u0259-birc\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. V\u0259 onun bu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 atam\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 bird\u0259f\u0259lik donub qald\u0131…<\/p>\n

Atam diz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb anam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qapad\u0131. Sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc biz\u0259 tutub bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n

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– Q\u0131zlar, bir az aral\u0131 durun, qoyun anan\u0131z rahat can ver… O s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ax\u0131ra \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259yib h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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Atam anam\u0131z\u0131n meyidini a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 yax\u0131n yer\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Biz is\u0259 anam\u0131z\u0131n meyidini qucaqlay\u0131b g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131q. Atam \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00e7iynimiz\u0259 qoyaraq, donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaz\u0131q ki\u015fi n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini, biz\u0259 nec\u0259 t\u0259skinlik ver\u0259c\u0259yini he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilmirdi. O, handan-hana \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc tap\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

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– Balalar\u0131m… gecdir, anan\u0131zla vidala\u015f\u0131n…<\/p>\n

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Biz is\u0259 onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitmirmi\u015f kimi, anam\u0131z\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Atam qolumuzdan tutub aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra is\u0259 n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yilib anam\u0131n belind\u0259ki yun \u015fal\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ki\u00e7ik ba\u011flaman\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259n\u0259 verdi v\u0259:<\/p>\n

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– Q\u0131z\u0131m, al bunu saxla, i\u015fdir sa\u011f qalsaq kar\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259r,- dedi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ba\u011flaman\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259rin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan onu al\u0131b yun k\u00f6yn\u0259yimin bo\u011faz\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri sald\u0131m. Atam anam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc qarla \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Sonra is\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n budaqlar\u0131ndan qopar\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fc ki, yerini itirm\u0259sin, axtaranda tapa bil\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Sonra oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

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Qar\u015f\u0131da kicik yargan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Biz o yargandan kecib yoxu\u015fa qalxmal\u0131 v\u0259 atam dediyi yer\u0259 catmal\u0131yd\u0131q. Yargana az qalm\u0131\u015f bird\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r ulay\u0131b kecdi. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131ndan kecdi ki, onlar\u0131n v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 apayd\u0131n e\u015fidirdik. Yerimizd\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131q. At\u0259\u015fin haradan ac\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fcc\u00fcn, d\u00f6rdbiryan\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131q. El\u0259 bu vaxt yargan\u0131n a\u015fag\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259n iki d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisi avtomatlar\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tu\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Atam bir-iki add\u0131m geri c\u0259kilib bizi arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 cal\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bac\u0131mla m\u0259n qorxumuzdan atam\u0131za s\u0131\u011f\u0131naraq , allaha yalvar\u0131rd\u0131q ki, bizi bu b\u0259ladan qorusun.<\/p>\n

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D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r biz\u0259 cat\u0131b dayand\u0131lar. Onlardan biri dedi:<\/p>\n

– Qorxmay\u0131n, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 n\u0259yiniz var verin bura, siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259klik ed\u0259rik c\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259rsiniz.<\/p>\n

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Atam onlara hec bir \u015feyimizin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259, h\u0259min erm\u0259ni onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Sus qoca, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n yox bu q\u0131zlardan soru\u015furam. Bizim s\u0259nd\u0259n umaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hec bir \u015fey yoxdur. G\u00f6zl\u0259 ki, indi s\u0259n bizd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 xahi\u015f etm\u0259li olacaqsan.<\/p>\n

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Erm\u0259ni yen\u0259 t\u0259krar etdi:<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 n\u0259yiniz varsa verin bura! Yoxsa…… say\u0131ram….bir….iki…<\/p>\n

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O avtomat\u0131n l\u00fcl\u0259sini d\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 tu\u015flay\u0131b, saymaga ba\u015flayanda, m\u0259n tez \u0259limi k\u00f6yn\u0259yimin bogaz\u0131ndan ic\u0259ri sal\u0131b, bayaq anamdan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz ba\u011flaman\u0131 onlara t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n biri ir\u0259li yeriyib d\u00fcy\u00fcnc\u0259ni \u0259limd\u0259n qapd\u0131 v\u0259 onu bir nec\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 at\u0131b-tutaraq, a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc yoxlayandan sonra, s\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131na soxub gizl\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

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Suilahdan-zaddan n\u0259yiniz var, verin bura!-dey\u0259 o, daha sonra \u0259mr etdi.<\/p>\n

Biz m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 qorxmu\u015fduq. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 buna fikir verm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u00fcst ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 axtarmaga ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bu axtar\u0131\u015fdan cox, bizi \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131b t\u0259hqir etm\u0259k idi. Onlara mane olmaq ist\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 biz\u0259 fikir verm\u0259yib, bir az da it kimi \u015fit\u0259nirdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n atam, ir\u0259li yeridi v\u0259 var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 onlar\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

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– \u018fclaflar, n\u0259 edirsiniz?- dedi. Sizin anan\u0131z, bac\u0131n\u0131z yoxdur m\u0259y\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n biri atama yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b avtomat\u0131n\u0131n l\u00fcl\u0259sini d\u00fcz onun gicgah\u0131na dayad\u0131:<\/p>\n

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– G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, qoca meymun, s\u0259n bu sarsaq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinl\u0259, n\u0259inki bizim hec bu g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar\u0131nda xo\u015funa g\u0259lmirs\u0259n, deyib at\u0259\u015f acd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u0259 ac\u0131lan kimi qar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qan \u00e7il\u0259ndi. Atam agz\u0131\u00fcst\u0259 qar\u0131n icin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qald\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131ndan fi\u015fq\u0131ran qan bir andaca \u0259traf\u0131 alq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyad\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda do\u011fmaca atam\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u0259lirdi. \u0130ndi biz n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yik? \u2013 dey\u0259 i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131m\u0131 hec c\u00fcr ovuda bilmirdim. Atam\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259si, onu b\u0259rk qorxutmu\u015fdu. O, atam\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz v\u00fccudundan yap\u0131\u015faraq silk\u0259l\u0259yir v\u0259 tez -tez:<\/p>\n

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– Ata, ay ata durmursan?! Dur ged\u0259k d\u0259! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n biri bac\u0131m\u0131n paltosunun boynundan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 onu k\u0259nara tolazlad\u0131. Bac\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu qar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ndi. M\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k edib onu qald\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 p\u0131c\u0131ld\u0131yla:<\/p>\n

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– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al, yoxsa onlar bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r! – dedim.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131m bir q\u0259d\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Onlar bizi yar\u011fan\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131 apard\u0131lar. Ora catanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz\u0259 inanmad\u0131q. \u018ftrafa coxlu insan meyidl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f alq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qan idi. Meyidl\u0259rd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da is\u0259 bir yer\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u0259sirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti qad\u0131nlar idi, bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131naraq soyuqdan titr\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Bir azdan iki h\u0259rbi y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onlar yar\u011fan\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131b dayand\u0131lar. \u018fsirl\u0259ri ma\u015f\u0131nlara t\u0259r\u0259f qovdular. M\u0259n d\u0259 bac\u0131m\u0131n qolundan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259min d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n biri bizi k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259:<\/p>\n

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– Hara \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc soxursunuz? \u2013 dedi. Bilirsinizmi onlar\u0131 hara apar\u0131rlar?<\/p>\n

Sonra bizd\u0259n cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n: – \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r olan kazarmalara paylayacaqlar.<\/p>\n

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Ondan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildik.<\/p>\n

\u018fsirl\u0259ri ma\u015f\u0131nlara y\u0131\u011f\u0131b apard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Biziml\u0259 qalan iki erm\u0259ni is\u0259 \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f pal-paltar\u0131 bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011faraq onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 oturma\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 \u0259mr etdil\u0259r. \u00d6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 bell\u0259rind\u0259ki \u00e7antalar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, i\u00e7ind\u0259n kolbasa, konserv qutular\u0131, qaynad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yumurta iki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 araq \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b ortal\u0131\u011fa qoydular.<\/p>\n

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Biz ax\u015famdan ac olsaq da, ortal\u0131qdak\u0131 \u0259rzaqlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birin\u0259 \u0259l vurmad\u0131q. Yem\u0259kmi yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrdi bel\u0259 vaxtda? Onlar is\u0259 t\u0259kid edirdil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

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– Yeyin, yeyin, niy\u0259 naz el\u0259yirsiniz? Onsuz da ac\u0131n\u0131zdan it kimi k\u00f6p\u00fck qusursunuz.<\/p>\n

Sonra onlardan biri \u0259lind\u0259ki st\u0259kana araq s\u00fcz\u00fcb biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131 v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131n i\u00e7in, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m donub \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz. Qoy, bir azca can\u0131n\u0131z q\u0131z\u0131ns\u0131n – dedi.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 bac\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n araq st\u0259kan\u0131na \u0259limizi d\u0259 vurmad\u0131q. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bulamaqla onlar\u0131 qand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, biz i\u00e7ki i\u00e7\u0259 bilmirik.<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bizi m\u0259cbur etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. H\u0259tta onlardan biri bac\u0131m\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 onun a\u011fz\u0131na soxdu v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n zorla a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa vadar etdi. Q\u0131z a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi araqdolu st\u0259kan\u0131 onun bo\u011faz\u0131na bo\u015faltd\u0131. Yaz\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri k\u0259ll\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bac\u0131m \u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k hals\u0131z halda qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 uzand\u0131. Sonra m\u0259ni m\u0259cbur etdil\u0259r. Onlardan xahi\u015f etdim ki, biziml\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri olmas\u0131nlar, bu iki g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 bizim h\u0259m atam\u0131z, h\u0259m d\u0259 anam\u0131z h\u0259lak olubdur.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim dedikl\u0259rimin onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti yox idi. \u018fslin\u0259 qalsa, onlar bizi e\u015fitm\u0259k bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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– Ata-anan\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcbs\u0259, bu daha g\u00f6z\u0259l, – dey\u0259 onlar \u015fit-\u015fit g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 i\u00e7m\u0259k daha xo\u015f olard\u0131, – dey\u0259 eyn\u0259n bac\u0131mla etdikl\u0259rini m\u0259niml\u0259 d\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k, st\u0259kan dolu ara\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nim bo\u011faz\u0131ma t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r ikimizi iki d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 i\u00e7irtdil\u0259r. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259ydi ki, dilimiz\u0259 araq d\u0259yirdi. Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 kefl\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. A\u011f\u0131z-a\u011f\u0131za ver\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7aqqal kimi ula\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 danm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, onlar biziml\u0259 pis davranacaqlar. Odur ki, tamam-kamal a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 ba\u015flar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f yalvar-yaxar edirdim ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 yola g\u0259tirib, birt\u0259h\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bildik. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r is\u0259 bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z basaraq bizi dolay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

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– Surencan, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, buraxaq onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getsinl\u0259r, yaz\u0131qd\u0131rlar, ax\u0131?<\/p>\n

O biri d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z-burnunu \u0259y\u0259-\u0259y\u0259 bir az da bizi \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259, Martiroscan, q\u0131zlar d\u00fcz deyirl\u0259r, buraxaq onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getsinl\u0259r. Qoy gedib orda-burda dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar ki, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 iki erm\u0259ni igidiyl\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7dik, amma s\u0259n dem\u0259 onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birinin ki\u015filiyi yox imi\u015f biziml\u0259 kef \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Suren deyil\u0259n erm\u0259ni d\u0259 t\u0259sdiql\u0259di:<\/p>\n

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– S\u0259n d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, Martiroscan, bax bu m\u0259nim he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib, – dedi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259rk h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdik. Nec\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdik. Ancaq onu bilirdim ki, bu \u0259claflardan yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q olarda.<\/p>\n

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Bac\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u0259rk narahat idim. O y\u0259qin ki, m\u0259nim kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, qorxurdu.<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn ortas\u0131ndaca paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 soyunma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bir-birin\u0259 g\u00f6z-qa\u015f etm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n hiss etm\u0259k olurdu ki, onlar art\u0131q bizi aralar\u0131nda b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r d\u0259. Ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 zorla dayand\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, arada \u00f6zl\u0259rini saxlaya bilm\u0259yib y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qara da bat\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131ma n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131m, o, qorxusundan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 dikmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z havalanm\u0131\u015f adamlara ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fyilib onun qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

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– S\u0259bin\u0259, qa\u00e7aq!!!<\/p>\n

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Bac\u0131m bu s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259nd imi\u015f kimi tez s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 yerimd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7anda bizi arxadan vurmas\u0131nlar dey\u0259, paltarlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015f, avtomat silahlar\u0131n qay\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b dal\u0131mca s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Silahlar\u0131 bir q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, bunlarla uza\u011fa gedib \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar yaman a\u011f\u0131r idi, qa\u00e7maqda biz\u0259 mane olurdu. Odur ki, onlardan birini qolum tutduqca k\u0259nara tullad\u0131m, o birini is\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 arxamca s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Bizd\u0259n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259, n\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyini anlamad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, qorxular\u0131ndan ora-bura boylan\u0131rd\u0131lar Sonra \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lib bizim arxam\u0131zcan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n bir xeyli aralana bilmi\u015fdik. M\u0259n geri baxanda onlar\u0131n qara bata-bata arxam\u0131zca g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Dey\u0259s\u0259n birinin \u0259lind\u0259 avtomat silah vard\u0131. \u2013 L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259ni, \u0259claf, silah\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilib, dedim.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu vaxt qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dibini yalay\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259, art\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcm t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sinin bizim lap yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131q. \u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si e\u015fidil\u0259nd\u0259, sol \u00e7iynimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, el\u0259 bil kims\u0259 b\u0259rkd\u0259n \u00e7imdikl\u0259di. Paltoumdan bir par\u00e7a qopub qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, anlad\u0131m ki,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcll\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259yib, yaralanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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Bunu bac\u0131ma bildirm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0131nq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarmad\u0131m. Bir azdan qoltu\u011fumun alt\u0131ndan \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 isti bir \u015feyin s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259, art\u0131q yaram\u0131n ciddi oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyanda h\u0259rbi d\u0259rsind\u0259n silahlarla davranma\u011f\u0131 alababat bilirdim. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259 zaman\u0131 avtomat silahdan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Odur ki, \u0259limd\u0259ki silah\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 tutdum v\u0259 t\u0259tiyi \u00e7\u0259kdim. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ndi ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 onsuz da zorla dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan hara g\u0259ldi at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. Qabaqda g\u0259l\u0259n erm\u0259nid\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131 s\u0259si e\u015fidildi v\u0259 h\u0259min andaca o, a\u011fz\u0131\u00fcst\u0259 qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Avtomat\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259si qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 y\u00fck el\u0259m\u0259yin he\u00e7 bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onu k\u0259nara tullad\u0131m. Yaral\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 uza\u011fa qa\u00e7a bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f hissi ke\u00e7irirdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki get-ged\u0259 hal\u0131m xarabla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bizd\u0259n be\u015f-alt\u0131 metr solda s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayal\u0131q uzan\u0131b gedirdi. Bayaqdan h\u0259min s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayal\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u00fc il\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q. H\u0259m yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131mdam, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u00e7ox da bel\u0259 davam el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131mdan ke\u00e7irtdim ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc bu qayal\u0131qdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ataq. Onsuz da ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259miz yox idi. Ya, arxadan bizi vurub \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r, ya da yorulub \u0259l\u0259 kec\u0259c\u0259kdik. Vaxt itirm\u0259k olmazd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259ba\u015f\u0131 yan-y\u00f6r\u0259mizd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rin birin\u0259 tu\u015f ola bil\u0259rdik. Odur ki, bac\u0131m\u0131n qolundan dart\u0131b dedim:<\/p>\n

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– G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yum, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc buradan at\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Onsuz da bac\u0131m\u0131n hal\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyildi, m\u0259n onu bir par\u00e7a \u0259t kimi arxamca s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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Qayan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan baxanda dibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi yumub at\u0131ld\u0131q. Havada, el\u0259 bil u\u00e7urduq. Bu u\u00e7urum m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259rin imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Kol-kosun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb diyirl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 anlad\u0131m ki, sa\u011f-salamatam, sevindim. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131ma n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131m, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f bir-birin\u0259 k\u0259l\u0259f kimi dola\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ko\u0131-kosdan ibar\u0259t idi. Sa\u011f qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ma inanm\u0131rd\u0131m. Yan-y\u00f6r\u0259m\u0259 boylan\u0131b bac\u0131m\u0131 axtard\u0131m. M\u0259nd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131, arxas\u0131\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcm, a\u011fz\u0131ndan axan laxtayla qan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m. Bac\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 yerd\u0259ki iri da\u015fa d\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onu qucaqlay\u0131b sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m. N\u0259f\u0259si \u00e7oxdan k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. \u0130ki g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ziz olan do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131 itirm\u0259k nec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lirdi m\u0259n\u0259. D\u0259rdin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn hissiyat\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018flimi sal\u0131b bac\u0131m\u0131n paltosunun cibl\u0259rini axtard\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 ondan yadigar qalas\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 tapd\u0131m. Evimizin a\u00e7rlar\u0131 cibind\u0259ydi… A\u00e7arlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bir xeyli ora-bura a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, sonra is\u0259 cibim\u0259 atd\u0131m. Bac\u0131m\u0131n paltosunun yan cibind\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131za b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir \u015fey \u0259lim\u0259 d\u0259ydi, a\u00e7\u0131b baxd\u0131m. Qon\u015fumuzun o\u011flu Elmar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kili idi, bac\u0131mla bir sinifd\u0259 oxumu\u015fdular. Ke\u00e7\u0259n il k\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n snayperi d\u00fcz \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n vurmu\u015fdu. \u015e\u0259kilin arxas\u0131nda yaz\u0131 da vard\u0131, bir b\u0259nd \u015feir idi, Elmar yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259kili bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259limd\u0259 saxlad\u0131m, Elmar\u0131n iti bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Qorxdum. \u015e\u0259kili ehmalca bac\u0131m\u0131n sin\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydum.<\/p>\n

Oradan uzaqla\u015fmaq vaxt\u0131yd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki yuxar\u0131dan ara-s\u0131ra at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n xeyli aral\u0131, s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayan\u0131n o biri t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u0259ks-s\u0259ds verirdi.<\/p>\n

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Bac\u0131m\u0131n buza d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nini qucaqlayaraq ba\u011fr\u0131ma basd\u0131m v\u0259 onun u\u015faq m\u0259sumlu\u011fu ya\u011fan \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n doyunca \u00f6pd\u00fcm. Onu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131m….<\/p>\n

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Yubana bilm\u0259zdim, bac\u0131m\u0131n paltosunun yaxal\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fcm v\u0259 oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m. Kol-kosun aras\u0131yla ke\u00e7ib, qayal\u0131\u011f\u0131n lap dibin\u0259, axar suyun i\u00e7in\u0259 girdim. Burada su qur\u015faqdan yuxar\u0131yd\u0131. Vark\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc toplay\u0131b, suyun i\u00e7iyl\u0259, d\u0259r\u0259a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bir yer\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bundan o yana getm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Qar\u015f\u0131da enli \u00e7ay vard\u0131. Bu boyda \u00e7ay\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcb ke\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259 m\u0259n \u00e7ox aciz idim. K\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xmaq is\u0259 qorxuluydu, yenid\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259laya sala bil\u0259rdim. Odur ki, bir q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259br edib g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259lirdi. \u0130ki saata q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. G\u00f6zl\u0259dim ki, ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn sonra buradan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nim donmu\u015fdu. Ayaqlar\u0131m is\u0259 tamam h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz haldayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Qar is\u0259 dayanmadan ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay\u0131n sahilin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Harda oldu\u011fumu \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmirdim. Uzaqdan z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131qlar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. Qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ist\u0259yirdim ki, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 durum bacarm\u0131rd\u0131m, taq\u0259tim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Xo\u015f bir yuxu m\u0259ni a\u011fu\u015funa al\u0131b apar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu iki g\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc yor\u011funlu\u011fundan sonra azac\u0131q da olsa, el\u0259 yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki… daha he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxum yox idi. Bilirdim ki, \u0259g\u0259r m\u0259ni yuxu aparsa donub \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. \u00d6l\u00fcmqaba\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 doyunca yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0131\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7arpay\u0131da, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fxalatl\u0131 bir h\u0259kimin dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Diksindim. Harda oldu\u011fumu, bura nec\u0259 g\u0259lib d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc yad\u0131ma salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\"B\u0259yaz<\/p>\n

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Ba\u015f\u0131mdan qorxunc bir fikir g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di:<\/p>\n

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– Olmaya m\u0259n \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u0259li kimi ora-bura g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim<\/p>\n

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H\u0259kim t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f hissi ke\u00e7irtdiyimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb m\u00fclayim s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

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– Q\u0131z\u0131m, sakit olun, siz\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmaz. Bu s\u0259s ana laylas\u0131 kimi m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma g\u0259ldi. \u00dcr\u0259yim el\u0259 u\u00e7undu ki.. \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib a\u011flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

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– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al, yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 rast g\u0259lmis\u0259n, yoxsa…<\/p>\n

Ondan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bir azca sakitlik tapd\u0131m, \u0259l-qolum yerind\u0259ydi. Dizl\u0259rimd\u0259 is\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 gizilti hiss edirdim. \u018flimi ayaqlar\u0131ma t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131m. Dizd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 bir \u015feyin d\u0259ym\u0259diyini hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259 diksindim. H\u0259r iki q\u0131\u00e7\u0131m dizd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yox idi… G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi h\u0259kimin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 dikdim. O indi m\u0259nim q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq haray salaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, s\u00f6y\u00fcb onu t\u0259hqir ed\u0259c\u0259yimi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n is\u0259 susurdum.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim m\u0259nim sakitlikl\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, bir az \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

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– Q\u0131z\u0131m, ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259miz yox idi, \u00e7ox gecikmi\u015fdi, bir az da yubansayd\u0131q s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xilas etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayacaqd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nir\u0259m ki, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 xilas ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. \u2013 S\u0259birli ol, m\u00fcharib\u0259dir, bu i\u015f ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r. H\u0259 etm\u0259k olar, g\u0259r\u0259k birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u0259k, – dey\u0259 o, y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u0259limi s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n h\u0259kimi yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. O dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, allah\u0131na \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr et ki, salamat qalm\u0131san. D\u00fcz d\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikimiz susmu\u015fduq. Handan-hana ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131raraq, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 dikdim v\u0259:<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259kim, m\u0259nim ayaqlar\u0131m hardad\u0131r? – Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, \u0259g\u0259r m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, deyin onlar\u0131 g\u0259tirsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u0259r\u0259lmi\u015f halda \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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– S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, n\u0259 ayaqlar? Bu ki m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Bird\u0259ki, o ayaqlar s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r, ax\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00e7ox sakit t\u0259rzd\u0259:<\/p>\n

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– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, deyin ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259tirsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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– Bu s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox pis t\u0259sir ed\u0259r, qorxarsan, d\u0259li olarsan, q\u0131z\u0131m. M\u0259n bel\u0259 bir ist\u0259yi \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki x\u0259st\u0259md\u0259n e\u015fidir\u0259m. Yox, yox, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olan i\u015f deyil. Bir az sakit olun h\u0259r \u015fey ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259r, – dey\u0259 h\u0259kim az qala yalvaracaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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– N\u0259d\u0259n qorxaca\u011fam, – dedim. \u2013 M\u0259nim qorxdu\u011fum n\u0259 vard\u0131sa hamis\u0131 arxada qald\u0131. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z adam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259sini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qorxmad\u0131m… X\u0259st\u0259 anam\u0131n, qoca atam\u0131n, m\u0259sum bac\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k par\u00e7alayan faci\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oldu, qorxmad\u0131m. Gec\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n t\u0259k-t\u0259hna yalquzaq kimi d\u0259r\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259ni dola\u015fd\u0131m, yen\u0259 d\u0259 qorxmad\u0131m. \u0130ndi deyirsiniz ki, iki cans\u0131z, qans\u0131z ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qorxaca\u011fam. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olmay\u0131n, m\u0259n bu ikic\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 min ilin d\u0259rdl\u0259riyl\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259ndim, h\u0259kim. – N\u0259 olar, \u00e7ox xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, deyin ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259tirsinl\u0259r, qoy onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcm, qorxub-el\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m narahat olmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259kim daha bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259yib, m\u0259nal\u0131-m\u0259nal\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131, hiss etdim ki,<\/p>\n

yamanca k\u00f6vr\u0259lib.<\/p>\n

O, ehmalca qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b e\u015fiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, bir azdan \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 a\u011f par\u00e7aya b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc ayaqlarla i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Onlar\u0131 m\u0259nim qollar\u0131m aras\u0131na qoyub bir nec\u0259 add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n

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Zorla da olsa yerimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 dik\u0259ldim v\u0259 a\u011f par\u00e7aya b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m. Qan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f ayaqlar, sanki mahir heyk\u0259ltara\u015f \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f bir c\u00fct ayaq heyk\u0259lin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Onlar buz par\u00e7as\u0131 kimi soyuq idil\u0259r. M\u0259n onlar\u0131 birc\u0259-birc\u0259 ba\u011fr\u0131ma basd\u0131m v\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fcm. Sonra is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi ayaqlar\u0131mdan ay\u0131rmadan h\u0259kim\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n

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– H\u0259kim, bu ayaqlar m\u0259nim namusumu, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fimi qorudular, ata-anam\u0131n, m\u0259sum bac\u0131m\u0131n narahat ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259skinlik tapmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nim sa\u011f qalma\u011f\u0131ma k\u00f6m\u0259k etdil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu ayaqlara borcluyam ki, bu g\u00fcn sa\u011fam v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f b\u00fct\u00f6v bir ail\u0259nin s\u0259rg\u0259rdan ruhlar\u0131n\u0131n toxtaql\u0131q tapaca\u011f\u0131 bir evin ocaq\u00e7atan\u0131yam. Bundan sonra, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n he\u00e7 kim\u0259 laz\u0131m olmayaca\u011fam. Amma sevinir\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 olmasa, \u0259ziz g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131n ruhlar\u0131 \u015fad olsun dey\u0259, onlar\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u015fam bel\u0259 yand\u0131rma\u011fa qadir\u0259m. \u2013 \u0130ndi sizd\u0259n bir xahi\u015fim d\u0259 var, m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 yerd\u0259 d\u0259fn edin ki, m\u0259n h\u0259r vaxt onlar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilim.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim n\u0259ml\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini m\u0259nim bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdan gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana \u00e7evirdi v\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n asta add\u0131mlarla \u00e7arpay\u0131ma yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, cans\u0131z ayaqlar\u0131 m\u0259nim quca\u011f\u0131mdan ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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El\u0259 bil h\u0259r ikimizin \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc…<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n ehmalca p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin p\u0259rd\u0259sini qald\u0131r\u0131b e\u015fiy\u0259 boyland\u0131m. Bay\u0131rda qu\u015fba\u015f\u0131 qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f a\u011fappaq qar \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Damlar, da\u015flar h\u0259r \u015fey… h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f t\u00fcnd a\u011f r\u0259ngd\u0259ydi… El\u0259 bil, bu d\u00fcnyada qara deyil\u0259si bir r\u0259ng he\u00e7 \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n yox imi\u015f… T\u0259kc\u0259, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n axan qara qanlardan savay\u0131…<\/p>\n

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(Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olan soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur) … Fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n iyirmi be\u015fi, gec\u0259 saat onbir. Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t qaranl\u0131q i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 yor\u011fun v\u0259 heysiz adamlar kimi m\u00fcrg\u00fc vururdu. Uzaqdan baxanda… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33409,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40136"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40137,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40136\/revisions\/40137"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/33409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}