G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fairimiz v\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f jurnalist \u018fl\u0259ddin \u018fzimlini do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 70 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 t\u0259brik edir, ona cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131ram. \u018fl\u0259ddin \u018fzimli, h\u0259m \u015fair, h\u0259m pe\u015f\u0259kar bir jurnalist, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, vicdanl\u0131, \u0259qid\u0259li bir insan kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bizim diqq\u0259timizi c\u0259lb etmi\u015fdir. O, a\u011f\u0131ryanal\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kisini bil\u0259n, ziyal\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259d\u0259ni davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 dostlar\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 \u0259trafdak\u0131lar\u0131n h\u00f6rm\u0259tini qazanan bir s\u00f6z adam\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eeirl\u0259rinin \u0259sas qay\u0259sini v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik, insan s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti, t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 vur\u011funluq, insan ideal\u0131na s\u0259daq\u0259t, sevgi t\u0259\u015fkil edir.<\/p>\n
\u018fl\u0259ddin \u018fzimli b\u00f6y\u00fck S\u00f6z\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259m, d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259n, onun q\u0259drini bil\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259ndir. \u015eair s\u00f6z haqq\u0131nda bel\u0259 deyir: – \u201cB\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259siri oluram, ondan he\u00e7 bir yana qa\u00e7a bilmir\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 S\u00d6Z m\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lardan, yor\u011funluqdan, yersiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n xilas edir\u201d.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fairimiz\u0259 s\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fc arzusuyla, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feirini sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n S\u00f6z<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bu s\u00f6z<\/p>\n Hardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/p>\n Yol \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259?<\/p>\n Tu\u015f olacaq<\/p>\n H\u0259r yet\u0259nin da\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n Ax\u0131rda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lacaq<\/p>\n Yoldan \u00f6t\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n B\u0259lk\u0259, sa\u011f qald\u0131, \u00f6lm\u0259di…<\/p>\n Ucuz olmas\u0131n<\/p>\n S\u00f6z bazar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259sin<\/p>\n Bir g\u0259nclik bahar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00c7\u0259kir\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yalan, yanl\u0131\u015f olanlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n C\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn yor\u011fun adamlar\u0131n<\/p>\n \u018fsas\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir …<\/p>\n Ac\u0131s\u0131 var ac olan\u0131n,<\/p>\n \u00dcmid\u0259 m\u00f6htac olan\u0131n.<\/p>\n O p\u0259rd\u0259siz bacalar\u0131n<\/p>\n Bacas\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir…<\/p>\n Yax\u0131n olmaq deyil asan-<\/p>\n N\u0259 olsun ki, yax\u0131ndasan.<\/p>\n E\u015fq namazd\u0131, d\u00fcz q\u0131lmasan<\/p>\n Q\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n S\u0259nin ad\u0131na \u015f\u0259h\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n M\u0259n s\u0259nin ad\u0131na \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n \u0130ndi ad qoyuram k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n Oturub \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri tumarlay\u0131ram-<\/p>\n Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rmis\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd edib bizim \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri,<\/p>\n Bu x\u0131rda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, bu tin-\u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n M\u0259n s\u0259nin ad\u0131na \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam-<\/p>\n Qa\u00e7\u0131b x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n …G\u0259l, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259h\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259rim s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n Uzaqda deyil ki, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm yan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n M\u0259n s\u0259nin ad\u0131na \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam<\/p>\n \u00dcr\u0259yim- \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ba\u015f meydan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n …Tikdim \u00fcr\u0259yimin sahill\u0259rind\u0259,<\/p>\n Qorxdum g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259, yan ke\u00e7\u0259.<\/p>\n Qala qap\u0131s\u0131yam m\u0259n bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin-<\/p>\n T\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7\u0259r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Tanr\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259ni \u015fah se\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n N\u0259 f\u0259rqi:- saray\u0131, ya taxt\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin ad\u0131na<\/p>\n Sald\u0131m ki, e\u015fqin d\u0259 paytaxt\u0131 oslun!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n …Qap\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcn a\u00e7ar, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ay,<\/p>\n Bir yan\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fczd\u00fc, bir yan\u0131 ax\u015fam.<\/p>\n N\u0259 olsun, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n S\u0259n\u0259 “Sevgi” adl\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Girib bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259zir\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 kims\u0259 “qal” deyir.<\/p>\n S\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcnya boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259r salm\u0131\u015fam-<\/p>\n G\u00f6r s\u0259n\u0259 bu “\u015f\u0259h\u0259r” dar\u0131sqal deyil?!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n SUALLAR… SUALLAR…<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bilirs\u0259nmi,<\/p>\n indi ne\u00e7\u0259inci ildir?<\/p>\n Hans\u0131 ay\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sidir?<\/p>\n Ax\u015famd\u0131r, ya s\u0259h\u0259rdir?<\/p>\n Bu suallara cavab tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi bir t\u0259h\u0259r?<\/p>\n K\u0259nar\u0131nda dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ay<\/p>\n hara ax\u0131r?<\/p>\n Onun sa\u011f\u0131nda v\u0259 solundak\u0131 yol<\/p>\n hara apar\u0131r yol\u00e7ular\u0131?<\/p>\n Sual sual dal\u0131nca.<\/p>\n M\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ver\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n bu suallar\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131nca.<\/p>\n Sonra<\/p>\n rahat bir yer tap\u0131b dinc\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fdir,<\/p>\n \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n,<\/p>\n geriy\u0259 \u00fcz tutub, yan\u0131ma d\u00f6n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n Bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rini<\/p>\n ortaya t\u00f6k\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb,<\/p>\n birg\u0259 cavab tapar\u0131q bu suallara,<\/p>\n yeni suallar do\u011fulunca,<\/p>\n k\u00f6hn\u0259 ay bitib,<\/p>\n yenisi ba\u015flayinca.<\/p>\n T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n fikrini c\u0259ml\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rs\u0259n yorulunca.<\/p>\n Suallar s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n s\u0259n suallar\u0131 yorunca…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n S\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130N CAZ\u0130B\u018fS\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n T\u0259k olanda,<\/p>\n kims\u0259nin duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n r\u0259ngini, \u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n vaxt olmaq ke\u00e7ir \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n He\u00e7 kimin g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi,<\/p>\n oyan\u0131b s\u0259ks\u0259nm\u0259diyi<\/p>\n yuxular \u00f6t\u00fcr beynimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n Dola\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimi<\/p>\n nimda\u015f paltar kimi<\/p>\n soyunmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u0259ynimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n S\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fmay\u0131n,<\/p>\n bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n Bunlar bir yana.<\/p>\n Q\u0259lbimi s\u0131z\u0131ldan s\u00f6zl\u0259rin<\/p>\n qeyri-adi cazib\u0259si,<\/p>\n hissl\u0259rimi tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n<\/p>\n \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc t\u0259nhal\u0131q,<\/p>\n bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259,<\/p>\n m\u0259ni<\/p>\n \u015fair olmaq qorxudur<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fairimiz v\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f jurnalist \u018fl\u0259ddin \u018fzimlini do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 70 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 t\u0259brik edir, ona cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131ram. \u018fl\u0259ddin \u018fzimli, h\u0259m \u015fair, h\u0259m… 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