\u015e\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir ruha
\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn edam\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n
M\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259nim balam, otur \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259k h\u0259llini.
\nSevgi haqda sual\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fa ver,
\nYa\u015f\u0131m \u00f6t\u00fcb min ildir ki, \u0259llini.<\/p>\n
– N\u0259 yaz\u0131rsan? Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m ortada,
\nN\u0259 yaz\u0131ram, Allah bilir bu sirri.
\n– Nec\u0259 olur da\u015f\u0131 de\u015fir damlalar,
\nA\u00e7\u0131q qal\u0131r indiy\u0259c\u0259n su sirri?<\/p>\n
…N\u0259yim varsa saxlam\u0131\u015fam \u015feird\u0259,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131, ac\u0131, itkimi.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcr dabanbasaraq, –
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131qlar \u015fans g\u00fcd\u00fcr it kimi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7at\u0131ld\u0131m\u0131 fikirl\u0259rin qa\u015flar\u0131,
\n\u015e\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir ruha s\u00f6z\u00fcn edam\u0131.
\nN\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131q – qazanc budu, sonras\u0131…
\nTa qorxutmur dar a\u011fac\u0131 adam\u0131.<\/p>\n
U\u00e7an qu\u015fun
\nsa\u011f qanad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma<\/b><\/p>\n
S\u0131n\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u00fc, vaxt \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc havay\u0131,
\nBu g\u00f6mr\u00fckd\u0259 s\u0131nan\u0131rd\u0131 inad\u0131m.
\nVizas\u0131n\u0131 alammad\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259tim,
\n“Bir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, bir baxt\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131nad\u0131m”.<\/p>\n
Gec\u0259nin d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131 kar imi\u015f,
\nM\u0259n susduqca e\u015fitm\u0259di he\u00e7 m\u0259ni.
\nYalvaras\u0131 deyildim ki, d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fcm,
\nQanan deyil, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r gec m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
Dil-doda\u011f\u0131 t\u0259pimi\u015fdi s\u0259brimin,
\nAt \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131 s\u00fckutumun a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131.
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131m anr\u0131dan,
\nQula\u011f\u0131mda anam\u0131n “G\u0259l” \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n
Bir s\u0259s boyu yolum qal\u0131r T\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131mda min yol gedib qay\u0131td\u0131m.
\nQ\u0259m \u00f6pd\u00fckc\u0259 inad\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nYalan yer\u0259 vaxt itirib say uddum.<\/p>\n
U\u00e7an qu\u015fun sa\u011f qanad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma…
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259r aram\u0131zdan qada\u011fa.
\nO t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n bir meh vurdu \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259,
\nD\u00f6z, a k\u0259ndim, can\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 sada\u011fa…<\/p>\n
Daha dey\u0259mmir\u0259m<\/b><\/p>\n
Daha dey\u0259mmir\u0259m qay\u0131d\u0131m geri,
\n\u00c7\u0131rman\u0131b k\u00fcl t\u00f6k\u00fcm, k\u0259ndd\u0259 ev tikim.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ad\u0131na \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fam,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n sevildimi orda bu \u0259rkim.<\/p>\n
Yen\u0259 kim \u0259nd\u0259rdi gileyl\u0259rini,
\nQ\u0131na\u011fa b\u0259l\u0259di getdiyim yolu; –
\n\u0130ld\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259ldiyim,
\nQ\u0131rx ildir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 itdiyim yolu?!<\/p>\n
A\u011fac olammad\u0131m yol q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda,
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131 bir qar\u0131\u015fqa da.
\nUzaqdan-uza\u011fa salam yollad\u0131m,
\nHe\u00e7 dad\u0131 qalmad\u0131 bir qar\u0131\u015fda da.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6y\u0259c\u0259yim n\u0259yim qald\u0131 ki…
\n\u00d6y\u00fcdd\u0259n, danlaqdan ke\u00e7ibdi daha.
\nAd\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m birc\u0259 misram\u0131
\nSon dua bil\u0259ydi ka\u015f ki, Allaha.<\/p>\n
Daha ox\u015fam\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, pay\u0131z<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r k\u00fcl\u0259k qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q,
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi d\u00f6y\u00fcb qay\u0131d\u0131r.
\nEl\u0259 bil kimd\u0259ns\u0259 qorxub \u00e7\u0259kinir,
\nQ\u0131r\u0131b budaqlar\u0131 “s\u00f6y\u00fcb” qay\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
A\u011faclar utan\u0131r \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nYarpaqlar bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b qal\u0131r.
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr pay\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259ngl\u0259ri altda, –
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc pay\u0131za y\u00f6n\u0259dir \u00f6mr\u00fcn,
\nGileyi q\u0259m dad\u0131r q\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131n.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcmid ba\u011flaram,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 fikrimi s\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 ki qar ya\u011f\u0131b, soyuq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib,
\nS\u0259ni toplayacam g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, pay\u0131z.
\nDaha do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lir,
\nDaha ox\u015fam\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, pay\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7ini s\u00f6yk\u0259yib ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara<\/b><\/p>\n
Arif Mustafazad\u0259y\u0259<\/i><\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7ini s\u00f6yk\u0259yib ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara,
\nRuhu ovunurdu k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259, q\u0259ml\u0259.
\nS\u0259sini isladan k\u00f6n\u00fcl nisgili
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qorunu silirdi n\u0259ml\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcrtm\u0259y\u0259 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nAh\u0131yla \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc da\u015f\u0131-divar\u0131.
\n\u0130ll\u0259ri su kimi ax\u0131b gedirdi,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r – d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, var\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018flind\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc b\u0259yaz sa\u00e7lar\u0131,
\nNa\u011f\u0131la d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u0259rki, inad\u0131.
\nSevincin tam\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131r\u011fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131,
\nS\u0259sin\u0259 hopmu\u015fdu pay\u0131z\u0131n dad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Zaman\u0131 geyinib a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na,
\nSimin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi tavar saz\u0131n\u0131n.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259ridib s\u00f6z eyl\u0259mi\u015fdi
\nQara sevdal\u0131s\u0131 Qarayaz\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Dostlar m\u0259ni unutdular<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00c7ox t\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u00fcm q\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nCan qurutdum n\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259.
\nXilaf \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 g\u0259mi\u00e7im d\u0259,
\nDostlar m\u0259ni unutdular.<\/p>\n
Yadda\u015f\u0131mda az\u0131b qald\u0131m,
\nN\u0259yim varsa yaz\u0131b qald\u0131m.
\nBir az a\u011fr\u0131, \u0259zab qald\u0131, –
\nDostlar m\u0259ni unutdular.<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00e7ap\u0131b getdi atda,
\nN\u0259 qalacaq g\u00f6r\u0259n yadda?
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7ata\u00e7atda
\nDostlar m\u0259ni unutdular.<\/p>\n
\u0130lan sevdas\u0131 var
\nc\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n, izin<\/b><\/p>\n
B\u0259dirxan \u018fhm\u0259dova<\/i><\/p>\n
Geyib aya\u011f\u0131na ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131
\nYollar\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259 can \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nAy\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yar\u0131…
\n\u00dcr\u0259kmi \u00e7\u0259kilir, yoxsa qan \u00e7\u0259kir?!<\/p>\n
\u0130lan sevdas\u0131 var c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n, izin,
\nQab\u0131qt\u0259k soyulur \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n vaxt da.
\nTutar\u0131 k\u0259silib xo\u015f x\u0259yallar\u0131n,
\nAt\u0131n\u0131 teyl\u0259yir d\u00f6rdnala baxt da.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259kilmir yollardan yor\u011fun sevdalar,
\nD\u00f6y\u0259n\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flar s\u0131\u011fala yatm\u0131r.
\nOyaq xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcb-tablay\u0131r,
\nYatm\u0131\u015f ist\u0259kl\u0259ri ah da oyatm\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Urvata mindirib k\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u0259mi,
\nBir oda qurmu\u015fuq xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259.
\nYana\u011fa \u015feh sal\u0131r isti duy\u011fular,
\nAl\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr t\u0259r d\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u018fli \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r ist\u0259yin,
\nS\u0259sind\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lir adamlar.
\nS\u00fckut k\u00f6yn\u0259yini geyib s\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n
Ba\u011fl\u0131 q\u0131f\u0131llarda “\u00f6l\u00fcr” adamlar.
\nYen\u0259 bizd\u0259n \u00f6td\u00fc bu yaz da e\u015fqn\u0259n,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131da pay\u0131z havas\u0131.
\nDuat\u0259k yollara \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r bizi
\nQ\u0259dim Bor\u00e7al\u0131da bir saz havas\u0131.<\/p>\n
“\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015e\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kir ruha s\u00f6z\u00fcn edam\u0131 M\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n, M\u0259nim balam, otur \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259k h\u0259llini. Sevgi haqda sual\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fa ver, Ya\u015f\u0131m \u00f6t\u00fcb min ildir ki, \u0259llini. – N\u0259 yaz\u0131rsan? Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m ortada, N\u0259… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14439,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14437"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14437\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14440,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14437\/revisions\/14440"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/14439"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}