{"id":15266,"date":"2023-02-07T22:13:39","date_gmt":"2023-02-07T18:13:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=15266"},"modified":"2023-02-07T22:18:53","modified_gmt":"2023-02-07T18:18:53","slug":"olm%c9%99yim-m%c9%99n%c9%99-dusm%c9%99di-usta-veys%c9%99lin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=15266","title":{"rendered":"“\u00d6lm\u0259yim m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di…”-Usta Veys\u0259lin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u00a0M\u0259cra.az \u015fair Usta Veys\u0259lin \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bal ar\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n

\u0130yn\u0259si kor\u015fal\u0131b bal ar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

daha \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bal ala bilmir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yan\u0131r hal\u0131na ana ar\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, d\u0259rdini balalar bilmir…<\/p>\n

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V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259, \u201c\u0259libo\u015f\u201d qay\u0131dan ar\u0131n\u0131 ana ar\u0131 yuvaya buraxm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u015eana-\u015fana p\u0259t\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

p\u0259t\u0259k dolusu bal\u0131n,<\/p>\n

baldan \u015firin balan var…<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131n olsun, ana ar\u0131,<\/p>\n

n\u0259yin \u00e7at\u0131\u015fm\u0131r ax\u0131,<\/p>\n

n\u0259d\u0259n ehtiyac\u0131n var?<\/p>\n

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Yet\u0259r…<\/p>\n

D\u0131z\u0131ldama\u011f\u0131 burax.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259h\u0259rini buraxma.<\/p>\n

\u0130yn\u0259ni yaxana tax,<\/p>\n

otur arvadl\u0131q el\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Dur ev\u0259-e\u015fiy\u0259 bax \u2013<\/p>\n

y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, p\u0259t\u0259y\u0259 bax;<\/p>\n

a\u00e7- b\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

b\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 bax;<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x,<\/p>\n

e\u015fiy\u0259 bax \u0259rin qay\u0131dar i\u015fd\u0259n \u2013<\/p>\n

ar\u0131n qay\u0131dar i\u015fd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

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\u0130yn\u0259si kor\u015fal\u0131b bal ar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

daha \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bal ala bilmir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yan\u0131r hal\u0131na ana ar\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, d\u0259rdini balalar bilmir.<\/p>\n

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May, 2011<\/p>\n

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T\u0259nhal\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri<\/p>\n

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Qap\u0131m d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr n\u0259di?…<\/p>\n

Y\u0259qin a\u011facd\u0259l\u0259ndi, –<\/p>\n

kim\u0259s\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259yir<\/p>\n

telefon dir\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Saat s\u0131f\u0131r \u00fc\u00e7 otuz.<\/p>\n

Kimdi bu vaxt\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Saniy\u0259 yeddi,<\/p>\n

s\u0259kkiz,<\/p>\n

doqquz…<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f ya\u015famaq…<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri oturub,<\/p>\n

saniy\u0259l\u0259ri saymaq…<\/p>\n

d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

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\u0130yun, 2002<\/p>\n

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\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcmd\u0259n sonra<\/p>\n

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\u00d6lm\u0259yim m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di \u2013<\/p>\n

meyitimd\u0259n bezdim, anam.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di;<\/p>\n

\u00f6ld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

Bils\u0259ydim \u00f6lm\u0259zdim, anam.<\/p>\n

Mart, 1996<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 salma m\u0259ni \u2013<\/p>\n

d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kil\u0259si d\u0259rd deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259 m\u0259nim \u2013<\/p>\n

yurd el\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259si yurd deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid evi deyil\u0259m,<\/p>\n

m\u0259nd\u0259n yolunu salma.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n art\u0131q ke\u00e7ilmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

yol\u00e7u, yolundan olma.<\/p>\n

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Yanvar, 1999<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra<\/p>\n

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A\u011f-qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin<\/p>\n

r\u0259ngli foto\u015f\u0259kili<\/p>\n

as\u0131lacaq yaxal\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

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… Bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yimin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l,<\/p>\n

\u0259n g\u00f6rk\u0259mli yerind\u0259<\/p>\n

da\u015f l\u00f6vh\u0259 as\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 orada yaz\u0131lacaq:<\/p>\n

\u201c Filank\u0259s filan ild\u0259, burada ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. \u201c<\/p>\n

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Avqust, 2008<\/p>\n

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\u00a0M\u0259cra.az \u015fair Usta Veys\u0259lin \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:   Bal ar\u0131s\u0131 \u0130yn\u0259si kor\u015fal\u0131b bal ar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n, daha \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bal ala bilmir. N\u0259 yan\u0131r hal\u0131na ana ar\u0131lar, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, d\u0259rdini balalar bilmir…… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15268,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15266","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15266","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15266"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15266\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15274,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15266\/revisions\/15274"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/15268"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}