{"id":27826,"date":"2024-04-05T20:32:44","date_gmt":"2024-04-05T16:32:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=27826"},"modified":"2024-04-05T20:32:44","modified_gmt":"2024-04-05T16:32:44","slug":"isd%c9%99n-d%c9%99-x%c9%99b%c9%99r-alarsan-yerind%c9%99-yoxdu-dey%c9%99ll%c9%99r-salam-sarvanin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=27826","title":{"rendered":"“\u0130\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r alarsan, \u00abyerind\u0259 yoxdu\u00bb dey\u0259ll\u0259r\u2026”-Salam Sarvan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"
\u00a0M\u0259cra.az m\u00fcasir Az\u0259rbaycan poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si Salam Sarvan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/b><\/i><\/div>\n

M\u018fN G\u018fL\u018fR OLMADIM, YOLU QAR\u015eILA<\/b><\/p>\n

Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda imza yeri bo\u015f \u2013
\nedam f\u0259rman\u0131d\u0131, qollamaq olmur.
\nNifr\u0259t el\u0259diyin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da
\nbir add\u0131mdan uzaq tullamaq olmur.<\/p>\n

Dayan bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, bir “yox” de m\u0259n\u0259,
\nh\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxuma girib yatan q\u0131z.
\nAdam\u0131 arxadan g\u0259lib \u00f6t\u0259rl\u0259r,
\nay m\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131dan g\u0259lib \u00f6t\u0259n q\u0131z.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bu q\u0131\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k\u2026
\nBizi qar \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r, dolu qar\u015f\u0131lar.
\nBu da ki sonuncu teleqram\u0131m:
\nm\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r olmad\u0131m, yolu qar\u015f\u0131la.<\/p>\n

H\u00d6R\u00dcY\u00dcN \u018fL\u0130MD\u018f T\u018fSBEH \u018fV\u018fZ\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n

H\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcn \u0259limd\u0259 t\u0259sbeh \u0259v\u0259zi\u2026
\n\u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 duam\u0131 oxudum, ay\u0131l.
\nS\u0259nin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259
\nt\u0259rsin\u0259 yozulmu\u015f yuxudu, ay\u0131l.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi s\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7in he\u00e7 n\u0259 deyils\u0259n,
\nindi n\u0259 d\u0259rdims\u0259n, n\u0259 n\u0259\u015f\u0259m, qad\u0131n!
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sevmir\u0259m, s\u0259nin qoynuna
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 girmi\u015f\u0259m, qad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 gizli-gizli ovuram s\u0259ni,
\ngah da\u015f da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram, gah qum at\u0131ram .
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni atm\u0131ram, s\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011fa
\n\u00f6mr\u00fcm uzunluqda la\u011f\u0131m at\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

BA\u011eI\u015eLA, OTA\u011eIM T\u00d6R-TOK\u00dcNT\u00dcD\u00dc<\/b><\/p>\n

Yuvam dimdiyimd\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259\u2026
\nS\u0259nsiz yer d\u0259 yoxdu, d\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259
\nG\u0259l e, g\u0259l q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b q\u0131ra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f
\no qol buda\u011f\u0131mdan meyv\u0259 d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m ke\u00e7irim hans\u0131 hal\u0131n\u0131 \u2013
\nOynay\u0131m toyuna, bat\u0131m yas\u0131na?..
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131b c\u0131r\u0131ram,
\nc\u0131r\u0131b tullay\u0131ram\u2026 po\u00e7t qutusuna.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\ng\u00f6r he\u00e7 soru\u015fursan, n\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fcd\u00fc?
\nS\u0259nli xatir\u0259l\u0259r da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b ev\u0259 \u2013
\nba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ota\u011f\u0131m t\u00f6r-tok\u00fcnt\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

BU G\u00dcN VAXTIM YOXDU, BU G\u00dcN \u00d6L\u00dcR\u018fM<\/b><\/p>\n

Yaran\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc t\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn –
\nindi bu yaradan axan qand\u0131 su.
\nD\u0259rdin doquzuncu m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259
\nbizim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 saatnand\u0131 su.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni nec\u0259 at\u0131m, nec\u0259, bilmir\u0259m –
\nbir z\u0259rs\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n he\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259.
\n\u015e\u0259klini asd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0131x qal\u0131b ancaq
\nsin\u0259 divar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki t\u0259r\u0259fin var \u2013 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, dilin:
\nbu i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259ndi, o da it h\u00fcr\u0259n\u2026
\nG\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259nn\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259,
\nbu g\u00fcn vaxt\u0131m yoxdu, bu g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u018fN\u0130 VURMA\u011eA DA QALXMAZ \u018fLL\u018fR\u0130M<\/b><\/p>\n

Buludlar tozdurmu bel\u0259 qopular
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n yol ke\u00e7ib axd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n?…
\n\u0130lahi, indic\u0259 bir g\u00fcl \u00e7\u0131xacaq
\nda\u011f \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni vurma\u011fa da qalxmaz \u0259ll\u0259rim
\nat\u0131lsa \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259\u00e7\u0259k tell\u0259rin\u2026
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n v\u0259fal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f s\u0259nin yollar\u0131n \u2013
\nh\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7irl\u0259r baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u018fh\u2026 birin bilirs\u0259n s\u0259n d\u0259, birin yox \u2013
\ndaha y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram, he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259rin yox\u2026
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki tutma\u011fa \u00f6zg\u0259 yerim yox,
\ntutdum y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fa qorxdu\u011fum yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u018fL GED\u018fK OTURUB SAATA BAXAQ<\/b><\/p>\n

Neynirdim bu boyda \u00f6mr\u00fc ilahi,
\nbu boyda y\u0131rt\u0131q yox bu yamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026
\nBir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nca \u00f6m\u00fcr ver\u0259ydin \u2013
\no da ki g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qapamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ki G\u00dcN\u00dcN gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7isiydim,
\nniy\u0259 basd\u0131 yuxu, nooldu yatd\u0131m?..
\nBir uzaq yol g\u0259ldi bu baxt m\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n,
\no da g\u0259l\u0259n kimi yoruldu yatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6nd\u00fcr ekranlar\u0131, ta bundan bel\u0259
\nn\u0259 film\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki h\u0259yata baxaq.
\nDeyirl\u0259r saatda yax\u015f\u0131 vaxt gedir \u2013
\ng\u0259l ged\u0259k oturub saata baxaq.<\/p>\n

B\u0130R QURTUM SU VER\u0130N<\/b><\/p>\n

Yazmaq – q\u0259l\u0259m kimi yonulmaqd\u0131 da,
\nyonulub ka\u011f\u0131zdan yuxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram\u2026
\nQara g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r kir kimi m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nyuyunub be\u015f ar\u015f\u0131n a\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k, n\u0259 i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u2013
\nbir qurtum su verin t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026
\nS\u0259nin ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nsin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00d6z \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qo\u015fun g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n \u015faham\u2026
\nYell\u0259r d\u0259 qo\u015fuldu m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n aha\u2026
\nS\u0259ni axtarma\u011fa gedir\u0259m daha \u2013
\nta m\u0259n d\u0259 bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

\u00d6L\u018fS\u018fN B\u0130R D\u00dc\u015eM\u018fN SEV\u0130ND\u0130R\u018fS\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcb y\u0131x\u0131lasan y\u0131x\u0131landa da\u2026
\nSalx\u0131m buzlar kimi s\u0131n\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n\u2026
\nDeyirl\u0259r torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131 soyuqdu,
\nnola, q\u0259brin\u0259 d\u0259 yan\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin tavana d\u0259yib – qay\u0131da,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yin atlan\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259\u2026
\nSal\u0131b itir\u0259s\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,
\nancaq etibarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259s\u0259n bir d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n sevindir\u0259s\u0259n,
\nard\u0131nca bar\u0131 bir \u00absa\u011f ol\u00bbun ola \u2026
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qapaya bir q\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259ri \u2013
\nbu, s\u0259nin ilk qad\u0131n s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n ola!<\/p>\n

QOLLARIM G\u00d6YL\u018fRD\u018f KOR A\u011eACIDI<\/b><\/p>\n

Ya ov\u00e7u \u0259lind\u0259n, ya qu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndan –
\nkim dey\u0259r hans\u0131ndan t\u0259l\u0259 dart\u0131l\u0131r?..
\nOnun\u00e7un d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr ki yerin\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259,
\nh\u0259r \u015fey bu d\u00fcnyada bel\u0259 dart\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ax, bu qara baxt\u0131n o a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc alt\u0131nda q\u0131z\u0131l taclar\u0131n\u2026
\nYel \u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi bu a\u011faclar\u0131,
\nyarpaqlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri yel\u0259 dart\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcm sevdas\u0131ndan bar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n\u2026
\nQollar\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 kor a\u011fac\u0131d\u0131\u2026
\nK\u0259ndiri rezinmi\u015f dar a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131n –
\nb\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131ma, h\u0259l\u0259 dart\u0131l\u0131r!..<\/p>\n

YA\u015e YOR\u011eUN G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130N T\u018fR\u0130D\u0130\u2026<\/b><\/p>\n

Yuxu d\u0259rman\u0131ym\u0131\u015f i\u00e7imd\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259r –
\nudub bu g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 yatd\u0131m bir t\u0259h\u0259r\u2026
\nG\u00fcn d\u00f6yd\u00fc, qap\u0131 t\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r,
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r i\u015f\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fck baxt\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259ridi\u2026
\nYa\u015f \u2013 yor\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin axan t\u0259ridi\u2026
\nD\u00fcnya \u2013 alt\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fck \u00fcst\u00fc d\u0259ridi,
\nbiz d\u0259 bu b\u0259d\u0259nin bo\u015fuq i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259m \u2013 barmaqlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda t\u0259tik\u2026
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn dax\u0131l\u0131nda h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir q\u0259pik\u2026
\nTorpaq yeyir bizi bi\u015fdik – bi\u015fm\u0259dik,
\ngedirik bir taxta qa\u015f\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

QORXUT U\u015eA\u011eINI SALAM \u018fM\u0130YN\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n

Sanc\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 oxun itisi \u2013
\nhay\u0131f pozdu k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fcn\u2026
\nArzum yox, pulum yox, n\u0259zir qutusu
\nm\u0259n n\u0259 niyy\u0259t tutum, n\u0259 sal\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259?…<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim\u0259m xalat\u0131m k\u0259f\u0259n, q\u0259m iyn\u0259m,
\nqorxut u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Salam \u0259miyn\u0259n\u2026
\nQollar\u0131m ba\u011flan\u0131b qopuz simiyn\u0259n,
\nh\u0259\u0259, \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259n q\u0131z, n\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Bo\u011fulub \u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m, bat\u0131b gedir\u0259m\u2026
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259sa t\u0259k tutub gedir\u0259m\u2026
\nS\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik at\u0131b gedir\u0259m,
\ni\u015fdi d\u00f6n\u0259r olsam, n\u0259 al\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

31 YA\u015eIN \u015eER\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n

T\u0259k\u0259m lap otuzbir r\u0259q\u0259mi kimi.
\nYel \u0259sir \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n titr\u0259yir qap\u0131m.
\nBir stol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam, s\u00fcfr\u0259min \u00fcst\u0259
\nbirc\u0259 qab \u00e7at\u0131\u015fm\u0131r \u2013 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b qab\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Vaxt ax\u0131r, otuzbir ya\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131
\naram-aram d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259.
\nEl\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m, O da yoxdu ki,
\ng\u0259lib \u018fLL\u018fR\u0130N\u0130 s\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 kiray\u0259 evin yiy\u0259si
\nyen\u0259 \u00abqula\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00bb burur saat\u0131n:
\n\u2013 Fikird\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ay\u0131lacaqsan,
\nay o\u011ful, ne\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 qurum saat\u0131?<\/p>\n

SAC \u00dcSTD\u018f QOVRULAN QAR D\u018fN\u018fS\u0130Y\u018fM<\/b><\/p>\n

Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u2026 bir il d\u0259 \u00f6td\u00fc noolsun?!..
\nBir azca t\u0259z\u0259y\u0259m, bir azca q\u0259dim.
\nAx, y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si kimi
\notuzbir ya\u015f\u0131 da, \u00abora d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Sac \u00fcst\u0259 qovrulan qar d\u0259n\u0259siy\u0259m,
\nBilmir\u0259m yayd\u0131m\u0131, ya q\u0131\u015fm\u0131 indi.
\nAllah, m\u0259n i\u00e7imi yedim qutard\u0131m,
\nbu d\u0259ri s\u00fcfr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r indi.<\/p>\n

Atsana bu a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7\u0259kiyl\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nyar\u0131 ruh – yar\u0131 can b\u00f6l\u00fcb atsana.
\nBu yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259min altdan
\nbir lopa pal\u00e7\u0131q t\u0259k silib atsana.<\/p>\n

M\u018fN A\u011eI DEM\u018fY\u0130N BO\u015eBO\u011eAZIYAM<\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n dad\u0131m\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b \u2013
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n duzludu, qar\u0131n \u015fit d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr?!..
\nBir a\u00e7ar da d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z a\u00e7a qap\u0131n\u0131,
\namma ba\u011flama\u011fa h\u0259r kilid d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 nazilmi\u015f\u0259m, qu\u015f bo\u011faz\u0131yam\u2026
\nB\u00fcst\u00fcn q\u0259h\u0259r tutmu\u015f da\u015f bo\u011faz\u0131yam..
\nM\u0259n a\u011f\u0131 dem\u0259yin bo\u015fbo\u011faz\u0131yam,
\n\u00e7\u0259n\u0259min alt\u0131na y\u00fcz meyid d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Dil \u00f6yr\u0259n v\u0259siyy\u0259t dem\u0259y\u0259, qa\u011fa\u2026
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr qullu\u011funa m\u0259ni \u00aba\u011f\u00bb a\u011fam\u2026
\nGedir\u0259m \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb s\u00fcm\u00fck olma\u011fa,
\ng\u00f6r ha, dal\u0131mca da bir ac it d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

DARIXMA, D\u00dcZ\u018fLM\u018fY\u018fC\u018fK<\/b><\/p>\n

N\u0259 qalan kimi qal\u0131ram,
\nn\u0259 gedir\u0259m ged\u0259n kimi.
\nBir yek\u0259p\u0259r \u00d6l\u00fcm g\u0259zir
\nyan\u0131mda Cang\u00fcd\u0259n kimi.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259li oluram,
\nq\u0131lan yox \u0259lac ba\u015f\u0131ma:
\ng\u00f6vd\u0259sind\u0259n d\u0131rma\u015f\u0131ram
\ny\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Ya s\u00f6k, ya tik, n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var,
\nbu daxma d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\nG\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verim:
\ndar\u0131xma, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

* * *
\nBudaq t\u00f6k\u00fcb bar\u0131n\u0131
\nbir quru \u00e7omaq qal\u0131b.
\nH\u0259r yer solub \u015f\u0259kild\u0259,
\nt\u0259kc\u0259 sa\u00e7lar a\u011f qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Son add\u0131m idi, at\u0131b
\nta dayand\u0131m h\u0259yatda:
\naxx, qald\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik
\nizim aya\u011f\u0131m altda.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n yolunda
\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoydum yatd\u0131m.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yuxum g\u0259lmir,
\nsonacan sayd\u0131m yatd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259n kims\u0259n bel\u0259
\nqar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirs\u0259n.
\nBir vaxt Tanr\u0131 g\u0259lirdin,
\nindi Tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

DEY\u0130R\u018fM Q\u00dcRB\u018fTD\u018fN\u018fM<\/b><\/p>\n

Noolsun bu v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259m,
\nnoolsun bu k\u0259ndd\u0259n\u0259m.
\nSoru\u015furlar haral\u0131san,
\ndeyir\u0259m Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu ruh bu cannan \u0259lbirdi,
\nbu s\u00fcm\u00fck bu d\u0259riyn\u0259n\u2026
\nGed\u0259n \u00f6mr\u0259 \u018fL el\u0259yir
\nsaat \u00f6z K\u018fFK\u0130R\u0130YN\u018fN.<\/p>\n

Bir a\u011f\u0131r q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck
\nbir g\u00fcnd\u0259, bir saatda \u2013
\nKimi ma\u015f\u0131n altda qald\u0131,
\nkimi Allah\u0131n altda.<\/p>\n

AY NARAHAT, DARIXMA<\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim yolayr\u0131c\u0131md\u0131n,
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n y\u00fcz yana d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.
\nGah sa\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, gah sola
\nv\u0259 bir g\u00fcn sona d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

A\u011fla g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nla yu \u2013
\nsif\u0259tini a\u011f saxla\u2026
\nM\u0259ni dilinin ucunda
\ndi\u015find\u0259n uzaq saxla.<\/p>\n

Ay m\u0259nsiz d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n,
\nay narahat, dar\u0131xma.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6y \u2013
\nba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qat, dar\u0131xma.<\/p>\n

B\u0130R D\u018fQ\u0130Q\u018fL\u0130K S\u00dcKUTNAN<\/b><\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259rik, do\u011fmam,
\nbasd\u0131rarlar bizl\u0259ri d\u0259.
\nBir d\u0259qiq\u0259lik s\u00fckutnan
\nsusdurarlar bizl\u0259ri d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz sonsuz uzaq,
\nq\u0259brimiz yana\u015f\u0131 olar.
\nD\u00fcnyada t\u0259k bizd\u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr
\nikic\u0259 ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131 olar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259brimiz \u00fcst\u0259 ot bit\u0259r,
\nyarpaq ke\u00e7\u0259r aram\u0131zdan.
\nAram\u0131zdan su da ke\u00e7mir,
\ntorpaq ke\u00e7\u0259r aram\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n

ATANDA B\u0130R BAXAYDIN DA\u2026<\/b><\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259ni axtararsan,
\nm\u0259nd\u0259n gen d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sevdiyim.
\nNa\u011f\u0131ldan sonra alma t\u0259k
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sevdiyim.<\/p>\n

Axtararsan, axtararsan
\ntapa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n s\u0259n m\u0259ni.
\nAtanda bir baxayd\u0131n da
\nhayana atm\u0131san m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r alarsan,
\n\u00abyerind\u0259 yoxdu\u00bb dey\u0259ll\u0259r\u2026
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc divardan as\u0131b
\nharasa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u2013 dey\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u018fN D\u018f G\u018fL GET C\u018fZANI AL<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7-\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 eyl\u0259y\u0259r?…
\nN\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcz el\u0259mir.
\nDurub deyirs\u0259n, ay Allah,
\nb\u0259 niy\u0259 doqquz el\u0259mir?<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l get c\u0259zan\u0131 al \u2013
\ns\u0259n d\u0259 qo\u015ful ham\u0131m\u0131za:
\nTanr\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00f6km\u00fc k\u0259sib
\ndo\u011fulmaq g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131za.<\/p>\n

Ha \u00e7alsan q\u0259mgin havalar
\nq\u0259mi oynatmaz, ay u\u015faq.
\nAdam g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259
\ng\u0259mi oynatmaz, ay u\u015faq<\/p>\n

D\u00dcN\u018fN TOYUMDA \u0130D\u0130M<\/b><\/p>\n

Neyn\u0259k, i\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib,
\nolan-olub, deyirl\u0259r\u2026
\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259
\ng\u00f6r\u0259n olub, deyirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Gir tabutum alt\u0131na \u2013
\n\u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259\u2026
\nQan\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259p \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u2013
\n\u0259tirl\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

T\u0259ki kefin k\u00f6k olsun,
\nm\u0259nim zal\u0131m sevdiyim\u2026
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n TOYUMDA idim \u2013
\nyerin m\u0259lum, sevdiyim.<\/p>\n

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