{"id":29423,"date":"2024-06-05T14:02:22","date_gmt":"2024-06-05T10:02:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=29423"},"modified":"2024-06-05T14:02:22","modified_gmt":"2024-06-05T10:02:22","slug":"gunaha-batmagim-g%c9%99lib-ay-allah-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=29423","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;G\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah&#8230;&#8221;-\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i><b>5 iyun \u2013 Az\u0259rbaycanda \u015eairl\u0259r G\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n<p><b>\u00a0M\u0259cra.az<\/b> bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 5 iyunda anadan olan Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n iki b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairind\u0259n se\u00e7m\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feir t\u0259qdim edir.<\/p>\n<p><i><b>Mikay\u0131l M\u00dc\u015eF\u0130Q<\/b><\/i><br \/>\n<i>(5 iyun 1908 &#8211; 6 yanvar 1938)<\/i><\/p>\n<p><b>H\u0259yat sevgisi<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Ah, m\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<br \/>\nBu yerl\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fan, g\u00f6yl\u0259 \u0259lll\u0259\u015f\u0259n<br \/>\nDostdan, a\u015finadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6nm\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259bn\u0259m\u0259 yaz s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259,<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi parla yerind\u0259!<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rin laciv\u0259rd \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\nGed\u0259n bu qov\u011fadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131n\u0131z, dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kimi,<br \/>\nDostlar bir c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kimi.<br \/>\nUzaqdan-uza\u011fa xam g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kimi<br \/>\nA\u011faran s\u0259hradan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259bi\u0259t varl\u0131d\u0131r, t\u0259bi\u0259t x\u0259sis,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fl\u0259d\u0259rk\u0259n onu, s\u0259n ey m\u00fch\u0259ndis,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 qart da\u015flara verdiyim bu hiss,<br \/>\nBu inc\u0259 m\u0259nadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Bir yanda t\u0259rlanlar, dumanl\u0131 da\u011flar,<br \/>\nBir yanda k\u0259klikl\u0259r, ayna bulaqlar,<br \/>\nBir yanda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli ba\u011flar,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu tama\u015fadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat dedikl\u0259ri bu ke\u00e7m\u0259ke\u015fd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259, qan\u0131mda yanan at\u0259\u015fd\u0259n,<br \/>\nGec\u0259d\u0259n, g\u00fcnd\u00fczd\u0259n, aydan, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu \u0259ngin f\u0259zadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Qar\u015f\u0131mda dal\u011fal\u0131 d\u0259rin bir \u00fcmman,<br \/>\n\u00dcmman\u0131 sars\u0131d\u0131r bir ac\u0131 tufan,<br \/>\nB\u0259yaz k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259ri bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k yapan<br \/>\n\u015eeird\u0259n, x\u00fclyadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Ulduzlar fikrimin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011fban\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nBulud x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131n kar\u0131van\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nS\u0259ma ki, hissimin a\u015fiyan\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nB\u00f6yl\u0259 bir s\u0259madan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Mehriban sevgilim qar\u015f\u0131mda durdu,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u015fairliyim ba\u015f\u0131ma vurdu,<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259cnun k\u00f6n\u00fcl maraqla sordu:<br \/>\n-Bu sa\u00e7\u0131 leyladan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259zan ac\u0131s\u0131na edib t\u0259h\u0259mm\u00fcl,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcn k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcl,<br \/>\n\u2013 H\u0259yat, h\u0259yat!- dey\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r k\u00f6n\u00fcl.<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n, sevdadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ald\u0131n a\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yeni hissl\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nEy cavan q\u0259l\u0259mim, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 b\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nA dostlar, s\u00f6yl\u0259yin, m\u0259n bu h\u00fcn\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu t\u0259bi valadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00dcr\u0259k<\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n onun e\u015fqil\u0259, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259til\u0259<br \/>\nVurmad\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa, \u00fcr\u0259yim.<br \/>\nSevgi h\u0259d\u0259fin\u0259 ni\u015fan alanda<br \/>\nD\u0259ydimi oxlar\u0131n da\u015fa, \u00fcr\u0259yim?!<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi d\u0259ryas\u0131nda ruhum bir ada,<br \/>\nF\u0131rt\u0131nam ziyada, dal\u011fam ziyada,<br \/>\nO ell\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yada,<br \/>\nAz qal\u0131r x\u0259yal\u0131m \u015fa\u015fa, \u00fcr\u0259yim!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n can\u0131 canandan ayr\u0131 tutmad\u0131n,<br \/>\nOdur ki, v\u0259fas\u0131z deyildir ad\u0131n.<br \/>\nO, s\u0259ni unutdu, s\u0259n unutmad\u0131n,<br \/>\nYa\u015fa, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim, ya\u015fa, \u00fcr\u0259yim!<\/p>\n<p><b>M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/b><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ki, bilm\u0259z idim n\u0259dir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t.<br \/>\nBu sirri s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 anlatmad\u0131nm\u0131?<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fmayan \u015fair k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b oynatmad\u0131nm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ki, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 deyib b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n<br \/>\nPe\u015f\u0259m z\u00f6vq almaqd\u0131 bir \u015fux dilb\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq g\u0259zib,dolan\u0131b h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimi s\u0131xma\u011fa can atmad\u0131nm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Min hicran k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc alanda \u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nZ\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259 hal\u0131ma yanmad\u0131n bel\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u00fc\u015ffiqin q\u0259lbini tez al\u0131b \u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nOnu r\u00f6yalardan oyatmad\u0131nm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p><b>Ya\u015fa k\u00f6n\u00fcl!<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Ah, bu uzun s\u0435vda yolu<br \/>\nVurulurmu ba\u015fa, \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl!<br \/>\nNi\u015fan ald\u0131m, \u043aaman atd\u0131m,<br \/>\nD\u0259ydi o\u0445um da\u015fa, \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl!<\/p>\n<p>Bir od d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc buluduna,<br \/>\nYand\u0131 \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl \u0435\u015fq oduna,<br \/>\nQald\u0131n hicran umuduna,<br \/>\n\u0415y q\u0131r\u0131lan \u015fi\u015f\u0259 \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl!<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rlansan, g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u0435nm\u0259zs\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu torpaqda s\u0435vinm\u0259zs\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m, s\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259zs\u0259n,<br \/>\nYa\u015fa, \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl, ya\u015fa, \u043a\u00f6n\u00fcl!<\/p>\n<p><b>Vaqif S\u018fM\u018fDO\u011eLU,<br \/>\nXalq \u015fairi<\/b><br \/>\n<i>(5 iyun 1939 \u2013 28 yanvar 2015)<\/i><\/p>\n<p><b>G\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah,<br \/>\nC\u0259sar\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 inamdan da g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131z var,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 mill\u0259t u\u011frunda, n\u0259 yurd u\u011frunda,<br \/>\nN\u0259 t\u00fcrkl\u00fck u\u011frunda, boz qurd u\u011frunda,<br \/>\nSevdal\u0131 faci\u0259, xo\u015f d\u0259rd u\u011frunda<br \/>\nF\u0259lak\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn bax, g\u00f6r d\u00fcnya n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolmu\u015f.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r olacaq, g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r olmu\u015f,<br \/>\nYalanla, \u015f\u0259rabla, q\u0259ml\u0259 yo\u011frulmu\u015f<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy arts\u0131n dirim\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6y\u0259n.<br \/>\nHal\u0131ma a\u011flay\u0131b dizin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259n,<br \/>\nBaxt\u0131n \u015fah\u0259 qalxan at\u0131 ki\u015fn\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259ad\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259ym\u0259, qoy q\u0259lbim\u0259 girsin bu ilan,<br \/>\nOnun z\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 indi can qurban,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn qanunlara meydan oxuyan<br \/>\nCinay\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy bu g\u00fcn sevinim, utan\u0131m sabah<br \/>\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n sin\u0259md\u0259n bu ah,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnaha batma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lib, ay Allah,<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259midir, saxlama m\u0259ni!<br \/>\n1996<\/p>\n<p><b>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir k\u00fcncd\u0259 x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n<br \/>\nA\u011flayacaqsanm\u0131 s\u0259n?<br \/>\nKimin xarabas\u0131nda<br \/>\nBir damla ya\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fla, qurban\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, \u04bbeyran\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nEvd\u0259 qonaqlar olsa,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b e\u015fikd\u0259 a\u011fla.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259, gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nYor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 a\u011fla.<br \/>\nQulaq asma al\u0259min<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 birc\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nDe, Vaqif \u00f6lm\u0259liydi,<br \/>\nG\u0259l \u00f6ld\u00fc na\u04bbaq yer\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nSoraq s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, olan\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, qalan\u0131m, a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm, a\u011fla\u2026<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nM\u0259zara b\u0259nz\u0259yir yax\u015f\u0131 insan\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259zar kimi<br \/>\nyaya, q\u0131\u015fa d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc,<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi dinm\u0259z.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259 az-az g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr yax\u015f\u0131 adam<br \/>\nild\u0259 bir-iki k\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 insan\u0131n yan\u0131nda<br \/>\nsusmaq olur<br \/>\no da dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131r he\u00e7 k\u0259si,<br \/>\nsirr alm\u0131r adamdan<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 insan da<br \/>\nbir yer\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131b<br \/>\nm\u0259zar kimi.<br \/>\nUzaqdan ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131na<br \/>\nb\u0259nz\u0259yir yax\u015f\u0131 insan<br \/>\nyax\u0131ndan a\u011fla\u015fmaya\u2026<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nKa\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<br \/>\n\u0130ki \u0259limin k\u00f6lg\u0259si.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 lap zil\u0259 qalx\u0131b<br \/>\nT\u0259kliyin yalquzaq s\u0259si&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Vaxtdan yaxa qurtarm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m saat ne\u00e7\u0259dir.<br \/>\nAy yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q, ulduzlar yox,<br \/>\nYaman \u00f6lm\u0259li gec\u0259dir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 var\u0131m var, n\u0259 barxanam<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr y\u00fck\u00fc ba\u011flama\u011fa.<br \/>\nAllah, m\u0259ni yar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 saxla a\u011flama\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Manera.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>5 iyun \u2013 Az\u0259rbaycanda \u015eairl\u0259r G\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u00a0M\u0259cra.az bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 5 iyunda anadan olan Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n iki b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairind\u0259n se\u00e7m\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feir t\u0259qdim edir. 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