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\u201cBir gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra deyirl\u0259r, \u0259limiz-aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z – y\u0259ni s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rimiz bizim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k etdikl\u0259rimiz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. \u018ftimiz \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k ax\u0131. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259tl\u0259r \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k, amma o B\u0259rd\u0259 yolundak\u0131 \u0259t \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k\u201d.<\/strong><\/div>\n
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\u00a0M\u0259cra.az \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin Oxu.Az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edirik.<\/div>\n
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– Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevgi n\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/div>\n
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– Sevgi… Ya\u015f ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 sevgiy\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t d\u0259yi\u015fir. M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lir ya\u015fl\u0131 adamlar\u0131n 17-20-30 ya\u015fa uy\u011fun sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yazma\u011f\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki o c\u00fcr sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda bir m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259dir. Sevgi d\u0259 el\u0259 insan h\u0259yat\u0131nda bir m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259dir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri zaman-zaman d\u0259yi\u015fib (\u015feirind\u0259n misran\u0131 misal \u00e7\u0259kir): \u201c\u0259vv\u0259l al\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u0259rdi \u0259lini, indi al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na\u201d. Bilirsinizmi, indi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131 al\u0131ndan daha \u015firindir. Bir var, insan\u0131 sevm\u0259k, bir d\u0259 var, sevginin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259k. M\u0259n insandan \u00e7ox, sevginin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevir\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u015fiq olma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015fiq olmaq daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. A\u015fiql\u0259ri d\u0259 sevir\u0259m, e\u015fqi d\u0259. Bir vaxt el\u0259 bilirdim ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm a\u015fiq olmal\u0131yam. \u00d6z\u00fcm a\u015fiq deyil\u0259ms\u0259, d\u00fcnyada e\u015fq yoxdur. Amma bel\u0259 deyilmi\u015f. D\u00fcnyada daha b\u00f6y\u00fck e\u015fql\u0259r var.<\/div>\n
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Zamanla bu n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim ki, sevgid\u0259, s\u0259n dem\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc yox, ikinci adam art\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn indi b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 d\u00fcnya ikiadaml\u0131q, sevginin \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 biradaml\u0131qd\u0131r. Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259zb\u0259r bildiyi bir deyim var: \u201c\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc adam art\u0131qd\u0131r!\u201d Bax\u0131n, ilk adamlar Ad\u0259m v\u0259 H\u0259vva olub. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, onlar\u0131n ilk c\u00fcml\u0259si el\u0259 \u201c\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc adam art\u0131qd\u0131r\u201d olub. V\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim n\u0259z\u0259rimd\u0259 Allah Yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini el\u0259 ikin\u0259f\u0259rlik yarad\u0131b. Amma adam say\u0131 artan kimi f\u0259sad yaran\u0131b. D\u00fcnyada ilk sava\u015f iki qarda\u015f – Habil v\u0259 Qabil aras\u0131nda ba\u015f verib. V\u0259 el\u0259 d\u00fcnyada ilk \u00f6l\u00fcm, ilk q\u0259tl d\u0259 ondan sonra ba\u015flay\u0131b. Qabil Habili, ehtimal olunur ki, heyvan\u0131n \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc il\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb. Ukrayna-Rusiya m\u00fcharib\u0259sini m\u0259n h\u0259min o iki qarda\u015f aras\u0131nda olan sava\u015fa b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m. Volodimir v\u0259 Vladimir, Habil v\u0259 Qabil –\u00a0 h\u0259r iki n\u00fcmun\u0259d\u0259 adlarda bir h\u0259rf f\u0259rqi var. Burada da insanlar\u0131n \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 (y\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar apar\u0131lmasa), heyvan \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si –\u00a0 silah i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, bu, sonsuza q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. Y\u0259ni Habill\u0259 Qabil aras\u0131nda da silah i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydi, \u00f6zl\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b bir raz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259ls\u0259ydil\u0259r, m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r, q\u0259tll\u0259r olmazd\u0131. Bunu da deyim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir, qarda\u015fl\u0131q m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 \u0259sl n\u00fcmun\u0259dir.<\/div>\n

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– B\u0259s sevgi niy\u0259 biradaml\u0131qd\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u00fcnya ikiadaml\u0131q, sevgi is\u0259 biradaml\u0131qd\u0131r. Bir adam dig\u0259rini sevirs\u0259, o da onu sevirs\u0259, \u00e7evrilir ona d\u00f6n\u00fcr v\u0259 onlar n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 bir adam olurlar.<\/p>\n

– \u201cS\u0259ni sevm\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 vacib i\u015fl\u0259rim var \u0259limd\u0259, amma yen\u0259 s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m…\u201d deyirsiniz \u015feirinizd\u0259. Sevm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa n\u0259 vacib i\u015finiz var ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0130nsan niy\u0259 sevir? Bunun \u00e7oxlu cavablar\u0131 var. Onlardan \u0259n a\u011flag\u0259lm\u0259z variant\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m – t\u0259nb\u0259lliyi. \u0130nsan sev\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 baxm\u0131r. Sevgiy\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr b\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131r. M\u0259nim d\u0259 variant\u0131m t\u0259nb\u0259llikdir. Sad\u0259c\u0259, sevm\u0259yim\u0259 b\u0259ra\u0259t qazand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam t\u0259nb\u0259lliyiml\u0259. \u201cD\u00fcnya evinin son m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259si h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir. Add\u0131m-add\u0131m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan oraya. \u018fg\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xa bils\u0259n… D\u00fcnya evinin dam\u0131 is\u0259 sevgidir. Oraya birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n qalxm\u0131rlar, g\u00f6yd\u0259n enirl\u0259r. O h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, \u201ct\u0259nb\u0259l\u0259m\u201d dem\u0259kd\u0259 haql\u0131yam. M\u0259n bu d\u00fcnya evinin dam\u0131na birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n qalxm\u0131ram, g\u00f6yd\u0259n enir\u0259m. Sev\u0259nl\u0259r oraya yuxar\u0131dan – g\u00f6yd\u0259n enirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcnyada yeddi not, yeddi r\u0259ng var. B\u0259s s\u00f6z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, biz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259r art\u0131q deyilib. S\u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259miz, bakir vaxtlar\u0131nda biz olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Klassikl\u0259r is\u0259 onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131ndan orta, ali v\u0259 \u0259n ali d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259, h\u0259r c\u00fcr formada istifad\u0259 edibl\u0259r. Bizim pay\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n is\u0259 istismar m\u00fcdd\u0259ti bitmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n istismara buraxmaqd\u0131r. \u0130nanm\u0131ram ki, biz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r istifad\u0259 olunmayan s\u00f6z qalm\u0131\u015f olsun. Bizim i\u015fimiz \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259rd\u0259n qat-qat a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. Biri var, h\u0259min o m\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 birinci s\u0259n gir\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n ki, h\u0259r yer q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yin ist\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, ondan yararlanasan. Bir d\u0259 var ki, h\u0259min o q\u0131z\u0131l m\u0259d\u0259ni art\u0131q s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r talan olunub. Harada is\u0259 k\u00fcncd\u0259-bucaqda, orada-burada talan\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259li \u00e7atmayan yerl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l qal\u0131b. S\u0259n gedib onu tapmal\u0131san. Ondan istifad\u0259 edib \u00fcz\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarmal\u0131san. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, bizim i\u015fimiz daha \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n

–<\/strong>\u00a0M\u00fcasir \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 yeni s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox rast g\u0259lirik. B\u0259z\u0259n qula\u011fa yat\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 el\u0259 yamaq kimi s\u0259sl\u0259nir v\u0259 sanki \u015feiri r\u0259vanl\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, el\u0259 n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r var ki, o m\u00fcasir s\u00f6zl\u0259r, sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00f6z yerini orada d\u00fczg\u00fcn tutmur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feir\u0259 oturmur, yamaq kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259nc\u0259, d\u00fcnyada el\u0259 s\u00f6z yoxdur ki, \u015feir\u0259 yatmas\u0131n. \u201cMetronun yayl\u0131 qap\u0131lar\u0131…\u201d – g\u00f6r\u00fcn \u018fli K\u0259rim metro s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l i\u015fl\u0259dib \u015feird\u0259. M\u0259n instaqram, karantin, vatsap, bax\u0131\u015f say\u0131 v\u0259 s. kimi m\u00fcasir s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015feirl\u0259rimd\u0259 istifad\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259ktub olur, SMS olmur? M\u0259ktub bug\u00fcnk\u00fc SMS-dir d\u0259. Niy\u0259 istifad\u0259 olunmas\u0131n ki?! \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fc \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259tirm\u0259k olar. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u0259nb\u0259yini h\u0259yatdan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda ba\u015f ver\u0259n prosesl\u0259r kimi, istifad\u0259 olunan s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata birba\u015fa siray\u0259t etm\u0259lidir. Obraz, \u0259g\u0259r s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259, qaba dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsa, t\u0259bii ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u00e7\u0131 onu el\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259lidir. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 m\u00f6vzular\u0131nda yaz\u0131rsa. Real m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim \u201cz\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, k\u0259nara durun, siz\u0259 \u201cQrad\u201d at\u0131ram\u201d demir. B\u00fct\u00fcn hirsi, q\u0259z\u0259bi v\u0259 hikk\u0259si il\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n ifad\u0259ni deyir, s\u00f6y\u00fcr, t\u0259hqir edir, bombas\u0131n\u0131 da at\u0131r. Ernest Heminquey deyirdi ki, rus dilind\u0259 fit \u00e7alma\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259yin \u0259v\u0259zi yoxdur. Adam m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb, h\u0259rbi jurnalist olub. O da bunu deyir. Amma m\u0259qam\u0131nda v\u0259 yerind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dilm\u0259lidir b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259r. \u018fd\u0259biyyat ustal\u0131q t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n bir sah\u0259dir. S\u00f6z \u0259ld\u0259 silahd\u0131r, ist\u0259nil\u0259n anda partlada bil\u0259rik. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, s\u00f6zd\u0259n qorxmayan adamlar var, ondan nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, s\u00f6z\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tli v\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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– \u018fd\u0259bi t\u0259nqidd\u0259n indi \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. \u018fsas\u0259n, \u015fair v\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar naraz\u0131l\u0131q edirl\u0259r. Sizc\u0259, bu n\u0259 il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dard\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u0259nqidi indi \u00e7ox t\u0259nqid edirl\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, t\u0259nqidi bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259nqid etm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyil. T\u0259nqidin g\u00fcnah\u0131 varsa, bu, q\u0259zet, jurnal redaktorlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131d\u0131r. Biz t\u0259nqid\u00e7iy\u0259 el\u0259 qonorar verm\u0259liyik ki, o prosesi inc\u0259l\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 maraql\u0131 olsun. H\u0259min qonorar\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 olacaq da. T\u0259nqid\u00e7iy\u0259 na\u015fir normal qonorar verm\u0259lidir ki, al, bu kitab\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, na\u015firl\u0259r t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mirl\u0259r. Onlara o q\u0259d\u0259r az qonorar verilir ki… T\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259 (t\u0259bii ki, ham\u0131s\u0131ndan s\u00f6hb\u0259t getmir) pul x\u0259trin\u0259 kimis\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir, kimis\u0259 pisl\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bilirsiniz, m\u0259n n\u0259 t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259ri q\u0131nay\u0131ram, n\u0259 d\u0259 pul verib onlara t\u0259nqid ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda t\u0259rif yazd\u0131ranlar\u0131. T\u0259nqid\u00e7i \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kpulu qazan\u0131r. Haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131lanlar da bel\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olurlar. Biz durdu\u011fumuz yerd\u0259n baxanda biz\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259lir. Amma b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 olanlar biz\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r. Deyirl\u0259r ki, bunlardan yaz\u0131 yazan da yoxdur, pullar\u0131 da yoxdur, h\u0259l\u0259 bir bizi d\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nmirl\u0259r. Onlardan biri s\u00f6hb\u0259t zaman\u0131 dedi ki, m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcr. Y\u0259ni onlar \u0259g\u0259r bununla xo\u015fb\u0259xt olurlarsa, buraxaq, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olsunlar. Adam\u0131n ill\u0259rl\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259si pasportuna \u00e7evrilm\u0259yibs\u0259, bir obraz, bir xarakter yarada bilm\u0259yibs\u0259, n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n?! Amma sevinirl\u0259r ki, sonuncu kitab\u0131m 347 s\u0259hif\u0259dir. Adamlar h\u0259l\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259li adamlar\u0131 k\u00f6k, istedadl\u0131 adamlar\u0131n kitab\u0131n\u0131 qal\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. Adam k\u00f6kd\u00fcrs\u0259, v\u0259zif\u0259 ona yara\u015f\u0131r. Kitab\u0131 qal\u0131nd\u0131rsa, dem\u0259li, istedadl\u0131d\u0131r da, yaz\u0131b.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda istedadl\u0131, istedads\u0131z yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 yoxdur. Pullu v\u0259 pulsuz yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 var. Kitab \u00e7\u0131xarmaq,\u00a0 PR i\u015fl\u0259ri, xarici dill\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259, t\u0259nqid v\u0259 s. \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pul laz\u0131md\u0131r. Amma t\u0259nqid\u00e7iy\u0259 pul verib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. Bilirsinizmi, \u0259d\u0259biyyat X\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259nizi kimi bir yerdir. Ona zibil atsan, m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00e7\u0131xaracaq sahil\u0259. \u018fd\u0259biyyatda g\u0259r\u0259k da\u015f kimi olasan. Atasan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259, batasan dib\u0259 v\u0259 bir d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmayasan. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 yosun bass\u0131n. M\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyata da\u015f kimi\u00a0d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

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– Bu g\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyatda olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn istedada ehtiyac varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Akademik Azad Mirz\u0259canzad\u0259nin bir yax\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131: \u201cBir qa\u015f\u0131q istedad v\u0259 bir vedr\u0259 h\u0259yas\u0131zl\u0131q laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f populyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n formulu budur\u201d. Azad m\u00fc\u0259llim bunu dey\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 istedad bir qa\u015f\u0131q idi. Amma indi n\u0259inki istedad, he\u00e7 qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yoxdur. Ancaq bir vedr\u0259 h\u0259yas\u0131zl\u0131q var.<\/p>\n

– Deyirl\u0259r, indi oxucu say\u0131 \u00e7ox azd\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n oxucumdan \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i deyil\u0259m. B\u0259li, onlar azd\u0131rlar. Amma m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feydirl\u0259r. M\u0259nim oxucular\u0131m h\u0259m \u015fairdir, h\u0259m yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r, h\u0259m redaktordur, h\u0259m korrektordur, h\u0259m t\u0259nqid\u00e7idir. M\u0259n, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7oxluqlar\u0131n \u0259leyhin\u0259y\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, oxucunun azl\u0131\u011f\u0131-\u00e7oxlu\u011fu problem deyil. \u018fsas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 – keyfiyy\u0259tli oxucu qazanmaqd\u0131r. B\u0259z\u0259n bunu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli kimi qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirirl\u0259r. Qoy el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcnl\u0259r. Amma bu bel\u0259 deyil. \u201cYouTube\u201dda 400 milyon bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 olan az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u201cifa\u00e7\u0131\u201d var. Amma R\u0259\u015fid Behbudovun \u201cPay\u0131z\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u0259min platformada bax\u0131\u015f say\u0131 min y\u00fcz n\u0259f\u0259rdir. H\u0259min o min y\u00fcz adam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259k olar. \u00c7ox az da \u015f\u0259rh yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Bilirsiniz n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259? M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ist\u0259dim \u015f\u0259rh yaz\u0131m, amma yaza bilm\u0259dim. O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ldir ki, adam yazma\u011fa s\u00f6z d\u0259 tapm\u0131r. Y\u0259ni o azl\u0131q qorxulu deyil. Burada \u0259sas keyfiyy\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n

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– N\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Qaraba\u011fa gedirdik. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f qrupunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri idim. Yevlax-B\u0259rd\u0259 yolunda \u0259t sat\u0131rd\u0131lar. Dedim, el\u0259 buradan al\u0131m, \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerd\u0259 verib bi\u015firtdirib, yey\u0259rik. \u018fti alanda sat\u0131c\u0131 dedi ki, olar, bir az art\u0131q \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259siniz, bu \u0259td\u0259n m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm?! M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Dedim, heyvan s\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r, onu s\u0259n sat\u0131rsan. Dedi ki, m\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 min manat (1990-c\u0131 ill\u0259rin m\u0259z\u0259nn\u0259si il\u0259) al\u0131ram, onu da \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 verir\u0259m. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, o m\u0259ni aldad\u0131r. Verm\u0259dim. Bir gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra deyirl\u0259r, \u0259limiz-aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z – y\u0259ni s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rimiz bizim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k etdikl\u0259rimiz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. \u018ftimiz \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k ax\u0131. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259tl\u0259r \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k, amma o B\u0259rd\u0259 yolundak\u0131 \u0259t \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. O m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni al\u0131b o adama verm\u0259din. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, do\u011frudan da, bu, min manat pul al\u0131rsa, n\u0259 ets\u0259 d\u0259, evin\u0259 \u0259t ala bilm\u0259z. Amma m\u0259n\u0259 orada el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, o adam m\u0259ni h\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir. \u0130ndi d\u0259 oturmu\u015fam, hesab g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Adamlar\u0131 tan\u0131ya bilirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n adamlar\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131ram. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb salamla\u015fanda, \u0259l ver\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nfi v\u0259 ya m\u00fcsb\u0259t enerjini hiss edir\u0259m. O enerji m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259n g\u0259lir. V\u0259 deyim ki, m\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259s edir.<\/p>\n

– Bilir\u0259m ki, futbola mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131z var. Futbolla ba\u011fl\u0131 arzunuz varm\u0131 he\u00e7?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0130spaniyada, Madridin \u201cSantyaqo-Bernabeu\u201d stadionunda qap\u0131ya top vurmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdim. \u00c7ox \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir. Amma bo\u015f qap\u0131 olsun ki, vura bilim. Qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olsa, y\u00fcz faiz tutacaq, qol vura bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cBir gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra deyirl\u0259r, \u0259limiz-aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z – y\u0259ni s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rimiz bizim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k etdikl\u0259rimiz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. \u018ftimiz \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k ax\u0131. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259tl\u0259r… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":27844,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27843","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27843"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27843\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27845,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27843\/revisions\/27845"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/27844"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27843"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27843"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27843"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}