{"id":11651,"date":"2022-12-07T18:45:58","date_gmt":"2022-12-07T14:45:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=11651"},"modified":"2022-12-07T18:59:48","modified_gmt":"2022-12-07T14:59:48","slug":"o-yuxunu-gorm%c9%99s%c9%99ydim-anam-olm%c9%99y%c9%99c%c9%99kdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/?p=11651","title":{"rendered":"“O yuxunu g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydim, anam \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

Anam \u015e\u0259lal\u0259nin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131qdan bu yana h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 yuxular g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. \u00ad\u015eairl\u0259rin v\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n bu haqda hardasa vergili oldu\u011fu dan\u0131lmazd\u0131. \u0130nand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olmasa da, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn ulduz fal\u0131n\u0131 da oxuyuram. Anam x\u0259st\u0259 olanda daha \u00e7ox qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxular g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. El\u0259 bil a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc var idi. Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi anam ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 zar\u0131ma\u011fa. Bak\u0131da \u0259n bahal\u0131 klinikalar\u0131 g\u0259zdirmi\u015fdim. H\u0259kiml\u0259r \u201csinir a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131\u201d kimi yanl\u0131\u015f bir diaqnoz qoymu\u015fdular qad\u0131na. Yaz\u0131q qad\u0131n o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 ki, h\u0259min vaxt\u0131 Allahdan da gileyl\u0259nirdi. Deyirdi: \u201c\u0130lahi, s\u0259n\u0259 neyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, bel\u0259 z\u00fclm verirs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259?!\u201d Edil\u0259n m\u00fcalic\u0259l\u0259rin d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir k\u00f6m\u0259yi yox idi. Yaz\u0131q qad\u0131na o q\u0259d\u0259r iyn\u0259 vurmu\u015fdular ki, h\u0259r yeri da\u015f kimi idi.\u00a0 Ancaq h\u0259r\u0259 bir torba dava-d\u0259rman yaz\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bunlardan istifad\u0259 el\u0259.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn ev\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015furdum. Sonra h\u0259kiml\u0259r dedil\u0259r ki, belind\u0259 y\u0131rt\u0131q var. H\u0259l\u0259 bir \u0259m\u0259liyyat da el\u0259dil\u0259r. A\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin say\u0131 c\u0259mi be\u015f oldu. H\u0259min be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn gec\u0259sini rahat yatd\u0131 anam. H\u0259l\u0259 bir qurban da k\u0259sdim ki, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, anam sa\u011fald\u0131. Sonra yen\u0259 gileyl\u0259ndi ki, a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131ram. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 dilxor oldum. Qonum-qon\u015fuda bel y\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n bir ne\u00e7\u0259si g\u0259lib dedi ki, vallah, biz d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunmu\u015fuq. Amma bel\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar olmay\u0131b. S\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n k\u0259sm\u0259liydi. Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 olsun?!<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yat\u0131b yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, anam r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib. H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 adam \u0259lind\u0259n da\u015f atsan, yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z. \u00d6z s\u0259sim\u0259 yuxudan oyananda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u018flimi \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 vurub g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, suyun i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m. H\u0259m a\u011flam\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Yerimd\u0259n qalx\u0131b, hamama ke\u00e7ib yuyundum v\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yerim\u0259 uzand\u0131m. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz yuxumu dostlara dan\u0131\u015fanda dedil\u0259r ki, \u00f6mr\u00fc uzun olacaq. Buna el\u0259 sevinmi\u015fdim ki, el\u0259 bilirdim, do\u011frudan da, \u00f6mr\u00fc uzun olacaq. H\u0259l\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 demi\u015fdim. A\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ay\u0131nda \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunmu\u015fdu. Yenid\u0259n Bak\u0131ya g\u0259tirdik. H\u0259kiml\u0259r bu d\u0259f\u0259 bildirdil\u0259r ki, qan\u0131ndan analiz verilm\u0259lidi. \u0130lahi, bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259rin \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tininin analiz cavab\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilmirdim. Qan analizi verdikd\u0259n sonra, s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn saat 11-d\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259rin dediyi vaxt\u0131, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259ldik. Binan\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 qalx\u0131b laboratoriyada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n xan\u0131mlara anam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 soyad\u0131n\u0131 deyib analizin cavab\u0131 ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m analizi cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirib m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259nd\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yim d\u00f6zm\u0259di: Xan\u0131m, qorxulu bir \u015fey yoxdu ki? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum. Xan\u0131m q\u0131z \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib, \u2013 Qorxulu bir \u015fey yoxdu burda, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n ki anan\u0131z?! \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir az rahatl\u0131q tapd\u0131m. Bu x\u0259b\u0259rik koridorun o ba\u015f\u0131nda h\u0259kimin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n anama da dedim. Birlikd\u0259 anamla h\u0259kimin q\u0259buluna girdik. H\u0259kim qan analizin\u0259 ciddi-ciddi bax\u0131b anamdan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

\u2013 T\u0259zyiqin olurmu, bibi?<\/p>\n

Anam sevinc\u0259k bildirdi ki, el\u0259 d\u0259 yox, h\u0259rd\u0259n olur.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Siz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da q\u0131zlar sizin t\u0259zyiqinizi \u00f6l\u00e7s\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n qoluna girib a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259, h\u0259kim \u201cS\u0259n bibini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qoyub \u00f6z\u00fcn qay\u0131t, resepti yaz\u0131m, get, d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 al,\u201d \u2013 dedi. Anam\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da ota\u011fa \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131m. H\u0259kim gah analiz ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131ndak\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 r\u0259ngli karanda\u015fla x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kir, gah da \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Amma h\u0259kimin aln\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259m\u0259si m\u0259n\u0259 yen\u0259 n\u0259yins\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlada bilm\u0259di, bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 zill\u0259di:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bilirs\u0259n, bu he\u00e7 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fey\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min vaxt\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 bir gizilti g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131 Tey\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r?!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu… x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngin \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ridi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 H\u0259kim, siz n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? B\u0259s deyirdiniz, belind\u0259 y\u0131rt\u0131q var. \u018fm\u0259liyyat da el\u0259tdirdik. \u0130ndi bu hardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131?!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Allah el\u0259sin, bu olmas\u0131n. Amma, \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri ona ox\u015fay\u0131r. \u0130ndi s\u0259n\u0259 bir yer dey\u0259c\u0259m, ora apararsan. Orda da d\u00f6rd aparatdan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. Bundan sonra d\u0259qiq bil\u0259c\u0259yik ki, x\u0259st\u0259lik odur, yoxsa yox.<\/p>\n

Ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, anam t\u0259zyiqini \u00f6l\u00e7d\u00fcrd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131nda oturub m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Qad\u0131n yen\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u2013 N\u0259 dedi h\u0259kim? Yen\u0259 d\u0259rman yazd\u0131?<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259ki giziltil\u0259ri bir k\u0259nara qoyub, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Yox, ana. D\u0259rman yazmad\u0131. Aparatlara yaz\u0131b, ondan ke\u00e7m\u0259lis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131 d\u00f6rd aparatdan ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259xanada da hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015fdi. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131q. Araya xalam girdi ki: \u201cB\u0259sdirin, a\u011flamay\u0131n\u201d. Cavab\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra dey\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dua edirdim ki, o zibil x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng olmas\u0131n. Qalan n\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259lik olsa, sa\u011falda bil\u0259rik. H\u0259l\u0259 anamla olan \u015f\u0259kilimizi evd\u0259 \u201cQuran\u201d\u0131n aras\u0131na qoymu\u015fdum ki, \u0130n\u015fallah sa\u011falar. Yen\u0259 qurban dedim.\u00a0 Bu ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc anam\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131k\u0259sici il\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdik.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n qalx\u0131b x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yolland\u0131m. H\u0259kiml\u0259r diplomat kimi olan ka\u011f\u0131z \u00e7antada analiz cavab\u0131n\u0131 verdil\u0259r. \u00dcr\u0259yim yen\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259di, el\u0259 ordak\u0131 h\u0259kimd\u0259n soru\u015fdum ki, doktor, n\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259likdi anamda?!<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim bildirdi ki, el\u0259 d\u0259 qorxulu bir \u015fey yoxdu. Qan\u0131nda \u201cMyeloma\u201d x\u0259st\u0259liyi var. Bunu da m\u00fcalic\u0259 edirs\u0259n, ke\u00e7ib gedir. S\u0259n \u00f6z h\u0259kiminin yan\u0131na get, o, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dey\u0259c\u0259k.\u00a0 Anam\u0131n h\u0259kimi qara r\u0259ngli l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131: \u201cV\u0259ziyy\u0259t yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. Ana x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngdi\u201d. \u0130lahi, el\u0259 bil ba\u015f\u0131ma qaynar su t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259s n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fayacaq? Bunu bilirsiniz?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Vaxta var h\u0259l\u0259. Bizim bel\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rimiz \u00e7oxdu. Ya\u015fay\u0131rlar bir il, iki il-filan… \u00c7al\u0131\u015f apar \u0130rana anan\u0131. Orada m\u00fcalic\u0259 als\u0131n. S\u0259n t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r. N\u0259 arzular\u0131 var, yerin\u0259 yetir. Al\u0131nsa, toyunu da el\u0259.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kimd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, anam\u0131n telefonundan z\u0259ng g\u0259lir. Telefonu a\u00e7anda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, bac\u0131md\u0131. X\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Analizin cavablar\u0131 n\u0259 oldu?! V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131 deyil e n\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn ham\u0131n\u0131 aldatd\u0131m, bir anamdan ba\u015fqa. Anam\u0131 da aldatmaq ist\u0259dim, amma al\u0131nmad\u0131. Bac\u0131ma dedim ki, narahat olma, qan\u0131nda mikrob var, sa\u011falacaq. Bir a\u011fr\u0131k\u0259sici vurun, g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Metronun \u201c28 May\u201d stansiyas\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 idi. Adamlar yen\u0259 qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7da idil\u0259r. \u00d6z\u2013\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyirdim ki, \u0130lahi, bu boyda ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r he\u00e7 kimin vecin\u0259 deyil?! \u0130nsanlar ney\u0259 bel\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131d\u0131rlar?!<\/p>\n

Metroya minib ged\u0259nd\u0259 anam daha \u0259l-\u00e7atmaz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim, bo\u011furlar m\u0259ni. Anam bac\u0131m gild\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girib anamla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nec\u0259s\u0259n, ana? Dar\u0131xma, yax\u015f\u0131 olacaqsan, h\u0259kiml\u0259r qan\u0131nda mikrob deyir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015fsan.<\/p>\n

Anam yataqda g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f bax\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259s niy\u0259 a\u011flam\u0131san?! N\u0259s\u0259 pis x\u0259st\u0259likdi?!<\/p>\n

Anam sa\u011f \u00e7iyni \u00fcst\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yataqda. Sa\u011f \u0259lini d\u0259 yataqdan bay\u0131ra uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, \u00e7ox vaxt bel\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259dim. Diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb bay\u0131ra uzatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259lini ovuclar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda dodaqlar\u0131ma s\u0131xd\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ana, vallah, yox. Sad\u0259c\u0259, qan\u0131na mikrob d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, sa\u011faldacam s\u0259ni! Allaha and olsun sa\u011falacaqsan!<\/p>\n

Bunu dey\u0259-dey\u0259 ikimiz d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131q. H\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u0259rimin s\u0259sin\u0259 o biri otaqdan bac\u0131m g\u0259ldi. O da qo\u015fuldu biz\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Durub anam\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda oturub \u0259lind\u0259ki d\u0259smalla anam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildim.\u00a0 Art\u0131q son bir ne\u00e7\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcn\u00fc anam yem\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– \u00dcr\u0259yin n\u0259 ist\u0259yir al\u0131m ana?! S\u0259n yemirs\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131mdan he\u00e7 n\u0259 ke\u00e7mir. N\u0259 olar, bir \u015fey ye!<\/p>\n

Anam g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 tavana bax\u0131b bir az fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Araya hardasa be\u015f saniy\u0259 s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Bird\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Armud ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Tez u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yollad\u0131m ki, gedib armud als\u0131n. U\u015faq \u00e7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, armud al\u0131b g\u0259tirdi. Bac\u0131m armudu yuyub g\u0259tirdi. Diliml\u0259yib anama verdim. Bir-iki dilim yedi. Biz d\u0259 anam\u0131za bax\u0131b yedik bac\u0131-qarda\u015f. S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn \u0130rana yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi planla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b xarici pasportumu, pal-paltar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bac\u0131m gil\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, yolda anam\u0131n telefonundan yen\u0259 z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Telefonu a\u00e7an kimi bac\u0131m el\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 ki:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tez \u00e7at, anaya n\u0259s\u0259 olur!<\/p>\n

Telefonda hiss el\u0259dim ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, gecikmi\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki evd\u0259 qad\u0131n a\u011fla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 dayanaca\u011fa do\u011fru bir az qa\u00e7d\u0131m, yolda ayaqlar\u0131m tutuldu, y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m. Yen\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ana!<\/p>\n

Dayanacaqda dayanm\u0131\u015f taksiy\u0259 minib anam\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131m. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, gecikmi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259rhumun n\u0259yisiniz?<\/p>\n

\u2013 O\u011fluyam.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00ad\u015eikay\u0259t\u00e7i deyilsiniz ki?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Xeyr.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Buyurun, bu da \u00f6l\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda ka\u011f\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nini ma\u015f\u0131na qoyub k\u0259nd\u0259, evimiz\u0259 g\u0259tirdik. H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yuxumda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm adamlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259di. Onda anlad\u0131m ki, s\u0259n dem\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n yuxular d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm yuxuyla anam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc aras\u0131nda bir ay f\u0259rq oldu. Anamda onu, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131b. Amma bundan sonra kimin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yuxumda g\u00f6rs\u0259m, bilir\u0259m ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131mayacam.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnd\u0259n-bu g\u00fcn\u0259 harda armud g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, anamd\u0131. Anam armudu \u00e7ox sevirdi. Armud yey\u0259n idi anam. H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 anam\u0131n t\u0259ndirinin yan\u0131nda bir armud a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131z var. H\u0259m o armud a\u011fac\u0131 yiy\u0259siz qal\u0131b, h\u0259m d\u0259 anam\u0131n t\u0259ndiri. Bir d\u0259 el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, o yuxunu g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydim, anam \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Anam \u015e\u0259lal\u0259nin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 U\u015faql\u0131qdan bu yana h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 yuxular g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. \u00ad\u015eairl\u0259rin v\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n bu haqda hardasa vergili oldu\u011fu dan\u0131lmazd\u0131. \u0130nand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olmasa da, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn ulduz fal\u0131n\u0131 da oxuyuram. Anam… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11654,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63,54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11651","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat","category-kos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11651","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11651"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11651\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11655,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11651\/revisions\/11655"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11654"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11651"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11651"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mecra.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11651"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}