{"id":12343,"date":"2022-12-20T17:27:47","date_gmt":"2022-12-20T13:27:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=12343"},"modified":"2022-12-20T17:27:47","modified_gmt":"2022-12-20T13:27:47","slug":"anami-ozum-aglatdim-evd%c9%99kil%c9%99rin-qanini-icirdim-narkotik-alud%c9%99cisinin-d%c9%99hs%c9%99tli-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=12343","title":{"rendered":"\u201cAnam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011flatd\u0131m, evd\u0259kil\u0259rin qan\u0131n\u0131 \u201ci\u00e7irdim\u201d \u2013 Narkotik alud\u0259\u00e7isinin D\u018fH\u015e\u018fTL\u0130 HEKAY\u018fS\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

O\u011furluq ed\u0259c\u0259yim yerl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n beynimd\u0259 \u00e7ertyoj kimi \u00e7\u0259kirdim<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 narkotikin doza h\u0259ddini ke\u00e7dim. M\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n koma v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatda \u0259zablar\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259n 29 ya\u015fl\u0131 X.H\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

O, bu g\u00fcn \u201cH\u0259yat Namin\u0259\u201d reabilitasiya m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 al\u0131r.\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

12 ild\u0259n sonra narkotikd\u0259n imtina ed\u0259n cavan o\u011flan\u00a0Lent.az<\/a>-a bu g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z b\u0259lan\u0131n ona ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck ac\u0131lardan, ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 etibar\u0131 bir gec\u0259d\u0259 nec\u0259 pu\u00e7 etdiyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

– Narkotikd\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt istifad\u0259 etmis\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 10-11-ci sinifd\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259, i\u00e7kid\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Art\u0131q 11-ci sinifd\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcl narkotikd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259sir etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 h\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. H\u0259b m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 bir enerji vermi\u015fdi ki, ondan daha \u00e7ox istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ni narkotik\u0259 n\u0259 vadar edib?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Qohumlar\u0131m istifad\u0259 edirdi. Yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 rayona g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdik. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Amma sonra davaml\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, ail\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nmirdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, ail\u0259m \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki qohumlar\u0131m\u0131n istifad\u0259 etdiyini bilirdil\u0259r. Onlarla g\u0259zirdim dey\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdil\u0259r. Yalandan and i\u00e7irdim ki, istifad\u0259 etmir\u0259m. H\u0259tta bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259rgitdim. Uzaq durma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u018fsas\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r narkotikd\u0259n uzaq durma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 vaxt narkotikd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tli narkotikl\u0259 (metamfetaminl\u0259) tan\u0131\u015f oldum. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259sir etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. 3-4-c\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259sir etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. 3 ay boyunca h\u0259r g\u00fcn h\u0259min s\u00fcr\u0259tli narkotikd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

2018-ci ild\u0259 daha a\u011f\u0131r narkotikl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldum. H\u0259min vaxtlar imkan\u0131m var idi. H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 idi. Amma pandemiya d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rimiz dayand\u0131. Art\u0131q borc alma\u011fa, o\u011furluq etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. O\u011furluq ed\u0259c\u0259yim yerl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n beynimd\u0259 \u00e7ertyoj kimi \u00e7\u0259kirdim. El\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idim ki, narkotikl\u0259 aramdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259ri yox etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n faralar\u0131n\u0131, yan g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259rini o\u011furlay\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Narkotik el\u0259 bir \u015feydir ki, insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda idar\u0259etm\u0259 rolunu oynay\u0131r. M\u0259n anam\u0131n bir damla g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dard\u0131m. Amma anam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011flatd\u0131m, evd\u0259kil\u0259rin v\u0259 \u00f6z qan\u0131m\u0131 \u201ci\u00e7irdim\u201d.<\/p>\n

Narkotik as\u0131l\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yarasa kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. G\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131m. Nec\u0259 ki, canavar \u00f6z \u015fikar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, m\u0259n d\u0259 onun kimi \u015fikar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. \u0130st\u0259diyim\u0259 \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi edirdim.<\/p>\n

– Narkotik\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa h\u0259bs olunmusan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 2021-ci ild\u0259 narkotik\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 saxlan\u0131ld\u0131m. 9 ay m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259 azadl\u0131qdan m\u0259hrum oldum. H\u0259min d\u00f6vr \u0259rzind\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259dim. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, sa\u011falm\u0131\u015fam, d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259bsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131qdan 8-10 g\u00fcn sonra yen\u0259 istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. N\u0259yi q\u0131nad\u0131msa, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcms\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259ldi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259yi ay\u0131b bilmi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 etmi\u015f\u0259m. Bura g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox dibl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir tibbi m\u00fcalic\u0259 alm\u0131san?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ma\u015fta\u011fa rayonundak\u0131 narkoloji dispanserd\u0259 19 g\u00fcn boyunca tibbi m\u00fcalic\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. M\u00fcalic\u0259 alark\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, art\u0131q sa\u011fal\u0131ram. Amma oradan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi yen\u0259 narkotikd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. H\u0259min gec\u0259 narkotikin doza h\u0259ddini ke\u00e7dim. M\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 koma v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 evd\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, a\u011fr\u0131 bitdikd\u0259n sonra sa\u011fal\u0131ram. Amma narkotik bel\u0259 bir \u015fey deyil.<\/p>\n

– Ail\u0259n narkotikd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etdiyini bil\u0259nd\u0259 hans\u0131 reaksiyan\u0131 verdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ail\u0259m bunu bil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox pis reaksiya verdi. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 bu normal idi. Evd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r deyirdil\u0259r ki, etm\u0259, bu yoldan d\u00f6n. Anam m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rdini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, deyirdi ki, ham\u0131ya biab\u0131r olduq, s\u0259n m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 etdin. Amma he\u00e7 bir faydas\u0131 yox idi. 10-15 g\u00fcn istifad\u0259 etmirdim. Sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 hakim ola bilm\u0259yib, yen\u0259 istifad\u0259 edirdim.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259kil\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259 bacara bilmirdil\u0259r. Sanki q\u0259lbim\u0259, qulaqlar\u0131ma m\u00f6h\u00fcr vurulmu\u015fdu. He\u00e7 c\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

– Narkotikin \u0259n \u00e7ox hans\u0131 n\u00f6v\u00fcnd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etmis\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 5 il \u0259rzind\u0259 daha \u00e7ox heroind\u0259n, pat\u0131dan v\u0259 marixuanadan istifad\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ki ayd\u0131r ki, istifad\u0259 etmir\u0259m. Narkotik v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259nim m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131 yox el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, s\u0259ni bu yoldan \u00e7\u0259kindir\u0259n n\u0259 oldu? Bundan sonrak\u0131 planlar\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259rdir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259ni bu yoldan \u00e7\u0259kindir\u0259n dib oldu. M\u0259n \u00e7ox dibd\u0259ydim. Art\u0131q bezmi\u015fdim. \u0130nsan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r o\u011furluq ed\u0259r, yalan dan\u0131\u015far, anas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fladar ax\u0131? \u018fvv\u0259lki h\u0259yat\u0131ma qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Art\u0131q insan kimi ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Buraya k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu bataql\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Burada s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan duran kimi yerimizi y\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131q, idman edirik, Allaha dua edirik. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bura narkomana h\u00f6rm\u0259t edil\u0259n t\u0259k yerdir. Burada biz\u0259 m\u00fclayim davran\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

Biz bir-birimizi \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. \u00c7\u00fcnki burada olan ham\u0131 eyni \u015feyl\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131b. \u0130lk vaxtlar \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m olurdu, yata bilmirdim. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dostlar\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

O\u011furluq ed\u0259c\u0259yim yerl\u0259ri \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n beynimd\u0259 \u00e7ertyoj kimi \u00e7\u0259kirdim H\u0259min gec\u0259 narkotikin doza h\u0259ddini ke\u00e7dim. M\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n koma v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar H\u0259yatda \u0259zablar\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259n 29 ya\u015fl\u0131 X.H\u2026… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12345,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12343","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12343"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12346,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12343\/revisions\/12346"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12345"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}